Fading Memory

I said, “settle down, settle down”
‘Cause I don’t need you now
You are not around when I’m screaming
Oh, I lost what you found
And now I’m breaking down
Cause you are not around
And I’m leaving

We go, we go, we go in circles
We go, we go, we go in circles
We go, we go, we go in circles

You make me so homesick
For places I don’t miss
You make me so nervous, so nervous
It feels so bittersweet
When I’m tangled in your sheets, 
I know you don’t need, you don’t need me

I want you down on your knees
Show me you love me, 
Don’t say that you’re leaving
We know how that ends
You say you’re done, then you come back 
For all the hope that you’ve stolen
I’m sick of writing you sad songs


You make me so homesick
For places I don’t miss
You make me so nervous, so nervous
It feel so bittersweet
When I’m tangled in your sheets, 
I know you don’t need, you don’t need me
You make me so homesick, so homesick
You make me so homesick, so homesick

We go, we go, we go in circles
We go, we go, we go in circles
We go, we go, we go in circles

We go, we go, we go in circles
Spinning out, lost all control
Crash and you’ll be on your own
Your own

You make me so nervous 

You make me so homesick
For places I don’t miss
You make me so nervous, so nervous (you make me nervous)
It feels so bittersweet
When I’m tangled in your sheets, 
I know you don’t need, you don’t need me
You make me so homesick, so homesick
You make me so homesick, so homesick

You don’t need me

Recorded by Sam Guaiana
Engineered by Scotty Komer
Mastered by Mike Kalajian
Additional songwriting by Okan Kazdal

Homesick

Could Be Broken

Everything We Feel Is Make Believe

Everything We Feel Is Make Believe (Demo)

Fire and Fury

A culmination of fuckin' a1 hardcore punk ballads. play that shit on 11 and dance alone in your bedroom you busted bich. Out now becasue I wanted to put it on tha internet beofre record label caugt wind of my inspirations.

TRACK 03

I said “Load up get in the back of the van man, get in the back 'coz”,
Gotta show up, gotta sound check gotta talk to the sound man,
Get a sick note, pull a sickie 'coz you got to play this show,
As you can't be a no show,
So you have to be flexible, you have to be self-employed,
Or you have to lie to your boss man and leave the office with him annoyed,
But we're young and we're dumb and degrees our not going to help our situation,
As there's no jobs, no help, no money, no opportunities to give us placement.

Every time I get a little bit closer, why the fuck does it feel so far?
Sometimes it feels like nothing, so I think “why did I start?”

“Yeah, where do I start?”

And there's no money doing this anymore,
If I was doing this for money I wouldn't be sleeping on floors,
I'm in a band man, I drive a van man, 
And me and the boys are coming to your land man.
Bad decisions when I was just a teenager,
maybe my youth, my youth (youth) killed it,
We're stuck in the Sad Boys Club, 
As our youth, our youth, our youth (youth) killed it,

Bad decisions when I was just a teenager,
maybe my youth, my youth (youth) killed it,
We're stuck in the Sad Boys Club, 
As our youth, our youth, our youth (youth) killed it.

And I said “load up get in the back of the van man, get in the back!”

Modern Bollotics

(Jean-Claude) Van Mann

Youth Killed It - (Jean - Claude) Van Mann

I drove around all night because I couldn’t sit at home
I’m overthinking things you said 
and reading too much into what you don’t
I won’t last another winter with this cold lonely apartment 
All my friends say I should lighten up 
but I’m only getting darker

Maybe I’d seem less selfish
With a mutual interest in progress
It seems that when I digress 
It lacks a conscience 
That keeps you stressed

So I’ll tangle my roots in your flesh and your bone
And make use of all the nutrients and call you my home
And if you feel abandoned when you are alone
Darling, please don’t forget
It takes some time and sunlight to grow

People change and I’ll admit I’m not immune
I’ve gotten colder and grown distant 
I could say the same for you
I’m losing touch I’ve run out of my luck 
I guess I wasn’t good enough
I’ll keep this trapped inside my head 
And stapled in my skin

The sun goes down but it will rise again
That natural cycle gives me peace of mind
So I’m not up all night craving the warmth and the light
Shinning on my skin something we both miss

Better Health - EP

Mutual Interest

The Weekend Classic - Mutual Interest

Soundbites from GG Allin's Last Interview

Smoke ICE ((Debauchery))

On Hallowed Ground

The Dead Awaken

LYRICS:

i wrote you a letter 
just to remember
why i left
what i have
why i'll never going back 

everythings fine i just have this hole in my chest
where the wind blow through me and send goosebumps to my neck
i'm holding back tears with a crumbling dam
that i built with my shaky hands

i'm not fine 
but i have better days
when i don't wanna break 
down
when i'm smiling and just get along
at places where i belong

i thought about you when these pictures were made
i thought about us
you are not here anymore and it's maybe for the better
but you made me who i am today
and i can't be more grateful 
so thank you, and goodbye

don't think about, who we were
but to who we are today
and when you're all alone inside your head
i'll always be there

i have better days
when i don't wanna break 
down
when i'm smiling and just get along
at places where i belong

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