026/365

these ambient tracks are really where i feel i can express the most. this one is a culmination of sounds from previously released and unreleased songs of mine, with almost no processing. i'm slowly starting to build a library of sound i really love. thank God for music

20220126

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2wdnZo2ZffeUFwUwX26Tom?si=rCfiV6pfRCGMR2uR3iuCpw

girl, remind me what you mean to me again
cos clearly i’m not calling the shots here
and i don’t know how we got here

now you hit my phone to say we need to make amends
yeah, who said?
fuck, last i checked
you said i’m better off dead, oh

closure

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2wdnZo2ZffeUFwUwX26Tom?si=rCfiV6pfRCGMR2uR3iuCpw

i wish i was there for you that day
i probably should've listened when you told me to stay
but i had more important things, im sorry
fallen raindrops kissed your lips
a perfect moment led to this
and for a moment i thought about crying
 
what love do we have to gain
when we have none to lose, 
just stained clothes, empty shoes
on the bedroom floor

i can't find a way to say
i think i might just lose
my mind if i spend one more night
thinking of you

Dear O███,

I'm sorry that you had to be born into this world. I'm sorry if I haven't been treating you right. I'm sorry that I keep you locked away. It's too dangerous out there. Please forgive me, understand me. Y██ ███ █████ ██████ ████ ██████. ███ █ ████ ████. I can't tell anybody about you. You're just as alive as the rest of us, just give me time, and maybe the ████ will end. I love you, my dear O███, please be patient.

Tape #011: Dear O███,

first of many demos..... thanks for listening :)

produced, written, performed by Twin's Cage

Strings

little remix i made of one of my favorite hatsune miku songs.

Hatsune Miku - Tell Your World (Sobi Remix)

co-prod by https://soundcloud.com/owenislost

myself ft. q_or_s (+ my friends)

Samples/song writing thanks to Chase Dunkley

crash

you know i lie to myself to keep awake at night
cos sleep is for pussies or maybe i’m just scared to dream about you again
i don’t know
i can’t stand how much it’s hurting me but fuck if i’ll let anything change
cook myself dinner then let it rot on the counter
the bugs need it more than me
if i can feed a million then why should i feed one?

i think we could’ve made it
but i’ve been so frustrated with
every second that passes by
it’s the little things that keep me alive
so, don’t blow it out of proportion
cos my words, they come in motion
i’ll get back to you with some time
just please stand by my side for a moment

what am i running from?
my legs start to crack like knuckles on a brick wall
and it’s so hard to stay afloat when the
tides keep trying to pull us under
maybe i’m too scared to be alone

i know that i only have a day to make things right
but i’m dead wrong in every way
so cut me off, avoid my name
i’m bleeding out, but that’s okay
that’s okay

another empty thought fills the clouded sky
as i sing the song of a thousand speckled lights
counting down the seconds til it’s too late
it’s the final hour before i hit the breaks

CICADA*

UNFEELING

remember that time i cracked the floorboard?
i’m so used to it being there
so why does it need repair?
took weeks for me to learn
i’m not naive i just don’t care
and there’s always something somewhere

i know that you know that i don’t know you know
that i know that you know that i don’t
and i know that you know that i do get F.O.M.O.
from places i don’t go from faces i don’t know
and i told you i would be home before you go
but i lost my control, i didn’t show
your body turned colder, i wept on your shoulder
i told you i loved her like you didn’t know

i think i misconstrued my own words
my mama tried to warn me this would only hurt
i've been tryna make change and i put in the work
but it only paid in change now it's my only worth

sex sells but i'm too fucking young for that
shoved my words back down my throat, i couldn't help but laugh
what's the difference between nice cars and heart attacks?
there's one you work for, the other rich people drive fast

and it's got me like
you give what you give
and you get get what you get
leave burns on my lips to ash out your cigarette
you can't live just to live
can we all just pretend
that the god you pray to doesn't want you dead

you give what you give
and you get what you get
leave church on sundays to become a new man
can't live just to live
can we all just pretend
that L***y wasn't family she was all in your head

i know that you know that i don’t know you know
that i know that you know that i don’t
and i know that you know that i do get F.O.M.O.
from places i don’t go from faces i don’t know
and i told you i would be home before you go
but i lost my control, i didn’t show
your body turned colder, i wept on your shoulder
i told you i loved her like you didn’t know

F.O.M.O.

we ball anyways ft. micah callari

Pokus Mysterica Project  o popové songy.

Tape #011: Dear O███,

monikrr

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