Production by BYOU$

when i’m angry, yeah
im gazing at the wolf haley
these people think they know me but they all some fucking strangers
i tried to be popular but everyone knows but they are trynna kill me so i fucking hate myself
im about to do some suicide til i find my dream girl 
she was pretty 
the best in the world
the best in the world
it was going well until my friend told my crush so i got mad at him and gave him a punch 
laying him on the ground got at his head
booted his fucking body so we can never be fo 
so then the same night decided to ask her out
i said will you go out with me?
bravery and growth
but she gave me a one word answer and that fucking answer was no
NO NO NO NO
(a few more no’s)
why’d you have to say no?
i walked away like everything was ok but in my eyes right there wish i could fucking decay
and now i’m just thinking that i’m ugly as fuck 
should went into the streets and get ran over by a truck 
now all i can say to this girl is
i fucking hate you 
[?]

Love, A Broken Dream

Depressant Of Happiness

The Training EP

Intense Day Training (Prod. Exit through the Drome)

stone deluxe - Mook Boys (Ft. BRUHMANEGOD)

DOGWATER (mud)

GLASS GONNA SPILL ON THE FLOOR AGAIN
BLOOD ON MY FISTS IMMA MEET MY END
EYELIDS SHUT LIKE THEY FULL OF LEAD
IT FEELS LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WANTS ME DEAD

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?

TAKE ME BACK WHEN I DIDNT KNOW SHIT
BOUT MENTAL HEALTH OR A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH UH
NOW WHEN IM HOME I JUST FUCKING SIT
AND WONDER IF ITS ALL WHAT I THINK IT IS 

KNOWLEDGE IS A BURDEN
WHY CANT MY BRAIN WORK NOW

*after nine years, you know what i realized? 
ignorance is bliss."

GLASS GONNA SPILL ON THE FLOOR AGAIN
BLOOD ON MY FISTS IMMA MEET MY END
EYELIDS SHUT LIKE THEY FULL OF LEAD
IT FEELS LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WANTS ME DEAD

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?

DO YOU WANNA SEE ME IN THE DIRT? UH
IMMA FIGHT BACK NAH YOU CANT TAKE WHAT IVE EARNED
THIS IS MY LIFE CAN YOU GO DECIDE YOURS?
 MOTHERFUCKER KNOW WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

KICK DOWN THE DOOR
PULL UP WITH A STICK IF YOU WANT SOME MORE
I DONT WANNA FIGHT BUT YOU START A WAR
THATS JUST SOMETHING THAT I CANT IGNORE

EVERYTHING SOAKED IN GAS
YEARS OF EARTH, THE LAST
WE REPEAT THE PAST X2

*i thought I told you to stay away*

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?!

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD? (PROD. SOLSA)

lyrics

feeling really shitty
pity always getting to me
freaky, always leaning closer
till i fall in head first

i don’t want communication 
i don’t want to feel welcome
when you kicked me out and asked me
if i’m ever coming back?

you should’ve known way fuckin better than that
you should’ve changed the way you act, when i always asked
 do you not know why i left, it’s repetitive
i tell my therapist, and he says she is positive 

so what do i do?
i ran the fuck away and that’s for sure
what pissed you off too?
it’s the issues from my cure

I AINT NO REBEL TODAY
I AM NOT WHAT YOU SAY

reinvented
all of the creatures that work in my head
deconstructed
a freak of nature born to this path

SICK OF IT
A CIGARETTE 
ON CIGARETTES 
ON CIGARETTES 

(i’m a smear)

SMEAR (phase II)

