Break The Illusion

MACAN - TSM (slowed)

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first night we met (prod. rollie)

AuraFarming [prod. Yung $loth]

Мои мысли, мои демоны, мой звук.
У каждого из нас есть шанс. Спасибо, что слушаешь.

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GPS (prod. by hocii)

Lyrics:

Open minded like JFK
Paranoid that I’ll be killed any day
Fuck any of the racks that I might make 
Everything on this earth 
Will eventually burn away
So I can’t say 
That I’m looking forward to another day
Anyone I might know
Could turn on me for mullah
So I’m stone cold like Medusa
Heart froze like a cooler
Give a fuck about the love and hate 
These feelings I can’t articulate 
Negative vibes are ripping through my skin
I don’t think I need to demonstrate 
Hurt myself time and time again
When I’m feeling sad 
Suicidal tendencies tend to win
You turn a blind eye 
every time I’m feeling bad 
Now you act surprised 
When I turn up dead
—
My life be full of lies
Ima fill myself with lead
Bodies dropping 
But I still can’t get rid of you
Now I’m hurting 
Yeah I’m always feeling blue
Veins running cold 
But the thermometer go through the roof
Blood boiling hot 
My wrath and fury is overdue
(Woah woah woah)
(Aye malxcxous go ahead and Smxle)
(Aye malxcxous go ahead and fucking Smxle)
(Go ahead and fucking Smxle Wah!)
It’s been a long day
Let’s go ahead and wrap it up
Ahaha okay I gotchu
—
Malxcxous the head rippa
Taliban
Soul snatcher creeping out 
The shadow land
Steel slashing blood spray
Like an avalanche 
Talk tough now they praying 
With a shattered hand
They don’t want war just smoke 
For the Instagram
No heart I dissect em’
Like a diagram
Wires in my brain twitch
Programmed to withstand
Lurkin’ where the silence breathe
Welcome to the wasteland
Trophies in a duffel bag
Marked with a spray can
Malxcxous the name 
They whisper when the plague land
Final breath drawn
now they sleep in the quicksand
Malxcxous the end 
not a person, just a hitman

Smxle

Lyrics:

I’m a fucking outlaw
Bitch I always been about the cash 
Rob a motherfucker 
Turn his body into ash
Turn a hoe into a psycho 
Who be fienin’ for me  
Gave her such a good time
She was screaming for me 
Now I’m out the fuckin door 
The speed I have exceeded 
Hear the squeals 
Nah it ain’t my tires peeling 
-
Blood on the dash
got no time for the healing
Heart iced out
yeah my pain it got no ceiling
Driftin’ through the night 
I love a classic Mitsubishi 
Name in they mouth
but they scared to say my name
Malxcxous_Smxle the title 
Don’t wear it out mannnnn
—
Never leave a witness
Shedding silence through my pain
Midnight whippin’ 
steady swervin’ 
In the rain
Cold steel tucked
Got a demon in my brain
Cruisin’ past graves 
Like I’m part of the terrain
Laughing at the reaper
Cause I stole away his fame
Young psycho Killa 
I’m engulfed by my wrath
Outlawed soul
I was never on the path
(Pause)
You do the math
—
All this fucking trauma 
Got me living a lie 
Smiling for everyone 
Even though I wanna die 
Looking down at my arm 
Thinking why’d I quit
I’m still hurting 
Ain’t it obvious 
I don’t need a psychologist 
To tell me somethings wrong 
I’ve always been a psycho man
Where the fuck my meds 
I’m tryna make my body drop
Here come the Fed’s 
As soon as I take out my opps
Born a fuckin threat 
I was a lethal weapon 
Give me that injection 
I’ll make it quick 
With Smith & Wesson 
Give a fuck about the fame
People always switching lanes 
Never trust nobody 
Lone Wolf 
Solo 
Dolo
I’m an Outlaw

Outlaw

Lyrics:

Siphoning all the souls from my enemies
God got my back 
I don’t trust no serpentine
I’ve had wings on my body 
But they burnt off with the halo man
Ever since I lost my innocence 
I’ve had a life full of pain
Staying inside 
yeah I’m classified 
People ask 
who am I 
I’m just another regular guy 
Until you meet my eyes
Trauma meeting the openings 
Of my wounds on the outside
On the inside I just want to die
But I still got hope for what’s right
—
I always wanted scales 
To protect myself from harm
But I could never help 
Putting more scars on my arm
People want me to save myself 
But I can’t feel bothered 
I was raised in hell yea
Ima regain my honor
—
[Switch-Up]
—
Waiting to overcome my pain 
It’s gonna be a while
I’ve been lacing my drugs and alcohol
With denial
I feel fear
I feel shame
Bleeding through existential pain
Pray for me but I’ll never be saved
A long time ago 
My soul was taken away
Now I’m burdened by my shackles
Ain’t shit left here to tackle 
All my problems have been multiplied
Do you see hate in my eyes
Overshadowed by thoughts of death
And suicide
But who am I 
To say that it ain’t worth a try 
To dig myself out of this hole 
With hopes of a better life
I’ll tell you why 
I don’t deserve 
No redemption 
From birth I was forsaken
Forced to remember 
My past transgressions 
And erase the rest of my mind 
Oh why?

