this is months old and idk what to do with it

All Alone

Warmest Strings

Bruised, Cornered and Wide Awake

Wide Awake

Tired - Single

Tired

Border

EOS Radio - n9oc - 221020

Deep Sheep

S.O.S.

You know this feeling of feeling a feeling of belonging 
which is fake until you take responsibility? 
This is what it feels like on day three.

Sure it was complicated, but maybe we should have waited a little longer. Sure it felt constipated, but maybe we should have waited for vacation celebration. But if we would have waited (and I cant deny temptation), maybe my soul would have faded by now. By now I feel myself again. Love running through my veins I mean: If we should have waited, then why would it all have ended so well? So very well do I feel, now that I no longer kneel down at your bed. There is a chance I would have found myself with you bound to my hand, but I'm confused and happy sad. My thoughts are tangled in my head. In the end, if we had waited, probably we would have hated ourselves. Our selves got so acquainted, I forgot to be elated by myself. By myself I wish me to the bed your parents made for us, but that illusion that I make of you is surely not the real you. So we should not have waited and although I feel so tainted, I wish I would be better, so that my blame did not matter so much. So much has changed within me and I wish I would have waited, taken time to get to know you right before you fucked me. But I did not.

vacation celebration

Noch drei Tage bis Weihnachten. Hoffentlich bekommt der gute Alte bis dahin keinen Burnout :)
*Vom Album FLUGVERSUCHE*

Dem Seelenverwandten

here to disturb the comfortable 
and comfort the disturbed

vacation celebration

mo

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