HATE CRIME

IM STILL SOMEWHERE IN THE NOWHERE
I’M SO SCARED PLEASE DON’T CARE 
DON’T HIT ME WITH THAT COLD STARE
NOTHIN EVER BEEN FAIR
WHO WHAT WHY WHEN WHERE
ENTROPY
EVERYTHING PROLLY GON CHANGE EVENTUALLY
SO IF IT’S MEANT TO BE 
U GON BET IT WAS RLY MEANT TO BE
THE CENTIPEDE COIL MY BODY TILL I CAN’T FUCKIN BREATH
I’M SUFFERING JUST KNOWIN THERE’S A CYCLE THAT I MIGHT REPEAT
OPEN ME
I USED TO HOPE SOMEBODY WOULD NOTICE ME
PLASTIC BAGS IN MASSES N I AIN’T GETTIN NO GROCERIES
THAT’S GROSS TO ME
OMG WHERE THE FUCK MY DOPAMINE
I NEED STRONGER POTENCY
EVERYTHING SO BROKEN G
WHY THE FUCK MY MAMA AIN’T TEACH ME 
A WAY TO COPE WITH THINGS
I DON’T FUCK WITH DRAMA I BARELY OPEN UP SOCIALLY
 DISSOCIATING HATING MYSELF I FOLD UP EMOTIONS B
I REMEMBER BACK IN THE DAY WHEN NOBODY SPOKE WITH ME 
NOW I’M HAVING TROUBLES FOCUSING LIKE EVEN FOCALLY 
ALWAYS SMOKIN I THINK THE DOCTOR BE DOUBLE DOSIN ME
ACID TABLETS ACTUALLY TOLD ME 2 CHASE THIS POETRY
AIN’T NO GODS WE KILLED EM BY CHOKIN EM WITH THESE ROSARIES
AIN’T NOBODY GROWIN BY HOLDIN ONTO UNSPOKEN  NEEDS 
DROP THEM BOMBS UPON EM N BLAME IT ON SUMONE OVERSEAS
PRAYIN ON SUM SWOLLEN KNEES
 nobody told me who im SUPPOSED TO BE
I’M JUST JONES FROM THE DOPETOWN BABY
THESE DAYS THE BURG LIKE FUCK U PAY ME
FRANKLY U DON’T KNOW NOTHIN A BOUT HURTIN
ALL YA FUCKAS  FAKE BLEED
 CAN SOMEBODY FLAY ME
I THOUGHT U MFS WOULD NEVER EVER BETRAY ME 
WHEN U IN THE GRAVE IMA PISSin ALL OVER DAISIES
WHY TF U HATE ME WHEN U AIN’T EVER CHANGE THINGS

I DON’T NEED THE DOLLAS U HONESTLY GOT THE WRONG GUY
I CAN’T SELL MY SOUL CUS THIS PROLLY WON’T BE A LONG LIFE
COCAINE IN MY BODY I THINK IT’S GON BE A LONG NIGHT 
YOU DON’T WANNA JUMP LIL HOMIE U CATCH A LONG KNIFE
STABBED INSIDE THE TORSO GET FUCKED UP JUST LIKE A PORNO 
MAN INSIDE MY MOUTH MY LIFE RLY DOROHEDORO
25  ALIVE AND AIN’T NONE OF MY DAYS IS NORMAL  
I DON’T GOT THE TIME TO REWIND OR MOVE IN A CIRCLE
YOU AIN’T PLANT THEM SEEDS LIL HOMIE U BE INFERTILE
HIT YOU WITH THESE HANDS LEAVE U TALKIN WITH ONLY GURGLES 
MAYBE NOW THE SHIT U SAY WON’T BE FUCKIN HURTFUL 
U JUST END UP SMOKED U GET ROASTED JUST LIKE THIS HERBAL
DESENSITIZED AND VIOLENT FROM CONTENT U WAS EXPOSED TO
CONSUMERS ON THE HUNT WANT NOTHIN BUT TO GO EXPOSE U
THEY ONLY THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT EVER BEEN KNOWN TO HOLD TRUE
ARE PROFITS PUSSY POWER CONTROL EVERYTHING  U KNOW DOOD
I THINK I KNOW U
FROM SOMEWHERE
IN THE NOWHERE

SOMEONE IN THE NOWHERE [PROD.LILPRISON13[]]]]

BOLOGNA

BOLOGNA (CO-PROD. TXTREES)

Its everyday.. (prod doc laundry)

stasis (prod. fony wallace)

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SMEAR (phase II)

MOLLiE SLvDGE

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