Bludgeon

Lyrics: 

Everyday tasks 
Got me feeling wrecked 
Depression climbing high
Make me wanna cut my neck 
So I slice 
Then I roll the dice
Hoping to meet with the reaper man
Go ahead and put an end 
To my misery and pain 
What a shame it is 
That I couldn’t last long 
I’m throwing everything away
From my bedroom
Hoping they won’t find out 
When I buy my spot 
At the gravesite
Wiping your tears 
Spiritually telling them that it’ll be alright
But I could no longer divide my pain 
Into slivers 
So now I’m hoping that I’m better off 
with my demons
—
(Yea)
(Yea)
(Fuck)
—
Yeah it’s so tragic I know 
Wishing just to bring a shred of hope 
But I stay locked away
Daily decaying from my mental state
She told me to get help 
But she the one who fucked my brain
Now I’m losing consciousness
My life slowly subsiding 
I don’t know who real no more 
So I can’t fucking ride 
No bitch I’m dying 
Slowly take away the things 
That give me anxiety 
Trust myself to die soon 
Even though it’s unlikely
Bottling up everything so I can’t fuck up
But when I explode 
I’ll turn the earth into a tundra
Know that I’m bipolar 
Cause my feelings are switching up 
Are you really asking me if I gave a fuck
I gave it all I had 
But you never listened
Disrespected me 
Now I’m in this position
Don’t blame me for what my feelings say
You cannot change me 
because I have walked away
I still plan to express myself 
until the day
That I can no longer 
hold the reigns

“Assisted” Suicide

Lyrics:

Darkness surrounding my life
Don’t know how long 
I can hold on the ties 
That bind me to light
Looking at me 
She got eyes full of demise 
She know if I take my life 
It won’t be a surprise 
That’s why I gotta blackout 
Before I fuckin drive 
—
Looking around at the mess I’ve made
She’s so tempting 
She know how to serenade
Got me strung out 
Like a tweaker in a cage
Nah I ain’t no mage
Nah don’t burn no sage
Hate me if you want 
This is just my DNA
Got my atoms colliding 
My problems subsided
The drugs rewinding 
My mind 
Hope is just me guessing that 
It’ll be alright 
Fuck
——
I crush the cyanide between my teeth 
Just so I can rot and die 
See my bad traits multiply 
Give a fuck that I’m high
Screaming suicide until I die
Don’t want kids in this life
Everything is so far out of reach 
It seems to be at all the times 
That I’m ready to take a step forward
Going through this life man I can’t stay sober
Need to hand a deity my controller 
Take over my body 
Before I go bipolar mode
I’m out my fucking mind 
All the time
Shredding through the ties 
That bind me to this life
And I still look to the sky
Just to ask god why 
I can’t reinvent 
My life to have a better time 
Oh no
—

BLACKOUT

Lyrics: 

I hate the way that they hover
One wrong move and they all judge ya 
Snakes moving through the grass 
Fucking up my path
I’m tryna stay strong 
But I constantly relapse 
Fucking up a sack
They lips flapping 
But I won’t talk back
Words are better left unsaid 
They just keep releasing my wrath
—
I’m tired of being a villain
You got me fucked up in the head
I always love a bloodbath
Steady creeping through the aftermath
They always calling me a psychopath
(Fuck it up) (fuck it up) (huh)
Walking around with a trench coat
Switchblade hit your fuckin throat
See the blood drippin
Laughing while the angels croak
—
Soul drifting like a phantom cloak
Souls forever missing
And I’ve lost hope
Bodies dropping 
I don’t need a mission
Hands twitching
Mind in a split decision
Voices saying “just make ’em listen”
Now they sleepin
In a mortician’s kitchen
The blade is my admission
Make a quick incision 
Now I’m ducking 
All spiritual visits
Too numb to feel the crucifix’s 
Weight on my chest
I was born Malxcxous
—
[Gate]
My mind is empty
Soul in a cage 
take me
-
My mind is empty
Soul in a cage
Take me
—

Soul Driftin’

Yeah I know that

 you hate me 

But I been missing you bad 

And I feel crazy (crazy ) 

And I Know You wanna save me 



But I been fading out 

Isn’t me lately 

(Latey)



Is it too late for me to tell you

That you were right all along 

And I just failed you 



It’s Cause I feel sick and I’m anxious 

I feel I’m running out of ways to escape this 



Maybe it’s the same shit 

That you’re facing 



I know it’s not me cause I’d never leave you waiting up



And I hate this 

I can’t take it 



Cause I been lyin’ to you and I’m just fake as fuck 



Yeah I know that you hate me 

But I been missin’ you bad and I feel crazy 

And I know you wanna save me 

But I been fadin’ out isn’t me lately 



Yeah I know that

 you hate me 

But I been missing you bad 

And I feel crazy (crazy ) 

And I Know You wanna save me 



But I’m fading out 

Isn’t me lately 

(Latey)



Is it too late for me to tell you

That you were right all along 

And I just failed you 



It’s Cause I feel sick and I’m anxious 

I feel I’m running out of ways to escape this 



Maybe it’s the same shit 

That you’re facing 



I know it’s not me cause I’d never leave you waiting up



And I hate this 

I can’t take it 



Cause I been lyin’ to you and I’m just fake as fuck 



Yeah I know that you hate me 

But I been missin you bad and I feel crazy 

And I know you wanna save me 

But I’m fadin out isn’t me lately 
#postpunk
#indierock
#alternativerock

UhateMe (Prod. DrDeagle)

EIGHT OF SPADES

STAND ON BIZ

Нурминский - Джип (slowed)

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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Soul Driftin’

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