prod. me

--
people change, rearrange my life
new guy, new whip, white lies
and i hope youre not a waste of time
my old shoes don't fit quite right

yeah you know im missing your touch
cant get enough
set me free
if you really want it maybe you could let me see

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to touch you
hold my hand, can you pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some time
but time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

don't feel like waiting in line
if im with you, maybe i could be fine
huh, i can feel your breath on my neck
baby, stop breathing, just give it a rest
sorry to say, but you're not that guy
no control on mine
asking myself, why am i in your bed?
cant handle the shit thats inside of my head

let me say my piece, but i cant get my words out
always people please, sorry if you're let down
i just want peace, but its out of my control now
lying through your teeth, who do i believe now
who do you think you are?
im letting you know, this is going too far
burn that bridge, like a lit cigar
pour my feelings into this guitar

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to touch you
hold my hand, can you pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some time
but time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

wish it was easier to love you
i'd give it all up just to to-
pick my side?
i need reassurance, can you tell me we're fine
there's nothing that i wouldn't do
just so i can get a taste of you
maybe it'll work if we give it some- 
time kills baby, so don't leave me behind

https://too.fm/k5qpj52
Produced by @ruevi
Written and Recorded by vil
Mixed & Mastered by @ci-elle-uh

I can’t see a doubt up here
I can’t afford to drown out there
It’s no good, it’s no good
It don’t snow here, only smoke wood
I want to move up north, how my folks would
But they don’t ever stay

Digest, digest, digest it all

Might as well just pack my bags, cause this area not doing enough
Am I not doing enough?
Or am I stuck in a phase?
With no clue when we’re done
I’ve been out here for days, maybe a few weeks
So what the fuck did I say?
Things change when you always get to falling asleep

'Cause I cut my hair and it’s not enough
Can’t change my wardrobe, I’m out of bucks
It’s okay when you shoot me, but it’s different when I'm all out of luck
Old scars and the spraygrounds, I cover up
Tattoo my body just to feel in love

Day by day, I think of Sweet Carolina 
My desires
Don’t align with family ties
Sweet Carolina
Your reminder
Of better life to live than inside her

Running running, I’m running running
Take a picture, then give me the pill, I’m always stunning
I can’t walk around out here, it’s always people gunning for me

'Cause I'm driving on the same old interstate
Back and forth, my worst wreck in a day
I guess I’m paying the price with the way that I stride 
Two yellow lines on the road don’t mean shit if I die

Three charges in a couple months
Sparked over a quota with a gun
Mark your face and let it go

'Cause I’m wasted, I gotta face it
I can’t just put this car in drive, I gotta race it
'Cause when they see the 'missing person' they go ape shit

I really hate this town, but I love sayin Sweet Carolina 
My desires
Don’t align with family ties
Sweet Carolina
Your reminder
Of better life to live than inside her

Running running, I’m running running
Take a picture, then give me the pill, I’m always stunning
I can’t walk around out here, it’s always people gunning for me

'Cause I'm driving on the same old interstate
Back and forth, my worst wreck in a day
I guess I’m paying the price with the way that I stride 
Two yellow lines on the road don’t mean shit if I die

Spotify + Apple Music

Carolina

This song was originally made for the PRIVCORD 2024 Cypher competition, after we realized we made a banger we decided to release it. Thank You & Enjoy!

Composer and Engineer: @ac_eaton
Producers: @ac_eaton @tansea @cowardley
Vocalists(in order): @tansea @iamnwolf @prohip @pdktp @cowardley @1fyl @ac_eaton

LYRICS:

(verse 1 - tansea)
you win.
I think I've had enough,
I know you can't help it,
but why you so damn selfish,
and I'll admit it,
I'm scared of lust,
cause it keeps goin on and on and on,
what'sthe  cause?

what I need,
is you right in my arms,
cause I can't think of anyone else in mind,
but when it's late,
I think about us,
and when it rains to lose my touch,
your all that I need,
your all that I seeeeee,

(verse 2 - n.wolf)
told you this was more than a phase,
I gotta couple comments,
still got no likes and no plays,
I know your wishing,
that my time would just rewind in a tape,
you gotta mind of your own,
and I got mine in a cage,
and the locks in place,
you say that your the same,
and I've been tryna feel your pain,
but your okay,

(pre-chorus 1 - prohip)
when you wake up in the morning I wont be there
cuz all this snows got my heart cold and i cant be fair
you're all alone and that i know just try to take care
i cant come home cuz im outside breathing in the fresh air

oh i know
that you'll go
go
go

(chorus 1 - pdktp & coward)
I just wanna fucking fall,
argus
fall,
I don't wanna give it my all,
cause I don't wanna do this all for nothing,
I know your up to something,
so you can drain my blood,
and Imma empty my cup,
cause Imma go and fall back on empty promises,

no damage control 
get out my life; now you owe 
my money & phone
and your soul that i stole 

take all my shit and you can leave
before i die and ill be free
thats enough that you wont need

