void

LARain (2017-2018?)

1 life dont live too cautious
woke up 2 ur text now im nauseous
3 strikes our tru st we lost it
.45 to my head then i pop it

prod @casualaffairs
cover photo: @/e1or4 on insta

fuK u lol

prod. towerz, Hanz
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euwRr7Ezi5o

𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

DISDAIN

Kanye West + Miley Cyrus - Everybody Wants To Rule The World / Blackkk Skinhead Demo

verse 1 hollow hart
been prayin to the sky
i dont even know why
i try and talk to god
but he never reply
been gettin so high
feelin like imma die
but i love takin drugs
yeah they make me feel alive
i been lookin for someone to heal the pain inside
baby i just need u to be right here by my side
if i pulled up in that coupe, is u gonna slide
baby are u gone be the one thats gone fuckin ride
till the day we fuckin die i need u right by my side
baby girl we can get high, all night in the moonlight aye

verse 2 LoveHatesSaiah

I need you by my side,
romantic homicide,
dont lose control
take your pain out of your heart
and jump off the boat
love like the titanic 
gotta stay afloat
baby i hope if i die today
baby wrote u a note
love on fire and i cant let it go
world is liar
lovehatessaiah
we get defeated 
like david goliath
demons are quiet 
and love is a riot
demons are quiet
and love is a riot



by my side w/ LoveHatesSaiah prod. pyctur

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
im poppin pills 

im sippin henny
imma overdose

so 
baby fuck on me
yea
baby fuck on me
when you tell me 
that you hate me
thats so comorting
cause I hate me too
ur not the only one
im just so fuckin numb
I hate this life this shits so dumb
yeah
im just so fucking done

I swear im just so fuckin done

ill give u all i have
till im bones baby
blow me away
in the wind 
till im gone baby
im just a memory
yea imma fade away
just like the pills under my tongue 
yea they fade away
im gettin high today
ill end my life today
grab the knife 
make the slice
ill pay the price today
everybody knows
what i be on
yea baby im way too gone

bones

(Remember all of my lyrics, are not always literal. Most lyrics have a deeper meaning.)

Lyrics: 

Used to get calls from my ex 
while her man was away
Shaking her ass but mad 
when I looked away
Now they both hate me 
But I’m laughing 
cause you’re all at arms length 
I could kill you all 
While there’s nothing in my brain
———
Dreaming everyday 
I swear I’m walking on a tightrope
knife in my teeth
Visions of my corpse rotting under 
cracked concrete
Would my fam even cry? 
Or just scroll past the post?
Fuck it 
leave me in the gutter
let the demons get close
I’m dangling 
one twitch and it’s curtains
Life’s a sick joke
and I’m done rehearsin’
Take my fuckin’ soul
let it rot in decay
I’m screamin’ to the sky 
KILL ME LIKE PREY!

———

I hear voices in the static
they whisper in code
Tellin’ me to split the mirror
watch my other side unfold
Shadows in my brain
playin’ games I can’t win
I laugh, then I cry, 
then I cut now I’m filled with sin 
Rooms spin 
every face lookin’ fake to me
Paranoia’s in control
now I talk to the empty seats
Scars on my soul
stitched with nightmares and rage
I ain’t sleepin’ 
I’m just locked in a blood-stained cage
———
They say I need help 
but I like the decline
Every breakdown 
brings me closer to being divine
Tick tock tick tock snap
Yea I’m losin’ my grip
[Laugh] (8-bit crusher)
YEAAA

No Mercy

Lyrics:

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Thoughts moving fast
Heart moving slow
Hate the light 
So I stay in the cold
Darkness
Is where my feelings never show
I can’t breathe 
So I move in code

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

(Harmonize)

Afterlife

Lyrics:

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X2

I’m out in the car don’t go away
I catch what you throw away
Ideas pilling up
Spilling out from the hole in my head

From the hole in my head

Still reaching out
Why can’t I keep it out
The feeling died 
Memory still keeps them alive
Time for a lobotomy
I’m done with this
Analogy

We’re falling out
Could you pick us up
I still fought
You weren’t the only one
Go ahead and leave me alone
That’s how I’ve walked through life 
All along
All along

I’m out here waiting for you
I know dreams don’t come true

Accidentally sedated
X4

I know it’s hard to be alone 
But it ain’t nothing 
I haven’t done before
The rain’ll keep pouring 
And everyone will ignore me
My fucked up existence 
I should’ve been done before
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen
I didn’t listen

Waiting

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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No Mercy

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