⚬ CIRRUS ATOP SKY PILLAR, EXISTENTIAL RAINS ✝︎
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Let You Go (eventually) [prod. baltogvcci]

(It's still here, somebody else
It takes me, it takes my health
So save me, so save my soul
So save me, so save me
So save me, I'm not myself)

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

Called you on the phone
That night, I planned to fall away
Cause I've been up myself, alone
These thoughts dont hide away
Crashing of the lights
Inside, no matter anyways
Hoping that I'd feel something
Hoping that I'd feel

It's certain set of years
I thought it'd go away
Damn its nothing but a fault
A fault in which I wired it
So wheres the blame to throw, 
when theres only ghosts and thoughts inside your head
Hit the gramophone, repeat it all again
It tells me
No one

I can't feel it
I can't feel this anymore
I can't feel it

Imaginary
To change my fate
Commissary, myself I hold the gate
Wrong
To think I'd wait 
Think I'd see a change
The mirror shows
The mirror shows I'm

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

grown up [prod. brody & remghost]

meant 2 be

Snapshots

Vyok - Two Comma$ (BANGSKOTT)

Paradoxx

I Got Ice In My Veins You Will Never See Me Mad 
Turn The Page It's Not Uncommon That I'm Sad 
I Got Drugs For The Pain So I'm Not Always There 
Chemically Inbalanced Feel Like No One Cares

I Got Ice In My Veins You Will Never See Me Mad 
Turn The Page It's Not Uncommon That I'm Sad 
I Got Drugs For The Pain So I'm Not Always There 
Chemically Inbalanced Feel Like No One Cares

Feel Like No One Cares 
I Keep Asking Myself Is That Good Or Bad
I Got The Freedom To Do Whatever I Want 
So I'ma Stay Inside And Write A Song

I Got Bluezy On The Beat 
I Got Socks On My Feet
I Ain't Never Gonna Stop 
I Ain't Taking Defeat

And If You Don't Like My Music That's Fine With Me
My Motivation Is At Top 
I Aint Leaving The Scene
Now The Chorus Is Slowly Creeping Back In

I Got Ice In My Veins You Will Never See Me Mad 
Turn The Page It's Not Uncommon That I'm Sad 
I Got Drugs For The Pain So I'm Not Always There 
Chemically Inbalanced Feel Like No One Cares

Bluezy

Ice In My Veins
Ice On My Wrist

She Know I Got That Quap So She Tryna Suck My Dick

Ice In My Veins
We Be Hitting Licks

Tryna Hide The Pain Coz We Sad Little Shits

I Know That You Don’t Love Me

You Just Want Me For Money

Ice In My Veins
Ice On My Wrist

She Know I Got That Quap So She Tryna Suck My Dick

Ice In My Veins
We Be Hitting Licks

Tryna Hide The Pain Coz We Sad Little Shits

Chorus

I Got Ice In My Veins You Will Never See Me Mad 
Turn The Page It's Not Uncommon That I'm Sad 
I Got Drugs For The Pain So I'm Not Always There 
Chemically Inbalanced Feel Like No One Cares

I Got Ice In My Veins You Will Never See Me Mad 
Turn The Page It's Not Uncommon That I'm Sad 
I Got Drugs For The Pain So I'm Not Always There 
Chemically Inbalanced Feel Like No One Cares

My Spotify

Paradoxx X Bluezy - Ice (Prod.Tundrabeats)

Artist
https://soundcloud.com/geminiaaliyah
https://www.instagram.com/geminiaaliyah/?hl=en

Youtube Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1KVLKG_R0g

Gemini Aaaliyah -To Fear (prod.PRCL)

I hate love Hate drugs Hate everything
I hate love hate you hate diamond rings
I hate love Hate life Hate me baby just let me sing

Told her fuck off and she called me an asshole
Drank too much I'm face down on the asphalt
don't wanna get up just lay till the moon fall
Your love never ever counted at all
Smoking blunts forever I just drift till the wind stall

I hate love Hate drugs Hate everything
I hate love hate you hate diamond rings
I hate love Hate life Hate me baby just let me sing

Fuck all these shawties I just want a fast rari
Drugs make a zombie
molly make me feel like nobody can stop me
Smoking blunts in Milwaukee
Tryna forget you body
I got a void inside
Nothing can fill it
don't know know why
I just pry to the sky for a little hope a little joy before I die

Hate Love (prod. Ocean Beats)

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I’m so fucked up I don’t belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I’m doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another timeline

everything is all right, no more suicide, no
I don’t wanna see the death of my friends in this world again
cus it’s too much to take, it’s to my to fake
just put on another smile, ill wear that mask until my grave

waking in the break room, turn around to see you
but you're looking straight through me again
crippled by emotions, no notions of lust ahead
maybe this is love, but I’m frozen, eroding till I meet my end 

changing topics in my head, these thoughts they race I can’t pretend
that I’m okay, but I’m just fading in the background, it’s here ill stay
these walls, its were I just hide, listen to you, watch you cry
rush of emotions in my head, why did you choose them over me

looking at the good memories they don’t outweigh the bad ones
looking over corners, watching you sink in the shadows, tear me apart

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I'm so fucked up I don't belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I'm doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another time

Coming to terms with death was never my expertise
boarding up what i called home, body frail, im so weak
you've been dragging my casket on your back for so long,
I dont blame you for leaving, I just never thought you would.

Timeless

Produced by me and my homie g https://soundcloud.com/deademane

bottle hit the bone, glass stuck in my eyes
tryna wade out from emotion caught in my sight
but I don't feel like I'm gonna get back up again
taking another bar then my life will suspend
knife in my back from my best friend,
no, you can't comprehend the feeling of drowning, the feeling is gone
screaming out my throat till it bleeds,
you don't feel the chemicals between I just want to sink
down down down,
crowded hospitals where patients want to sing
beautiful songs of us dying until we don't want to speak
yeah, yeah, yeah
take it or leave me
nose white not breathing
Yeah, yeah
these addictions never were issues, till I met you, you caused a constriction in my mind
relapsing on the good times, not the best times, but I wouldn’t give it up if I had the chance
but you gave up on me in the best way, saying that I’m just gonna leave so you just flake
desperation in the worst way, what changed, manic again when you’re cutting me down from the inside
no insight, I was only seventeen man, falling in love with the drugs in a new way
falling in love with you was a mistake, have another dose of nicotine just to calm down
down, the comedowns so steep, teetering on just fine to manic depressed
gotta cope in a new way, cope with a few fakes, all I got is the crew and the music

Chemical Fiend (Co-prod deademane)

EP: EXISTENTIAL

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Gemini Aaaliyah -To Fear (prod.PRCL)

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