Cant Go Back

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PTSD

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lyrics -

Verse 1 (JAYJ):
Standing on the front porch, lookin’ at my past tryna make amends (tryna make up loose ends)
Cause I was in a dark room lookin’ at my shadows as my only friends (gotta make up something) 
Yeah, I’m way too drunk to pick up my phone 
& I called three times but you’re never home
Wanna be someone for you to let go
Let go

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now? 

Verse 2 (July):
Picture perfect wasn’t made for us 
I tried to call your phone, but you’re not in love
It’s been two whole weeks (call me pretty please) 
Til’ i’ll be on my feet again
Cause i’m way too drunk to pick up my phone
And my friends said i should leave you alone
But my mind says stop and my heart says go 
Let go

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now? 

Bridge (JAYJ & July):
Do you love me? (3x)
Now? 
Do you love me? (3x)
Now? 

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now?

Do U Love Me Now?

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Do U Love Me Now? feat. July (prod. pacific x zbeatz)

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kill for love (prod. by @cobra)

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Prod. JustJake x Micheal Bao x Alan Rodrigo

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intoxicated

lyrics:

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

youre gone and im the reason
i gave too many for leaving
i guess its my fault im dreaming
every night about you

i fucking fucked myself up
too scared to fall in love
cause every time i do
nothing compares to you

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

Cineraria:
when youre gone
i cant tell if
the time we spent was real or fake and
i pinch myself time and time again
i cant focus

your smile, your hands
you dont understand
how much i need you
i hope this wont end
gone in a month
i wish you could stay
but ill be waiting, ill wait

man of my dreams
will you wait for me or let me go?
do you want me or do you need me?
do you need me?

scorpio x cineraria:
oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

dream (feat. Cineraria)

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Get Me The Cash ft. Lil Bobo (prod. Berki)

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Bury Me (prod. NiccasoBeats)

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