Lost My Heart So I Can’t Cry

Lyrics:

I’ve been lost in action 
Mind been scrapped
And I’m trying to find a new way 
But I’m constantly getting distracted 
Thought that I could change 
But I lost my mind in passion
Been looking up at the lights 
Like I’m stuck in traffic 
Like I’m stuck in traffic 
Yeaaaaa
Like I’m stuck in traffic

Is this a cult transaction?
Everything that I’m drawn to 
Persuading me to take action
But I’m stuck up in my ways
X mentioned the law of attraction 
I been trying to find the meaning 
But I think I’m sinking down 
I’m becoming compact yuh
Violent acts that I’m keeping 
locked inside of my mind
If you really care just stick by my side
I’d do it all for you, I’ll put it all aside
I’m losing myself, I saw two stars collide 
And I thought that it was us 
But I’m still alone inside 
But in time I’m hoping we could reconvene
At another time 
And hopefully that’s the last time (for me)
———
Cause after that I’m done 
No more warmth from the sun 
Chains heavy, I’m throwing up
Losing hope, pouring up
Blind to feelings, don’t touch
You weren’t there, so don’t judge
If It’s empty then fill it up 
With the poison that kills love 
Heart cracked, I can’t seal it up 
Now I’m numb, I don’t feel at all
———

Traffic

(Remember all of my lyrics, are not always literal. Most lyrics have a deeper meaning.)

Lyrics: 

Used to get calls from my ex 
while her man was away
Shaking her ass but mad 
when I looked away
Now they both hate me 
But I’m laughing 
cause you’re all at arms length 
I could kill you all 
While there’s nothing in my brain
———
Dreaming everyday 
I swear I’m walking on a tightrope
knife in my teeth
Visions of my corpse rotting under 
cracked concrete
Would my fam even cry? 
Or just scroll past the post?
Fuck it 
leave me in the gutter
let the demons get close
I’m dangling 
one twitch and it’s curtains
Life’s a sick joke
and I’m done rehearsin’
Take my fuckin’ soul
let it rot in decay
I’m screamin’ to the sky 
KILL ME LIKE PREY!

———

I hear voices in the static
they whisper in code
Tellin’ me to split the mirror
watch my other side unfold
Shadows in my brain
playin’ games I can’t win
I laugh, then I cry, 
then I cut now I’m filled with sin 
Rooms spin 
every face lookin’ fake to me
Paranoia’s in control
now I talk to the empty seats
Scars on my soul
stitched with nightmares and rage
I ain’t sleepin’ 
I’m just locked in a blood-stained cage
———
They say I need help 
but I like the decline
Every breakdown 
brings me closer to being divine
Tick tock tick tock snap
Yea I’m losin’ my grip
[Laugh] (8-bit crusher)
YEAAA

No Mercy

Lyrics:

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Nicotine flooding my system
I feel my blood slowing down
Too much energy in me 
So I’m still racing (harmonize)
—
Tried to put down the liquor 
But I went back to pick it up
Found my feelings in the cup
So I started mixing em’ up
Now I’m drowning in my feelings 
Never give it up 
This the only strength that I have 
Until I use it up
—
I can’t understand how things 
became so silent 
In the night walking 
I’m tryna find my peace now 
But my mind keeps becoming violent 
I can’t sleep now
I’m still walking down this path 
And it’s getting dark 
I used to have a light 
But I lost it at the start 
Of the 2 0 2 5
S U I C I D E 
I sign on the dotted line 
—
And then I tossed the lock and key 
Away (harmonize)
—
And then I tossed the lock and key 
Away (harmonize)
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And then I tossed the lock and key 
Away (harmonize/higher octave)

Fortitude

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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