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[ Lyrics ]

[Lyrics]
my gullibility
betrayed my humility
things won't ever be the same
can't help but feel im to blame

mortal sensibilities
praying on my tired knees
i cry out, i want him here
devote my life to deafened ears

i'm quite good at calling bluffs
but when push comes to shove
i don't know what i'm afraid of
but i know it's not enough

behind my back i can feel
cameras that aren't real
karma's a tired trick
and my sins make me home sick

justice is just an excuse
only i can know the truth
i only exist to suffer judgement

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like an apple tree
how dare i resist
responsibility

gluttony for punishment
fermented in cracked sediment
it's the least i could do
before i could hurt you too

for an eye i'd rather give my spine
my heart, my soul, turn me to wine
it's the least i could do
'till there's nothing left to lose
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
patient prophecies
they know how and where to find me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

count how many days it's been
keeping still while the world spins
writing words across the wall
pretend you don't feel so small

oh how the time seems to pass
takes forever way too fast
i've lost the right to complain
i brought upon myself the pain

if only i had the drive
fever dreams on 95
my punisher was revived
it's because i came out alive

take the mask off, it reveals
cameras that aren't real
i will bite, but won't kill
i wanna see my guts spill

i spit out a broken tooth
only i could know the truth
i am not entitled to forgiveness

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like a lemon tree
i should know love isn't
about mercy

my grief hasn't even started
they tell me my thoughts are toxic
no one i could trust
tell me justice is unjust

but i know i think i always knew
my world doesn't make sense to you
there's nothing you could do
i'm not the one who's askew
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
watchful as could
it knows how and why to abuse me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

they tell me i'm not the one to blame
but i still don't feel ok
i don't need their petty games

acceptance isn't an option anymore
that's what i tell myself
to legitimize my gore

Osmophobia // Kevin [CoF]

Indiedisco 2- Lion NCL

[Lyrics]
How long does it take 
How long does it take to get you to smile
Has it been a while
Last one never stays
the one that doesn't pay
Hes in denial
Hes in denial
Never sounds just like that
Im telling you
Tell me when you do it sober
Summer is over
Never sounds just like that
Im telling youTell me when you do it sober
Summer is over
Spent the night alone
Was it fun
No No No No
How much does it take
to through your life away
a trip to the nile
hes in the nile
Never sounds just like that
im telling you
Tell me when you do it sober
Summer is over
Never sounds just like that
Im telling you
Tell me when you do it sober
Summer is over

The Nile (out on all platforms)

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0:04:40  Male Tears  "Regret 4 Nothing"  Paradísco [2024 Avant! Records]
0:08:54  New Haunts  "New Girl on the Dancefloor"  Hooks  [2024  Cold Transmission Music]
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0:23:30  Crying Vessel  "For What It's Worth"  For What It's Worth  [2024 Cold Transmission]
0:27:58  Haujobb  "Uselessness"  Mass  [2024]
0:32:21  PSA - Bird Note: Crowned-Pigeons: Big, Beautiful, Threatened
0:33:42  Show Promo: Darkwave promo by StyxHexenHammer666
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1:04:02  DeathbyRomy  "XXXhibitionist" - Single  [2024]
1:07:58  Kiki Rockwell  "Strange Premonition" - Single  [2024]
1:11:08  Miseria Ultima  "The Cynical Point"  Arctic Esotericism  [2024 Alfa Matrix]
1:15:22  SINE  "Trauma Bondage" - Single  [2024 Metropolis Records]
1:19:29  Then Comes Silence  "Stay Strange"  Trickery  [2024  Metropolis Records]
1:22:37  Shallow Graves  "Your Ghost"  THESE HANDS LET GO  [2024  WAVE RECORDS]
1:26:21  Orange Sector  "Tanzfabrik"  Tanzfabrik - EP  [2024  Infacted Recordings]
1:29:48  PSA - Bird Note: Purple Martins Head South to the Amazon
1:31:10  Pixel Grip  "Stamina (Club Edit)" - Single  [2024]
1:35:29  Ghost Cop  "Trouble"  Trouble [2024]    
1:41:06  Vioflesh  "Broken" - Single  [2024  darkTunes]
1:45:08  Show Promo: Darkwave promo by StyxHexenHammer666
1:45:21  Now After Nothing  "Criminal Feature"  Artificial Ambivalence - EP  [2024]
1:49:13  Soft Scent  "Chimera"  CHIMERA  [2024  Manic Depression Records]
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The best of this weeks New Releases and Singles. Music from right across the board.

New Releases with Rob Taylor 23rd February 2025

Alan Duggan Borges, the guitarist in Gilla Band, released his debut self-titled EP as The Null Club on April 4. Comrprising three tracks, 'Frameshift' features the rapper ELUCID (one half of Armand Hammer), '14 Hours' features Faris Badwan (The Horrors), and 'Slip Angles' has vocals by Valentine Caulfield (Mandy, Indiana). We talk about how the Null Club began and what it was like making the tracks with those contributors and what the future holds. We also discuss Alan's previous 'other' band, The Claque, and topics from Fontaines DC to Gilla Band's cover of Blawan's 'Why They Hide Their Bodies Under My Garage', which felt like a turning point for them, techno music, and supporting Iggy Pop at In The Meadows on June 7. 

Buy The Null Club EP: https://thenullclub.bandcamp.com/album/the-null-club-ep

The Null Club live dates:
May 2: The Workmans Club - Dublin
May 13: Corsica Studios - London
May 14: Rough Trade - Bristol
May 16: Yes, The Basement - Manchester

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Press release: Spending time over the last few years learning about synthesis, production, and how to record has been an incredibly rewarding experience for Alan. This project has created an opportunity to explore genres and styles of music outside of Gilla Band that he's never done before, as well as being completely in control of the production and instrumentation. It’s also been an opportunity to work with incredible artists who Alan truly admires and have had a massive influence.

Getting the caliber of talent on the EP happened very naturally and somewhat unremarkably. He reached out to Val from Mandy, Indiana via Instagram and she thankfully agreed. Faris and ELUCID had both reached out to Gilla Band to say hey and he jumped at the opportunity to get them involved in the project. 

The EP will be released on a limited run of 500 12” white label records, each hand stamped by Alan and released independently on a label ran by his wife and himself. The EP was mixed by Daniel Fox (Gilla Band), and mastered by Jamie Hyland (M(h)aol). with vocals contributed by the artists. All instrumentals were performed and recorded by Alan in his home, and rehearsal studio in Dublin, Ireland. with vocals being recorded in a mix of places – NYC, London, and Manchester (sometimes in studios, sometimes in the artists homes).

There will be a number of solo shows across Ireland and England where Alan will be reworking the tracks from the EP live along with a number of unheard pieces of music. There will be numerous synths, noise machines, guitars, and many pedals on stage all being looped into different amps to bring the songs to life in a live setting. Tickets on-sale now.



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