Created: 6/25/2019 12:04:06 PM

nevermind w/ glowboy (afterlife+ pekarot)

cover art by iguana alana and @glowboyshawty
prod. han!can

swag epic song (han!can)

wish u knew that w/ stxlkin

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

feeluvsyou - one last time

ch.5 Gush! (w/ ashes + gl0wrm)

hi score

hi score ++  ((b07gem))

don't act like i want this
don't get 2 close
i'll pull u in
u might drown 4evr 
too deep to swim
dont act, i know, i see it through
you're made of glass i see thru u
(a hollow body) 
what gives you motive?
dont b a pessimist 
take sm more than given 2 u
call it quits
sm to gain, nothing 2 lose
running to the sink got a mouthful of blood
i dont even think i just take what i wnt 
down it all in a second, hide for a month
no sleep no luck
(where did you go, what did they tell u, how much do u know)
whats done is done just trust (x5)
(levi ryan)
take this life
i just tear it up some
take my heart
and just tear it up, love
swear this life
and this loves a matrix 
crush this x
and i love u always
(spiral)
euphoria
id do anything to get that feeling
dont cut me off
dont play me as a victim when
you cut me off
u took too long

Drown ft. Levi Ryan (voidrave99)

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

guitar by @evanjolley

lyrics:

this isnt working out dont know why im still trying now
all by myself and im thinking about dying now
behind four walls is where im hiding out
been up the whole night couldent sleep been crying out
piece by piece im just falling to pieces
and i can barely breathe as my heart rate decreases
wondering how far this road reaches
taking all these drugs 'till the point they feel needless

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

im sick of people saying everything will be alright
i cant close my eyes i toss and turn for the entire night
i dont go outside i stay deprived of sunlight 
monsters in my head that lately ive been trying to fight
whats the point of waking up when everyday is terrible
and every nights comparable
rip me apart 'till the point im irreparable
trying to keep it together im already hysterical
i wish i could wake up from this nightmare
i cant help but feel like im going nowhere
losing my mind and i dont care
feel like im not here or there
staring at a blank white wall
like why did i wake up at all
all by myself no missed calls
how much farther do i have to fall

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

wish u knew that w/ stxlkin

mckel

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