void

LARain (2017-2018?)

1 life dont live too cautious
woke up 2 ur text now im nauseous
3 strikes our tru st we lost it
.45 to my head then i pop it

prod @casualaffairs
cover photo: @/e1or4 on insta

fuK u lol

prod. towerz, Hanz
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euwRr7Ezi5o

𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

DISDAIN

Kanye West + Miley Cyrus - Everybody Wants To Rule The World / Blackkk Skinhead Demo

Lyrics: 

Tired of reaching out so now I stay low key
Living in a ghost town in my mind 
God telling me to take my time 
Devil inside tryna take my eyes 
So I only see pitch black

But I don’t want to have suicidal thoughts in the Cadillac 
Mood switching like you been flipping a light
When I travel a to b I stay out of sight 
Cause there isn’t a night 
where I don’t wanna be alone
Inside been feeling like I have to atone 
For they way I’m being treated
That’s why I’m grippin’ the chrome
Mistake my silence for patience
But I’ve just kind of been waiting 
I can see that everything’s about to implode 
Just waiting for the fuse to light 
So I can explode 
Cause I ain’t going out without no damage
I’m going catastrophic no healing 

Don’t worry for me anymore 
Cause there’s no saving me 
Life’s been on a tight rope 
And I swear it’s getting thinner

You ain’t ever heard me talk about anything realer
Then this shit, why do I have to be stuck in place feeling like shit
While she gets to reap the benefits of her own destruction 
Meanwhile I’m sitting at home plotting on myself 
With my smith and Wesson 

I’m only getting closer to the edge 
Only getting closer to the edge 
Only getting closer to the edge (edge)

And I’m Getting Closer To…

verse 1 hollow hart
been prayin to the sky
i dont even know why
i try and talk to god
but he never reply
been gettin so high
feelin like imma die
but i love takin drugs
yeah they make me feel alive
i been lookin for someone to heal the pain inside
baby i just need u to be right here by my side
if i pulled up in that coupe, is u gonna slide
baby are u gone be the one thats gone fuckin ride
till the day we fuckin die i need u right by my side
baby girl we can get high, all night in the moonlight aye

verse 2 LoveHatesSaiah

I need you by my side,
romantic homicide,
dont lose control
take your pain out of your heart
and jump off the boat
love like the titanic 
gotta stay afloat
baby i hope if i die today
baby wrote u a note
love on fire and i cant let it go
world is liar
lovehatessaiah
we get defeated 
like david goliath
demons are quiet 
and love is a riot
demons are quiet
and love is a riot



by my side w/ LoveHatesSaiah prod. pyctur

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
im poppin pills 

im sippin henny
imma overdose

so 
baby fuck on me
yea
baby fuck on me
when you tell me 
that you hate me
thats so comorting
cause I hate me too
ur not the only one
im just so fuckin numb
I hate this life this shits so dumb
yeah
im just so fucking done

I swear im just so fuckin done

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
yea baby im way too gone

bones

Lyrics:

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Thoughts moving fast
Heart moving slow
Hate the light 
So I stay in the cold
Darkness
Is where my feelings never show
I can’t breathe 
So I move in code

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

(Harmonize)

Afterlife

Lyrics:

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X2

I’m out in the car don’t go away
I catch what you throw away
Ideas pilling up
Spilling out from the hole in my head

From the hole in my head

Still reaching out
Why can’t I keep it out
The feeling died 
Memory still keeps them alive
Time for a lobotomy
I’m done with this
Analogy

We’re falling out
Could you pick us up
I still fought
You weren’t the only one
Go ahead and leave me alone
That’s how I’ve walked through life 
All along
All along

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X4

I know it’s hard to be alone 
But it ain’t nothing 
I haven’t done before
The rain’ll keep pouring 
And everyone will ignore me
My fucked up existence 
I should’ve been done before
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen

Waiting

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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And I’m Getting Closer To…

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