void

LARain (2017-2018?)

1 life dont live too cautious
woke up 2 ur text now im nauseous
3 strikes our tru st we lost it
.45 to my head then i pop it

prod @casualaffairs
cover photo: @/e1or4 on insta

fuK u lol

prod. towerz, Hanz
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euwRr7Ezi5o

𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

DISDAIN

Kanye West + Miley Cyrus - Everybody Wants To Rule The World / Blackkk Skinhead Demo

verse 1 hollow hart
been prayin to the sky
i dont even know why
i try and talk to god
but he never reply
been gettin so high
feelin like imma die
but i love takin drugs
yeah they make me feel alive
i been lookin for someone to heal the pain inside
baby i just need u to be right here by my side
if i pulled up in that coupe, is u gonna slide
baby are u gone be the one thats gone fuckin ride
till the day we fuckin die i need u right by my side
baby girl we can get high, all night in the moonlight aye

verse 2 LoveHatesSaiah

I need you by my side,
romantic homicide,
dont lose control
take your pain out of your heart
and jump off the boat
love like the titanic 
gotta stay afloat
baby i hope if i die today
baby wrote u a note
love on fire and i cant let it go
world is liar
lovehatessaiah
we get defeated 
like david goliath
demons are quiet 
and love is a riot
demons are quiet
and love is a riot



by my side w/ LoveHatesSaiah prod. pyctur

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
im poppin pills 

im sippin henny
imma overdose

so 
baby fuck on me
yea
baby fuck on me
when you tell me 
that you hate me
thats so comorting
cause I hate me too
ur not the only one
im just so fuckin numb
I hate this life this shits so dumb
yeah
im just so fucking done

I swear im just so fuckin done

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
yea baby im way too gone

bones

Lyrics:

YAH, YEA, YAH, YEA
YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH 
YAH, YEA, YAH, YEA
YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH
YAH, YEA, YAH, YEA
YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH 
YAH, YEA, YAH, YEA
YAH, YAH, YAH, YAH
—
(Bass drop)
I’ve been tryna drown myself out
Got my feelings swirling round 
In the fucking fishbowl of my head
I think I’m better off dead
Time to cut em off yeah
-
Fucking up my body
Sabotage my mainframe
Make me a zombie
In the fucking lab 
Still tryna make a copy
In the backyard 
Gotta bury all the bodies
Ughhhh
-
Time consuming I know
I can’t handle anything 
that’s too slow (why)
I’m always going fast
Yeah I like the speed
Hyper active in my brain
Go beyond light speed 
Got the enemies behind me
Snakes all around me 
Diseases infesting 
Give a fuck if you got a question 
I’d rather just kill
Only harbor resentment
—
[Intermission]
(This entity is out of service)
(Please take your time and spend it elsewhere)
-
(Woah-woah-woah)
Been dodging all my feelings 
Bitch I want no contact
End your life with me 
Sorry were beyond that
Romeo and Juliet 
Just seems like a tag now
Love ain’t real 
Gods calling for the end now
Push my emotions underground like I’m dead
All I really wanted was a bullet to the head 
That’s what it feels like 
I just want it all to end 
Throwing everything away 
Just to never reinvent 
—
Psychosis got me micro-dosing
Hearing all these voices in my head
Got me thinking like 
I’m just a locomotive
These voices are conductors
Leading me to the edge 
Whenever I got a problem 
They just take over my head
My body becomes 
a hollow shell
Been hiding my destruction
It could overwhelm 
-
And even if I’m at the helm 
I could give a fuck about 
Your futile existence
It would make me laugh 
If you showed a little resistance 
Cause it’s all null and void 
I’m not something you can avoid no
Cause it’s all null and void 
I’m not something you can avoid no
Huh
—
(Bury all the bodies)
(Still tryna make a copy)
(Bury all the bodies)
(Still tryna make a copy)
(Bury all the bodies)
(Still tryna make a copy)
(Bury all the-)
(Bury all the bodies)
—

Drown Out

Lyrics:

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Thoughts moving fast
Heart moving slow
Hate the light 
So I stay in the cold
Darkness
Is where my feelings never show
I can’t breathe 
So I move in code

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

(Harmonize)

Afterlife

Lyrics:

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X2

I’m out in the car don’t go away
I catch what you throw away
Ideas pilling up
Spilling out from the hole in my head

From the hole in my head

Still reaching out
Why can’t I keep it out
The feeling died 
Memory still keeps them alive
Time for a lobotomy
I’m done with this
Analogy

We’re falling out
Could you pick us up
I still fought
You weren’t the only one
Go ahead and leave me alone
That’s how I’ve walked through life 
All along
All along

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X4

I know it’s hard to be alone 
But it ain’t nothing 
I haven’t done before
The rain’ll keep pouring 
And everyone will ignore me
My fucked up existence 
I should’ve been done before
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen

Waiting

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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Drown Out

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