The instrumental was composed by Matthias Harlow as a collaboration

Since I'd known who I was
It's who I'm meant to be
Pull the strings in their heads
Control the symphony

But still I wouldn't dare
How might they think of me?
I'm not the type of girl
To plunge to villainy

I don't know what I am
Do it just 'cuz I can?
But I can't give in and withstand
Blood will be on my hands

My heartstrings
My heart stings
My heartstrings
Don't feel a thing

Found on an evening whim
Felt my heart glistening
Here's what I said to him
He nodded, listening

"Sir please, I beg of you,
Give me a smaller heart!
Powerful over you
Yet I'd just fall apart"

"No"

You just don't understand
You didn't have a choice
The cross-mast in my hand
Now listen to my voice

Once more I'm asking you
Give me a smaller heart
Do what is best for you
Or I'll break us apart

Out of my- Forced my hand
She didn't understand
In the moment next, time stood still
Granted against my will

Your heartstrings
My playthings
Your lives now
Mean nothing

This is now who I am
Strings tied to all the dolls
I couldn't give a damn
Spill blood across the walls

My mind consumes you all / Poor rabbit-hearted girl
Just go in for the kill / Mind been consumed with hate
Tied the entire world / Need not her heart be small
Now bow down to my will / But now it is to late

Heartstrings

LYRICS:

Never heard praise, onward stretching days
Constant reminders of how I’ve fell short
One and two, constantly compared to you
Never a moment to feel glowing sun 
-
I’m to him as rust is to silver
Non an issue, non of import
I’m to gold, tarnished, and pitiful
He doesn’t love me, in his eyes are just gold


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sing how I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER


You are a beacon, shining and beautiful
I’m just a bum who knows not of good
And to the people, you prove how you’re worthy
I promise too I can be like you
-
Just a drop will engage a vengeance
Sylver tears now run through his veins
Take a breath for it is his last one
On his deathbed, a choice will be made
Second place is where I remain


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sang as my last resentment
Lost, alone, abandoned by future
Don’t you know that I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER

BREATHING SILVER

cursed four notes lucid music signature

today is the day that i uploaded my first original instrumental so:)

i did not want to finish this i think

illuminati (malice mizer) remix ft wil

Lies

B-Babylon [Type A] - Original Song feat. Kevin & Asterian Synth V

medicine valentine except i turned all the effects off

medical malpractice

song! yeah
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[ lyrics ]
First order, act it normal
Perfect walls, don't be informal
Blinding lights beneath the canopy
Ashes won't repair my vanity

Secondly don't act so vicious
Defang, declaw, ain't that precious?
Good victims don't take up space,
you're not like that you know your place

I may not be an actor, but
I've learned to work faster
Discipline is so crucial when
Safety means his approval

I may not be an artist but
My fear I will harness
And if you survive today then
Maybe we'll be ok

I think I'm far too aware
Living a daily nightmare
Dull my brain contain the pain
Then wake up do it again

Can't do this any longer
Not getting any stronger
If this is all life is I'd
Rather have eternal bliss

Breaking
Skin loose things beneath my pins I
Shake free
strings, past sins, these
Ugly tins of mortality

Tugging strings
Let it sink
Play the part
And then you play another

Stitching skin
Fixing springs
Holding back
Violent explosive anger

Biting cloth
Succumbed rot
Shut your mouth
And then you take another

Luna moth
Succumbed sloth
It's gone south
I'll be like this forever

Keep talking
Keep walking
Things are fine
Dont question what is normal

Pull the strings
Make me sing
Keep dancing
Remember you dont matter

How I want to cut the wire
Retake my agency
I'm ashamed I should know better
It won't make me happy

Third thing to keep in mind
To you I've been nothing but kind
You must cherish my generosity
I know how to treat my property

Fourthly, you belong to me
I'm entitled to your body
Don't deprive me of my rights
Or else how could you sleep at night?

I may not be so perfect
Worthless liminal defect
Fear is nothing short of needed
When this is how I'm treated

I do not deserve better
But I'm a selfish quitter
I know I'm simply the worst
Because that's just how it works

The clanging thoughts in my head
Violence better left unsaid
Scared monsters under the bed
they tell me that I deserve it

I'm tired of the sickness
Worthless facets of illness
With my autonomy stripped
To my life I'm just a witness

Breaking
Rules so cruel rewind the spool, I
Shake free
Doves in love, my
Dependence on monstrosity

Tugging strings
Let it sink
Play the part
And then you play another

Stitching skin
Fixing springs
Holding back
Violent explosive anger

Biting cloth
Succumbed rot
Shut your mouth
And then you take another

Luna moth
Succumbed sloth
It's gone south
I'll be like this forever

Keep talking
Keep walking
Things are fine
Don't question what is normal

Pull the strings
Make me sing
Keep dancing
Remember you dont matter

How I want to cut the wire
Retake my agency
I'm ashamed I should know better
It won't make me happy

I know
five through six, and
I know
gentle mettle
I know
pick up sticks, and
I know
grieving devils
Was there
Any difference
I feel
Mounting pressure
I can
Taste dissonance
Maybe I'll
Write that letter

Oh I know I understand that
You want me at your command but
Life just isn't all that fair I'll
Bite you back, I'll make you scared

The puppet you once loved has died
You hit and screamed, you made me cry
Those fences I'm not amending
You have no place in my
Happy ending

No more strings
Overthink
Cut the shit
I'll tear you into bits
Just how many?
How plenty?
120?
With nightmares worth a penny

Buried guilt
Rome re-built
Cracked and spilt
A bloodied plastic mother

"You ok?"
Sore and gray
So let's pray
It won't be this forever

Sitting still
Cracked and spilt
No 'until'
Under my feelings’ control

Scared and dazed
Burned and praised
Abstract ways
Rip out my beating soul so

Now I've come to cut the wires
Retook my agency
Pride that's lost in paranoia
Someday I'll be happy

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mp3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link
instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link
SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

pupaphobia 2024 / gumi SV / CoF

original by STOMACH BOOK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cc3VDos4ODU

svp + tuning: me

stomach book - all you can hope for now are the scars to show for it!!! feat.KevinSV [SynthV カバー]

sh io cover español no me pertenece resubido

pupaphobia 2024 / gumi SV / CoF

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