Oh, again
loneliness is killing me
I don't know
how to escape from here

my heart, please
don't get cold
stay with me while
love's on hold

tell me
what to do
I'm lonely
give me anything
to ease my suffering

Oh, again
I wish I had a friend
but emptiness
drags me down again

There's so much
I could give
but nobody needs it
nobody cares

tell me
what to do
I'm lonely
give me anything
to ease my suffering

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Acoustic guitar
Acoustic bass
Electric guitar
Vocals & Lyrics
by Sven Sebastian Horner

Picture by pexels.com/@cottonbro/

Loneliness (Composition No. 11)

Meditation in G flat minor on the Dizi flute. The Dizi is a chinese traverse bamboo flute. The counter bass, drums and synth pad were recorded with the SL88 midi keyboard I recently got. It's a great device, as it plays like a real grand piano. Now I'm able to make use of a much broader variety of sounds. Synth pad was generated using Odin 2.

This was more of an experiment, but I really liked the outcome. Hope you enjoy it.

Meditation with Flute (Improvisation No. 42)

"Der Mensch muß entweder wie ein Kind vor Wut und Unglück und Begeisterung und Liebe heulen und entschlägt sich so seines Gefühls in einem kurzen, nichtigen Wirbel; oder er kann geheimnisvoll an sich halten, ohne dem Zug zur Wirklichkeit, dem Trieb, dem mit jedem Gefühl verwachsenen Begehren ein Zugeständnis zu machen, und dann wächst sein Gefühl über ihm mit den Wipfeln der Bäume, mit den Turmspitzen, mit dem Scheitel des Himmels zusammen. Was aber dazwischen liegt, dieser maßvolle sogenannte Reichtum des Gefühls, lohnt nicht des Aufhebens, das davon gemacht wird!"
Robert Musil, Der Mann ohne Eigenschaften - II. Aus dem Nachlaß

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7AsTgcf8qI

artwork by enriquelopezgarre
https://pixabay.com/de/users/enriquelopezgarre-3764790/

music by dizzip o' vooway
http://facebook.com/DizzVooway

Reaching for Distant Stars (Improvisation No. 5)

Klangmoebel-Soundtracks, Vol. 4: Harry

Cease to Exist

This mini soundtrack is my submission for OST Composing Jam 8
Hosted by Lone Rabbit · #OSTCompJam

Had fun making this. Hope you enjoy!

Intro (Where Are You)

Guitar–distortion–loop–repeat.
Some people say it’s psychedelic — for me, this is emotional reflection turned into sound.
Built entirely from live loops, this track grows layer by layer — from soft ambience to walls of distortion — echoing thoughts that never seem to end.

No vocals. No samples. Just one guitar, looping feelings in circles.
Play it loud, or play it alone — it hits differently every time.

🎸 Tags: #GuitarLoop #PsychedelicRock #PostRock #AmbientRock #Instrumental #EmotionalGuitar #GuitarSolo #LoopPedal #Experimental #SoundCloudMusic

REignite

Vertical Echoes

End song

Capsize - Without a Craftsman

Dive into the crushing weight of regret and self-destruction with "Without a Craftsman." This track explores the unraveling of a life, where promises turn to dust and the choices made lead to an inevitable fall. A raw, visceral journey through lost identity and the bitter prize of compromise.

#Capsize #WithoutACraftsman #Metalcore #Hardcore #NewMusic #Regret #SelfDestruction

Capsize

This was written for the caregivers of the world. Drop the timestamp that hit you hardest — I reply to every one. 🖤

No One Knows My Pain ReVAMPd transforms a deeply emotional rock story into a powerful country-rock anthem of endurance, devotion, and quiet strength. This version blends raw vulnerability, big guitars, and modern rock dynamics into a song that lives right between heartbreak and resilience.

“This one hits you right in the chest.” — listener
“Real emotion, real power.” — listener
“Didn’t expect it to hit this hard.” — listener

THE TRUE STORY BEHIND THE SONG

No One Knows My Pain ReVAMPd was written from the caregiver’s side of survival. For eight years, I stood beside my wife through severe medical battles — hospital halls, emergency moments, constant uncertainty, and nights where life truly hung by a single thread.

This song is about what caregivers carry that most people never see: the fear you hide, the strength you’re forced to summon, the exhaustion you push through, and the love that keeps you standing when everything inside is breaking.

This ReVAMPd version turns that silent weight into a country-rock anthem of endurance, devotion, and resilience.

If you are a caregiver — this song is for you.
If you’re carrying someone right now — this song is for you.

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Website — https://hollywoodpkr-vampits.com

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Track Credits
Artist — HollywoodPKR-VAMPits
Featuring — Aether Flux Lewis
Stage Name — Michael “Hollywood” Jamell
Composer — Michael Jamell
Producer / Mixer — HollywoodPKR
Publisher — HollywoodPKR
Master Owner — © Michael Jamell
Release — 2025

Genres
Country Rock
Hard Rock
Neon Rock
Arena Rock

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Influences & Sound
Emotional country-rock storytelling fused with hard-rock power, thick guitars, dramatic dynamics, and a chorus built to carry real feeling — the ReVAMPd emotional-rock sound by HollywoodPKR.

This song contains themes of medical trauma and emotional survival.

Intro (Where Are You)

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