i wanna be on the cover of a magazine
with everybodies eyes on me
im so tired and so stupid
i wanna be just like you
i think u’ve gave me every reason
to take my life some day soon
and when i do
i wont feel bad for you
dont blame me
its your fault
i think im in the right

idk what to call this song but ik its good so who cares

https://soundcloud.com/kaysnoto
@kaysnoto

thought u knew shit but u dont
now i cant trust
i can but i wont
now u see me but act like u dont
i cant be alone
allthough its a must
i just want ya love
knew shit but u dont
yeah i just killed her
and theyll never know
i ripped u to bits
i took pics of it
the feds found my phone
they calling me sick
(they found dead pics of my gf on my phone)

thought u knew shit but u dont
now i cant trust
i can but i wont
now u see me but act like u dont

kaysnoto - im sick but youll never understand

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

estella:
its too damn much
always on my phone when youre not on yours i swear ive had enough
do you even see that it's me who cares for you
or do you give no fuck?
calorie and me gon eat it up like its thanksgiving and we don't give a fuck
bitch it's friday night and the time is right just text me back hope i have some luck

i can say you missin out on me but honestly it really sucks
maybe one day you can hit me back and we'll unpack maybe just this once, once, once

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

(ALL PLATS) reach out ur arms :P @estella

weezer sweater song cover!!

u hate me i love u
this is all just a loop
u always say im wrong
ure only after my heart
you try to deceive me
u want to see me bleed
i really want ur love
but u only want me gone

u hate me i love u

prod by @prodpishogue


lyrics:
i wanna see you kys while i’m almost dead
yeah i really said it
i’m sick in the head but you won’t believe me
and you said you hated me and i hate you too
ooooooh x4
i wanna bang my head against the floor
and i wanna see you walk out the door
i wanna see you dead
ooooooh x8
i just wanna put you inside my fridge
and i think you’ll look better in there 
i just wanna put you inside my room
and i think you’ll look better in there
i have this feeling i cannot shake 
it happened all todayyy
i have a feeling
that you can’t change :P

for the people that like to listen

puking w skeleton (slowed)

rainy red flowers

https://open.spotify.com/album/1eOxhiGFcCKvJCPxlF40jp

i just miss you
 and the only way i can to save you
 and what do i have to do 
and i wish i was you

i miss u

stupid song

preview
https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s prod. https://soundcloud.com/six-days-after-christmas
rip

idk what to call this song but ik its good so who cares

monsain