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Out of Bounds

Life Support

prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

if took my life then nobody would know
the thought of suicide a parasite my mind is home
to the great catastrophe
i dream of ink and try to leave
the trees all fade from green resembling
the way i see everything

sunny days are grey for me
i sit and wait so patiently
the thunder rains as i just rust combust
my luck is usually
nothing but the scraps in mud
there's blood that's flooding through the gates
there's no escape
there is no other place

yeah I'm sick in the head
and I wanna be dead
but my family and friends make it complicated
so I'm sobbing in bed 
with a knife in my hand
in a bad position
cause I can't comprehend 
what the devil had said to me
the night I gave my soul away
so I can feel safe
but I made a damn mistake
I'm so fucking tired
I'm trapped inside a nightmare
my skin burns in the fire
while i scream and pull off my hair
i don't wanna fucking die here
but the devil is a liar
promised me everything and happiness if i just let go

liàn yú (prod. CapsCtrl)

not home. playing his song "let me sleep" acoustic live

let me sleep acoustic

not home. - let me sleep *acoustic*

prod. kaydo

lyrics

(wont you leave me alone
dont you leave me alone)

(there’s blood on my coat
blood on my shoes
blood on my shirt
blood on my heart)

(no, no, i’m notahero)

on this sidewalk i lay down and throw up
i’ll sacrifice
i want you to be happy even if i’m not
carry me to my house like i’m afraid to walk
i reach out to help
and you try to chop my hands off
baby just try to see beauty in the little things
i know there’s plenty evil in the world
but i got good in me
she know what to say to make me stay up
i wanna achieve my dreams
but i can never get them till i wake up

but it’s so hard to let go
i’m finally happy i’ll seal this memory in a photo
you say ur sick of me and it makes my stomach hurt
but i tried my best for what it’s worth
feel like all my songs get boring by the 2nd verse
you said it goes from bad to good
but i feel bad to worse
don’t feel bad
i felt this way, way before you
but i’ll make sure your life is good cuz i adore you
sipping it slow
i will not walk with crow
how can you tell me what’s good for me
like you would know
i told you the answer a long time ago
real life’s gonna hit you like a cannonball
and that fall, feels like yesterday
and when you told me, i hope that you know that i prayed
your mind can do wonders if you take control
everyone i’ve met has tried to kill my soul

on this sidewalk i lay down and throw up
i’ll sacrifice
i want you to be happy even if i’m not
carry me to my house like i’m afraid to walk
i reach out to help
and you try to chop my hands off
baby just try to see beauty in the little things
i know there’s plenty evil in the world
but i got good in me
she know what to say to make me stay up
i wanna achieve my dreams
but i can never get them till i wake up

grieving you (feat. autrioly)

MOOKIGANG