deep end

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

2009

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

pink wine ft. kurtains (p. me n him)

prod me
lyrics // 
dont place your bets on me
you’d be one hell of a wife,
i cant afford no ring, girl
he’d probably treat you better than me
better than me, girl

im in your bed alone, 
on nights id rather be by myself
i hate checking my phone
its just another person i left
on the bright side
you believe me 
when i say im at my best
its a lot a words
i should say to you
but theyre better off in my head, oh

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

big brown eyes
you’re looking at me like i almost hurt myself
we’ve been through hell
but nothing could compare to this now
you know
the best things dont come easy
and the worst times rarely last
i see your image through stained windows
kiss me through the glass, oh

im in my head alone
on nights id rather be in your bed
you hate the way it goes
im just another person that left
on the bright side you can move on
with your life with no regrets
theres a lot things i should say to you
but theyre buried in my chest

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

crash

out on all plats: https://ffm.to/pieces08

add. guitars - @prettydepressedly
cover art by lightt, @saturnnnnnnnn

was originally an intro track for an upcoming project but it didnt make the cut, still felt that it should be released :)

(lyrics)
wont you tell me the answers
ive been searching for way too long
i see my life in pieces
is the answer far too gone

i see my life in pieces
ive been living life with no reason
and the time pass with the seasons
let the time pass, i dont need it

runnin from the past, runnin from the time
runnin from the truth, runnin all my life
stuck myself inside, hiding from the fact
that i aint living right
live another day, or let it pass by
time again, nothing that i can hide
honestly, im been paranoid
my skin always clarify

ok, time and time again, i find myself on the ground
drownin in this weight, for how long? ill never know
this life of mine ive grown so accustomed to
has chained me down, eternity for i might atone
how you live life, knowin its gon work
cause this world of ours, tryna let us go
ive been marked since birth, tryin so hard
in a world of hurt, this time dont even matter

and ive been fightin all my life
they put me in a system, they was blockin out the light
i had to let shit go, even if it aint right
i had to let shit go, ive been wastin all this time
ive been tryna get it right, ive been tryna see the light
live a predetermined life, ive been tryna make it out

i see my life in pieces
ive been living life with no reason
and the time pass with the seasons
let the time pass, i dont need it

wont you tell me the answers
ive been searching for way too long
i see my life in pieces
is the answer far too gone

im falling apart

crash

hera