force fields.

what i needed.

from before it gets too dark full short film here:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrKdfd0CIhwKDaxaujy8qvg2_6_RPcqNa

natural high

suffer for u

i just dont get you

IM MAKING DIFFERENT KIND OF MUSIC 2
NOT JUST TIKTOK

something else

never let me go

High

in my arms

ALL credits go to Montell Fish, I simply wanted to upload this to SoundCloud so fans can hear it on this platform rather than YouTube. Once again this song is NOT by me. The YouTube link to care  - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMxaDG0am-A

care - Montell Fish

  Howdy everybody, hope all is well with everyone and the Christmas spirit is starting to creep up on you! This song will begin my Christmas themed songs for the remainder of the year! This song is a very odd Christmas song, it was written during Christmas of 2021, the first Christmas during the pandemic! It's about how some folks get depressed during the holidays, we've all experienced it a little or know of someone that's gone through this pain. I wrote a "Big Blue Tree" for them! It's very bizzarre and a little creepy! 
     My initial idea was to write about a parent that had lost a child during the year to COVID and when Christmas rolled around the pain had become too much for them and they fell into a deep depression. That must really be the worst pain of all but some folks do go through this trauma and I had this need to write a song for them. Of course no one would ever know this song was about that unless I told them! The lyrics are pretty vague and kind of nonsensical. I don't know? I guess the pandemic and quarentine were getting to me!! Sometimes I'm too empathetic but most of the times I'm just too pathetic!! 😂It's very quirky and I guess our first Christmas during the pandemic affected me more than I wanted to admit!🤔 Depression hits you in many different ways! I wasn't lonely depressed but that year was very depressing for all of us, I'm sure.

VIDEO - https://youtu.be/zf2aJ_47uog

      I had fun making the video, creepy as it was. I put it together last year and tried to keep it as strange and as eerie sounding as I could!  Thanks for listening and watching and Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night! Oh and warning! Don't skate too close to the Big Blue Tree, you may turn into a Christmas Coyote!! 🥶
     
“BIG BLUE TREE”

LIFE AIN'T WHAT IT USED TO BE,    
NOW WE'RE SINGING AND DANCING,  
BY THE BIG BLUE TREE,      

SAY IT WITH ME ON THE COUNT OF THREE,    
WE'LL HOWL AT THE MOON LIKE THE COYOTES,    
ONE, TWO, THREE,

CAN YOU HEAR THEM PLAYING THERE?

AFTER ONE YEAR IN QUARANTINE,   
THE SEA IS YELLOW AND THE SKY IS GREEN,    
GREEN AND MEAN,
 
IN THE RED GLOW OF THE SUN,   
OVER THE PURPLE HILLS WE'LL RUN,    
ONE, TWO, THREE,

DO YOU SEE THEM PLAYING THERE?
     
LIFE AIN'T WHAT IT USED TO BE,     
NOW WE'RE LAUGHING AND CRYING,    
BY THE BIG BLUE TREE.

BY JIM VALDES
 © 2021