wao! my second cover w yixi… I’m not posting the first one bc I don’t like it now that I’m relistening to it but maybe later when I get the confidence lol … guys my wife is so good at singing
(art is filler until I draw the thumbnail, it’s drawn by ricedeity)
SVP is from here https://youtu.be/cZfesntHKiY?si=A8RJNNTkLx62mume rlly good cover

[ YI XI ] MISS MISERYGUTS [ SYNTHV COVER ]

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[Lyrics]
too smart for my own age
i have a lot of niche tastes
too lonely for my own good
not worth being misunderstood

too callous to be friendly
offputting and unworthy
i want to be more likeable but it would 
only hurt me

i have to ask myself if it even matters
if finding love that doesn't hurt is worth the tatters

i have to ask myself if i'm even worth it
if it counts as abuse if i really deserved it

so i have to do what's right, does that make me too weak?
oh can they really see?
i'm useless and cowardly

if i have to right my wrongs, then it's too much to fix
just spit it out and admit
you secretly enjoyed it

block it away
don't talk about it today
my dirty secrets
oh what would they ever say?

getting closure
come a little closer
whispers desecrate
all that i thought was kept safe

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

too smart to be exploited
it makes me feel unwanted
too sick for what's acceptable
not enough to be a spectacle

the affection i'm craving
the numbing and the breaking
enough to be useful
but not enough to be worth saving

i have to tell myself it's all inconsequential
that there's no point in crying over missed potential

i must remind myself i was never in control
or else the guilt will be too much to ever console

i should've done what was right
but i was too afraid
oh all i have betrayed
i'm crushed under all the weight

i just want to feel alive,
sensation that i've missed
i swear i tried to resist
but what if i enjoyed it?

lock me away
to never see the light of day
crimes against nature
perverting my shades of grey

getting faster
spit on greener pastures
need more punishment
to deem my purge sufficient

behind every mirror
it's a little clearer
my filthy desires
tugging on crossed wires

so clear, yet so dirty
it's not gonna kill me
ensuring my own demise i'm
a slave to my own lies

don't know what to do
say i'm blind to
my scarlet letter

but is that the truth?
my evil, it knows no excuse

enabling me
won't make me feel
any better

close the chapter
live a happy ever after

blinded by reality
its many brutalities
leaving me so haunted
this isn't what you wanted?

so muddy and filthy
and it almost killed me
surviving my own demise
what it took to open my eyes

gone past the abyss
lifting the mist
boiling over

living in the grief
you shouldn't have had to save me

reaching out your hand
to understand
a two-faced clover

close the chapter
no such thing as ever after

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Oneirophobia // Yi Xi [CoF]

HIIII!!! SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO UPLOAD THIS!!! 

The artwork was done by j.ddoodles on instagram!!! 

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/jM4OBf4Xchk?si=Vaw3X8KWLHvLJxw6

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Lyrics:

Hey, can't you see my face?
You can't leave without a trace
"There's not much I see in your space", I can see more than you can

You're the accomplishment, a masterpiece, all that they hoped you'd become
But I can see your flaw, but it can't outlaw, doesn't mean that i've grown numb

Hey, what's the big idea?
I thought that I wouldn't see ya
I'm stuck here writing words, you see, but I just can't get it down!

You're now a superstar, ignore my scar, be the worst that you can be!
I look into your eyes, straight to my demise, and I hate what I've become

So go on and walk along steps that I depend apon
Grow so deep into a knave, oh, look at the path you pave!
Poke fun at someone's life while you sit down in your hive
Past and present, which is now?
I'd chill out, but I've had it now

I'm breaking this whole world apart, are you liking what I'm seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned?

Well hey, i'm born anew
There's a lot that I outgrew
I know how to improve myself, and the kid you know is dead!

But I'm the outcast here, do I give you fear? I just wanted to feel loved
But yet I hope to try, and I will not die till I see you smile back

Whatcha doing with that blade? what's the point in throwing shade
Now you're calling out my name, I'm an animal to tame!
Poke fun at all my life, all you ever have is strife!
Past and present which is now?
I'd stay calm, but I don't know how

[ Guitar solo ]

I know one day you will see the impact you had on me
Your heart's as cold as stone, and you can never call my phone
I wish that I knew you underneath that blur
But there's not much that I know for sure

I know one day you will change, you could have a better range
A heart as cold as stone could maybe have a change of tone
Yeah, I said, "Maybe you could change yourself, be better if you want!"
You'll refuse, you'll refuse, and like him, you're still obtuse

I'm breaking all my limbs apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I know that it's not everything, and they say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned

It's breaking my whole mind apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say that i've gone crazy!
You only care if i'm gonna get locked up
Now would you say that's a little bit fucked up?

IGNOMINY (Ft. Yi Xi) [SynthV Original Song]

this song is so funny cuz people can agree what most maretu songs are about but ive heard so many different theories for this one that at this point i've just picked my favourite one. here's someone with a god complex wanting to save the world from their own traumas but in reality is hurting others and themselves. that's why the art is (gestures) like that

~♡~
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bZJNXgDHMQ

Original, Off-Vocal: MARETU
UST: Kazuma002
Translation: Chouchoo, MML!opinions!Fun!Chocolate!
Tuning, Mixing, Art, Video: me, dear_crybunny
Yi Xi Design: Vimalion Project/ricedeity

[Yi Xi] Angel 92 [SynthV Cover]

I disappear for 3 months and then finish a cover in one day. In my defence, I had to get this one out of my system.

~♡~
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwYwxCzJv5A

Original, Off-Vocal: Maretu
UST: curechihiro
English Lyrics: JaysAndRavens47
Tuning, Mixing, Art, Video: me, strawberryAngel
Yi Xi Design based on: Vimalion Project/ricedeity

[Yi Xi] Nyan 🐾 / ニャン [SynthV Cover]

【奕夕 / Yi Xi】Nyan / ニャン【English cover】

Cover credits: @/SPOOKI01 on YouTube!!
Art credits: Me :3!!

32ki - メズマライザー (Mesmerizer) feat. Eri & Yi Xi SynthV + TTS

One of MARETU’s most underrated songs with the most underrated singer😔🤫

And yes. It’s meat girl

SynthV カバーイヤイヤヨYi Xi  奕夕No Way in Hell!

Original: Minus-P  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJilwNk1zsM
Inspiration: Oktavia  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6f4y72gxwo

SVP:  utatanep1ko  https://drive.google.com/drive/u/4/folders/1H2Ss8szSa9SexQxLvzSFIX1lIdUW-iVT
Midi: Zeruda Chan  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xqZZRj3bPM

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, Kasane Teto SV AI, Otomachi Una SV AI, Gumi SV AI, Hatsune Miku ENG V4, Miyamai Moca AI (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro, Vocaloid4, Vocaloid6
Translyrics: Forgetfulsubs, Oktavia
Miku Vocal Render: utatanep1ko
Gumi Vocal Render: Mitlad

【Yi Xi】Bad Girl Online【ENG SynthV Cover】+ SVP

Sorry it took so long, Gumi's full version is next.

Base UST: NEAR
Yi Xi design: MARES
Original song: 沈める街 (Sinking Town) - Yoeko Kurahashi

[Yi Xi] 沈める街 * Sinking Town

Original: NAKISO  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iUgKH8c7p4

SVP: senshokutaiii  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vR9Y4Qc-YuE

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, Miyamai Moca, Kevin (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

Oneirophobia // Yi Xi [CoF]

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