literally pure unfiltered skill and talent front to back, so amazed at how this project turned out!!

this is the falling out of trying something new
you can call for attention I find its overused
and I’ll try my best to follow you
but its all I know its all that I can do

cause im just so scared of losing my friends its just a time out
and im scared of falling out of what feels safe now
cause im not nearly enough for anyone
and I can try my best but I swear, its never enough 

this passions been waiting too we’ll goo find you we’ll find you we’ll go find you

I swear its enough
I’ve been shot in the gut
if I can’t give you enough
of my body filling up
cause im just running out of luck
and its just falling out of love
cause I can’t give you enough
I can’t give you enough of what I want

grape

when push comes to shove, its hard to have everything going according to plan
sometimes, its better to let things go

originally made w/ @whatthepup for BTV4

What the PUP! & vai - preparing the for the best / embracing the worst

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2wdnZo2ZffeUFwUwX26Tom?si=rCfiV6pfRCGMR2uR3iuCpw

i wish i was there for you that day
i probably should've listened when you told me to stay
but i had more important things, im sorry
fallen raindrops kissed your lips
a perfect moment led to this
and for a moment i thought about crying
 
what love do we have to gain
when we have none to lose, 
just stained clothes, empty shoes
on the bedroom floor

i can't find a way to say
i think i might just lose
my mind if i spend one more night
thinking of you

Dear O███,

I'm sorry that you had to be born into this world. I'm sorry if I haven't been treating you right. I'm sorry that I keep you locked away. It's too dangerous out there. Please forgive me, understand me. Y██ ███ █████ ██████ ████ ██████. ███ █ ████ ████. I can't tell anybody about you. You're just as alive as the rest of us, just give me time, and maybe the ████ will end. I love you, my dear O███, please be patient.

Tape #011: Dear O███,

You act like you’re out of fashion

your kind is in decline
i run my head out of rapids
to stew on your breath in my mind

we’re both running out out of options
it wasn’t fair we knew how to find

concerning myself with some silver
i could do better if i paid mind

it isn’t heaven and i don’t deserve it
if i was to serve it then i would pick sides

i am the furthest but i am the deepest 
i am the only one who survives

8 9 23

Momentary Bliss; the dying fire within the abyss of the mind (Intro)

you know i lie to myself to keep awake at night
cos sleep is for pussies or maybe i’m just scared to dream about you again
i don’t know
i can’t stand how much it’s hurting me but fuck if i’ll let anything change
cook myself dinner then let it rot on the counter
the bugs need it more than me
if i can feed a million then why should i feed one?

i think we could’ve made it
but i’ve been so frustrated with
every second that passes by
it’s the little things that keep me alive
so, don’t blow it out of proportion
cos my words, they come in motion
i’ll get back to you with some time
just please stand by my side for a moment

what am i running from?
my legs start to crack like knuckles on a brick wall
and it’s so hard to stay afloat when the
tides keep trying to pull us under
maybe i’m too scared to be alone

i know that i only have a day to make things right
but i’m dead wrong in every way
so cut me off, avoid my name
i’m bleeding out, but that’s okay
that’s okay

another empty thought fills the clouded sky
as i sing the song of a thousand speckled lights
counting down the seconds til it’s too late
it’s the final hour before i hit the breaks

CICADA*

UNFEELING

heavensent
couldn’t find the right floor
didn’t even leave a dent
on the elevator doors
and no one could hear you on your freefall to hell

head hung low
SOS sweeped from the shore
you couldn’t even reach the god that you swore
guess reaching felt like a stretch

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch a friend die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right
how am i supposed to feel now? (its just an empty room now)

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

as the blood slowed to a crawl
if i’m being honest i felt nothing at all
my heart keeps beating but i still died with you
am i supposed to just go on
tell me to leave a message every time i call
and at the tone it feels like your heart beats one last time

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch your friends die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right
am i supposed to feel now?

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
but now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch your friends die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
but now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

could you hold out?

PHANTOM

eighteen
i sealed my fate on a daydream
stamp the letter, let it take me
somewhere far away from home
maybe i’ll be better then
or on the way i’ll wind up dead
yeah i don’t know (and i don’t really care)

if the stars could talk
what would they think of me
a boy who’s lost his body
tryna keep up with his mind

wasted all his luck
on things he didn’t need
and all the lies he’s spit out
with no white left on his tongue

GROWING PAINS

set fire to my home
it's in my throat, in my nose
your eyes they burn in smoke
try to wash it out with soap

capsizing thru the floor
put your money where u swore
breaking down the front door
to prove i'm anything more
could i be more? (more)

so stop pulling me over
to tell me i could be something mor-

driving eighty thru the calm
feel the wind break on my palms
florescent signs, without cause
the world feels so fucking small

faster cars and faster falls
screaming louder than it all
thousand miles from the fault
but i'll always be one call away (i'll be with you through it all)

they say money can't buy happiness
but i've been loving it
post stupid edgy shit on twitter
til they finally put me on a drug for it

we feel alive by killing ourselves
by pedalling fast and booking hotels
by mystery pills, exploiting our wealth
girls and booze or whatever the hell

used to lay back and find shapes in the clouds
now this shit is shaping up what i am now
stopped giving a fuck about what it's about
as soon as i'm eighteen, i'm outta this house

so stop pulling me over
to tell me i could be something more

driving eighty thru the calm
feel the wind break on my palms
florescent signs, without cause
the world feels so fucking small

faster cars and faster falls
screaming louder than it all
thousand miles from the fault
but i'll always be one call away (i'll be with you through it all)

driving eighty thru the calm
feel the wind break on my palms
florescent signs, without cause
the world feels so fucking small

faster cars and faster falls
screaming louder than it all
thousand miles from the fault
but i'll always be one call away (i'll be with you through it all)

80MPH - Album Version

One Person Quartetto

Rural Internet / @oneothe / @iluvyousomuch / @aolbeats / @saturnultra / Rockin' Riley

Over the last two years, the FORM community has seen it all. We've seen faces come and go. Artists who were once inexperienced found the support and encouragement they needed. Friendships were made, memes were crafted, chaos often ensued. We're confident that All Nighter Vol. 5, our most conceptual compilation to date, is the culmination of the hard-work and creativity our community has demonstrated over the last two years. Thank you all for listening.

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UNFEELING

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