ira godfrey deserves so much better than this hes an angel </3

doctor remaster

today is the day that i uploaded my first original instrumental so:)

i did not want to finish this i think

ohyyeahhohoheohoh
hi i made this song with menhera lad also:)

(wil)
dreaded this day to come around
found in surreal disarray
regretfully sang forbidden songs
now held for eternal judgement
grasped in the hands, of the holy divine

such atrocities shall spill out of my mouth
the unforgivable taunts me so
something's yelling in the back of my head
oh, i guess i should have known

please forgive me for my preposterous sins!
my deeds, my acts, my horrid skin
crimson contents come to face me in
menacing red font
oh, how haunting

held for review, it had come to me
to be so evil it was not my true intentions
now i stare back at my reflection
can't accept rejection
but it seems now i have been descried

(dex)
how dare thy speak my holy tongue
it's sacrilegious i dare say
worse and worser on my name
don't you know what you have done?
you've really screwed up things for the both of us
with your preposterous speak
sometimes i wonder what I'd say
if you had not been so bleek
in your evil, villainous deeds

(wil)
please forgive me for my horrifying sins
my deeds, my acts, my frightful melody
blood stained contents come to face me in
menacing red font
it's irreversible!

(wil)
I'll laugh, forever torn
smile with malevolence
evil i am, truly horrendous
just banish me from all being
menacing red font
shall torment me for eternity!

(dex but it's also at the same time)
we'll laugh forevermore
smile never, always weeping
evil art thou, truly
you shall be banish along with the
menace of the red font
i shall torment you for eternity!

menacing red font // wil & dex (vocaloid original collab)

“The Jester is what they call you and that is what you are ‘till the day you no longer exist in this god forsaken world”
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Song:?-CURSEY-?
Art: ?-CURSEY-?
Vocals: NINEZERO
Vocal Rendering: SUSHI
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHqeogmSkC-66sMOCNuw7sg
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VSQX(Untuned and tuned)and Instrumental:https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1un3XZkqIrKPp7MwTXK9p9cqfblHE00Ze?usp=sharing
Bandcamp:https://cursey-producer.bandcamp.com/track/jester
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Lyrics:
I am nothing but a grade
The jester that you made
My life is for your profit
These lessons I vomit

This pain
Is caused by you

Again
Don’t think this through

Sick of
This cold sweat

Above
My own silhouette 

I was taught to suffer and obey
This cruel joke that we all have been played
Roses and Daisies come crashing down
For this an imposter has been crowned


Words that have been spread around
They have all been confound
My blood is rusty and vial
Here the call of my trial

Jester?!
They say laughing

Liquor
Poured by the king

Disown
Treated poorly

Your throne
Killed for glory

Oneself was killed for a new mindset
Treated nothing more than a object
Emotions they never cared about
This mind of mine has been in a drought
Just smile
And Entertain

All while
Life I reclaim

Demise
Of a frail runt

Your Eyes
A wolf on it’s last hunt


Shadows
Of the wicked

Although
Life depicted

Hands me
A drink of lies

I see
Hands grab and arise


My whole life was treated like a toy
My body used as the queens decoy
My punishment, a lobotomy
Caused the knowledge of a century

I was taught to suffer and obey
Laughters of insanity displayed
Embers and ashes come raining down
This silhouette of mine has been crowned

Now I the jester have rise above
Their hearts I have ripped out for that love
My eyes water black ink of the dead
Their darkest secrets have all been said

【Ninezero】JESTER 【SynthV  Original】

this fucken duude

art twitter: [ twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon?t=... ]
youtube:
[ www.youtube.com/@carbonmonoxide3263 ]

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[ Lyrics ]

[Lyrics]
my gullibility
betrayed my humility
things won't ever be the same
can't help but feel im to blame

mortal sensibilities
praying on my tired knees
i cry out, i want him here
devote my life to deafened ears

i'm quite good at calling bluffs
but when push comes to shove
i don't know what i'm afraid of
but i know it's not enough

behind my back i can feel
cameras that aren't real
karma's a tired trick
and my sins make me home sick

justice is just an excuse
only i can know the truth
i only exist to suffer judgement

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like an apple tree
how dare i resist
responsibility

gluttony for punishment
fermented in cracked sediment
it's the least i could do
before i could hurt you too

for an eye i'd rather give my spine
my heart, my soul, turn me to wine
it's the least i could do
'till there's nothing left to lose
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
patient prophecies
they know how and where to find me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

count how many days it's been
keeping still while the world spins
writing words across the wall
pretend you don't feel so small

oh how the time seems to pass
takes forever way too fast
i've lost the right to complain
i brought upon myself the pain

if only i had the drive
fever dreams on 95
my punisher was revived
it's because i came out alive

take the mask off, it reveals
cameras that aren't real
i will bite, but won't kill
i wanna see my guts spill

i spit out a broken tooth
only i could know the truth
i am not entitled to forgiveness

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like a lemon tree
i should know love isn't
about mercy

my grief hasn't even started
they tell me my thoughts are toxic
no one i could trust
tell me justice is unjust

but i know i think i always knew
my world doesn't make sense to you
there's nothing you could do
i'm not the one who's askew
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
watchful as could
it knows how and why to abuse me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

they tell me i'm not the one to blame
but i still don't feel ok
i don't need their petty games

acceptance isn't an option anymore
that's what i tell myself
to legitimize my gore

Osmophobia // Kevin [CoF]

B-Babylon [Type A] - Original Song feat. Kevin & Asterian Synth V

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
MV / https://youtu.be/yQLpOQxyF2Y
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted? 

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

FOOLISH FEARS (ASTERIAN LITE COVER)

original video : https://youtu.be/vjBFftpQxxM?si=ZJdlETRd7rdW9qh0
ust, tuning, mixing, and illust by gampyre
base svp by flavor foley
ust DL : https://bowlroll.net/file/316135

yt upload : https://youtu.be/TbUlOxLYO38?si=l8cN57Lt5cckcGoE

【Defoko / デフォ子】BUTCHER VANITY【UTAUカバー】+USTx

2024.03.30 finished
这口味让我陶（读作：沉）醉
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Original: BUTCHER VANITY / 奕夕 by Jamie Paige & Vane & rice
svp: Jamie Paige
Thumbnail & Tuning & Mixing: me
Special thanks: Bröckeln

Osmophobia // Kevin [CoF]

Carbon Monoxide

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