produced by killedmyself

completely non profit 

lyrics

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

ur life is over just as its begun
she found the sun inside anothers arms
and to a brother that had sworn no harm
i think ill stay inside long until the weathers calm
she got a humble cause
tearing u in half
tryna mend ur heart
she wanna leave some scars
head
whats going on in ur head babe
eyes are feeling like an xray
honestly i think im too dazed
feeling like its been 2 days
caught up in all of my blue days
that is not worthy of news page
so how r u liking my new face
ripped the skin off of my mainframe
rolled it around in an ashtray
stapled it back onto my veins

its alright
its alright
its alright
its alright

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

poetry from a diary i found buried by my headstone (killedmyself)

clip w tg

Sanity (Ft. Ninetyseven) [Prod. MiamiBeats]

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

i forget to eat but know im doin fine on my own
terms are settled and im spending all this time all alone
i been free, in the trees, hope ur proud of me
know it aint perfect but this life is moving hourly
send me condolences, its just sobering
i cant move forward with all this pulling
my life isnt backwards but im losing track of
the days in the month, i can’t handle a rut like this

entirely
up to what i can see
i’ll make this my own
if it kills me

autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

last week took the shit outta me
i gotta go 2 times just to cover the fee
i cannot handle 2 lives, yet thats what i lead
i need to calm down what the fuck has got into me

i need to slow down, slow down
le-le-lemonade gonna make me slow down
i cannot pretend i aint on my own now
know that its okay i can do alone now

spotify & apple

entirely [jolst x punk]

forever
i'll love you
forever
you'll be on my mind (my mind)
forever
you'll stay by my side (my side)
and i won't let you die

keeping your legacy alive, forever. i will never forget your voice & laugh. missing your advice. missing you. will cherrish every moment forever. you were truly special and will forever stick in my heart. i love you. rest easy my dear friend. i really need you here so please don't ever leave my head fully.

(instrumental by smokerose)

forever (for Jude)

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

took her to the crib i ain’t gotta romance her
text me that she miss me i don’t ever answer
money multiplying in my wallet like a cancer
fuck around ill turn a killer to a dancer
mr. steal yo girl u should probably ask her
percocet shivers colder than alaska
crushing up the x pill hit me a little faster
30 milli addy got me preaching like a pastor
so much drugs inside my system i ain’t got no more storage
i was so damn broke i couldn’t even buy fucking porridge
like my bitches alien i like my cars foreign
should i keep my job or be a junkie which ones more important

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

Uh huh (prod. silver + dilip + april21)

9TAILS - 00111010 00101000 interlude (prod killedmyself)

i was so stupid why did i ever give my all to someone

flying overseas [prod. ninewaters]

Смотрю на дом

misery club x neilaworld x garden ave

produced by @asianorchinese and @4evrgone

found u (glasear + 4evr)

Falling in a pit of despair
Moving to the afterlife, maybe I'll see you there
Thinking of the time that we shared
Now I'm moving in a circle going nowhere

Bury me alive, I don't wanna see tomorrow
I don't wanna die, but I'm drowning in my sorrow
Bury me alive, I don't wanna see tomorrow
Do you want to try, do you have some love that I could borrow

She prepared me for a hearse, and I saw it get worse
Yeah I knew that it was over when she put me on a curse
All these demons that I'm fighting got me thinking of a church
I should've listened to my friends that said it wasn't gonna work

Yeah it wasn't gonna work and we weren't meant to be
But now I know what to do, yeah the music set me free
But now I'm stuck in a rut, don't know where I'm meant to be
But you weren't the best for me yeah, now I can see

Yeah she put me on my deathbed
Trapped inside my body now I'm turning to a sesh head
She took me down a path and she ran, now I'm left dead
But now I'm better off alone, on my own, yeah it's best said

Sanity (Ft. Ninetyseven) [Prod. MiamiBeats]

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