void

LARain (2017-2018?)

1 life dont live too cautious
woke up 2 ur text now im nauseous
3 strikes our tru st we lost it
.45 to my head then i pop it

prod @casualaffairs
cover photo: @/e1or4 on insta

fuK u lol

prod. towerz, Hanz
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euwRr7Ezi5o

𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

DISDAIN

Kanye West + Miley Cyrus - Everybody Wants To Rule The World / Blackkk Skinhead Demo

verse 1 hollow hart
been prayin to the sky
i dont even know why
i try and talk to god
but he never reply
been gettin so high
feelin like imma die
but i love takin drugs
yeah they make me feel alive
i been lookin for someone to heal the pain inside
baby i just need u to be right here by my side
if i pulled up in that coupe, is u gonna slide
baby are u gone be the one thats gone fuckin ride
till the day we fuckin die i need u right by my side
baby girl we can get high, all night in the moonlight aye

verse 2 LoveHatesSaiah

I need you by my side,
romantic homicide,
dont lose control
take your pain out of your heart
and jump off the boat
love like the titanic 
gotta stay afloat
baby i hope if i die today
baby wrote u a note
love on fire and i cant let it go
world is liar
lovehatessaiah
we get defeated 
like david goliath
demons are quiet 
and love is a riot
demons are quiet
and love is a riot



by my side w/ LoveHatesSaiah prod. pyctur

Lyrics:

Memory slippin’
like water in my hands
Blank stares
Feelin’ lost
I don’t know where I stand
Panic in my chest 
like a beast that never sleeps
I smile in the mirror 
but inside I just weep
—
Voices in my head 
got me questionin’ the truth
Did I say that
Did I do that
Can’t find the proof
Every second’s cloudy
past is like a myth
I’m drownin’ in the silence
can’t catch my drift
Woah

——

My mind gone
I can’t rewind
Tryna find peace 
That I’ll never find
Every thought a battlefield
Another breath 
Yuh
another shield
—
My mind gone 
I walk alone
Feelin’ trapped in my own warzone
I forget the day
I forget the face
But the pain don’t ever 
get erased
No

⸻

Paranoia got me lookin’ over 
both my shoulders
Even when it’s calm
feel the weight like boulders
Eyes wide in the dark
but my vision ain’t clear
Feel like somethin’s lurkin’ 
but it’s just my fear
—
Depression on my back 
like a shadow in the rain
Writin’ rhymes 
just to bleed out the strain
I don’t need a stage
I need a place to scream
Somewhere they don’t call my trauma 
just a dream

⸻

My mind gone
I can’t rewind
Tryna find the peace 
That I’ll never find
Every thought a battlefield
Every breath 
another shield
—
My mind gone
I walk alone
Feelin’ trapped 
in my own zone
I forget the day
I forget my face
But the pain don’t ever 
get erased

⸻

Time slips by
And I’m just tryna hold on…
To who I was before 
I broke and went gone…
They say it gets better
but it’s just takin’ too long…
So I bury my truth 
in the beat of this song…
I don’t know where I been…
But I’m still here.
Still writin’.
Still fightin’…
In all my tears..
——
I’m still trapped 
I’ve been stuck on the inside
Clouded judgement 
Next to the memories that I can’t find 
Everything I know is 
slipping through my finger tips
I can’t stand to watch this anymore…
I’m trapped inside my skin
Need an escape 
Need a way 
for the world 
to come back to me 
—
Need a way for the world
To come back to me

Faded Memories [Prod. SPHYNX]

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
im poppin pills 

im sippin henny
imma overdose

so 
baby fuck on me
yea
baby fuck on me
when you tell me 
that you hate me
thats so comorting
cause I hate me too
ur not the only one
im just so fuckin numb
I hate this life this shits so dumb
yeah
im just so fucking done

I swear im just so fuckin done

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
yea baby im way too gone

bones

Lyrics:

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Thoughts moving fast
Heart moving slow
Hate the light 
So I stay in the cold
Darkness
Is where my feelings never show
I can’t breathe 
So I move in code

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

(Harmonize)

Afterlife

Lyrics:

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X2

I’m out in the car don’t go away
I catch what you throw away
Ideas pilling up
Spilling out from the hole in my head

From the hole in my head

Still reaching out
Why can’t I keep it out
The feeling died 
Memory still keeps them alive
Time for a lobotomy
I’m done with this
Analogy

We’re falling out
Could you pick us up
I still fought
You weren’t the only one
Go ahead and leave me alone
That’s how I’ve walked through life 
All along
All along

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X4

I know it’s hard to be alone 
But it ain’t nothing 
I haven’t done before
The rain’ll keep pouring 
And everyone will ignore me
My fucked up existence 
I should’ve been done before
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen

Waiting

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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Faded Memories [Prod. SPHYNX]

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