(verse 3 - fyl)
feels like I've never got the time, I-
for what I wanna say,
your walkin away,
now I'm fallin on my face,
left here alone,
keep to myself anyway I can,
you said I'm selfish,
might be right,
I'm going to war with myself,
and fight it until they put me away,

(verse 4 - argus)
I'm getting full of myself,
blink once and you'll miss it,
I'm fallin apart,
in a way, hope I'm missin you,
in your bed, on the couch,
but I don't know why,
girl you know that I hate to see you cry,

and girl you know that I've been fighting for a whole week,
and I've been drummin up these songs until my lungs bleed,
you told me that I wasn't strong, said I'm all geeked,
but now I'm up standing tall waiting to weak,

your a coward

(chorus 2 - pdktp & coward)
I just wanna fucking fall,
I don't wanna give it my all,
cause I don't wanna do this all for nothing,
I know your up to something,
so you can drain my blood,
and Imma empty my cup,
cause Imma go and fall back on empty promises,

no damage control 
get out my life; now you owe 
my money & phone
and your soul that i stole 

take all my shit and you can leave
before i die and ill be free
thats enough that you wont need

damage.ctrl

damage.ctrl (ft. tansea, prohip, n.wolf, coward, fyl, argus)

written same time and same place as all of me; about anxiety

oh look at how the time flies
i drove to the beach on the east side
olive pits on the sand they
get washed away by the high tide
if we still here by the night why
would we leave its a great time
don't leave me solo on the coast
watch the sunset hit the skyline

i saw heaven past a high rise
deltona water puts my mind in a place where 
i don't patience
i need buoyancy to make it
what's a painting to a poor man
what's a sin to an angel
as a kid i prayed to gabriel
now i'm less faithful
i can feel the currents taking foot holds
they're tryna pull me underneath
the surface where my lungs hurt
i feel like i can finally breathe

i wade through walls and thoughts and waves of things i wish i didn't say
the clouds that are rolling in look like they're bringing a bit of rain
the crowds are pushing towards the parking lot in a big embrace
i'm left in sand so wet that both my legs can't walk away

i'm sisyphus and satisfied 
so woe is me i touch the sky
enough to see mortality 
is nothing but a thing we buy
i could push a boulder up a hill
it'd turn around and bite my heels

i saw sights in catalonia
i couldn't find peace inside a donor
as i'm growing older
i have nobody telling me it's over
let the walls get closer
let my skin get colder
i miss last october
tired of screaming till my throat hurts

olive pits

watch the official music video for wishes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE

lyrics:

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

song credits:
produced by @prodelxnce and @cymricxo
mastered by @1falc

video credits:

directed by me
co-directed: ricardospdp
creative director: nevefilms
cinematographer: thomas hall
gaffer: zak fenning
steadicam operator: corey milo
steadicam assistant: luc vrhovnik
make up: emily rayner-airey
vhs: zakari hosein
drivers: jarek brdak + paul barbra
editor: nevefilms
colourist: anri adler
graphic design: sblngr
studio: visual line ltd
rental: onestopfilms + haze films ltd
process & scan: on8mil
model: amber sharkey

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wishes

prod aftrr and dsi @luv-zhou
all plats: https://ffm.to/pn6eznw

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

she some pressure
she dont need nobody
nobody can catch her
baby come to me
we know that man just lesser
falling
sometimes i wish i never met her
tell me where to rendezvous
grab a table just for two
te deseo tanto
tell me what u wanna do
at the club wit yo crew
fk it up, out til noon
camera flash, flashing lights
but im focused on u

(i just wanna talk, i wanna see u)
(see u, see u again)
(this feeling, feeling certain, is it real)

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

-

i try to tell u one thing
u only hear another
cant catch my breath im running
the flower blooms by summer
i try to pick up the pieces
dont know where to go
this medicine what im taking
got me moving so slow

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

SPOTIFY !

remedy

prod. monto & christmarek
w/ acoustic guitar by micah gomez

mix & mastered. by monto

INSTANT

written: me & dj
mixed: me & dj
produced: me

im finally utilizing my guitar 

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/do-what-u-wanna-feat-djembe-2

Lyrics:


Tell me is it true
Would you give it one more shot
Would you tell them its alright for now 
Yeah i dont wanna stop
Just give me a sign
Taking all your problems away
If you gave me one more chance i swear i’d
Make it all okay
Make it all okay

Do what you wanna do
Im seeing both your faces
Choose who you wanna choose
Thats not a risk im taking

I don't know what i'm doing baby my mind gone
I aint ready to let it let it be bygones
But im ready to risk it all for my ones
I want ya 5x
i do
Aint nothing 5x
Aint nothing new
If you a drug then i’ll take it
od all off you
And maybe i just wont make it
Let you take my youth

Do what you wanna do
Im seeing both your faces
Choose who you wanna choose
Thats not a risk i'm taking

Do what you wanna do
Choose who you wanna choose
These pills got me talking dumb
Ill say what you really wanna hear from me
Hear from me im done

do what u wanna w/ djembe (me)

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dHWIT5fxB7zBkoykyNIYS?si=ff6b79c35e5146de
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/showman

produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

INSTANT

Monto

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