void

fallin4u

Riverhouse

Soul

i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

thank you for listening<3

found out

prod me

lyric:

Oh 
My god 
Like what’d you do 
My hearts in two 
Because of you 
-
I’ll play it cool
Cuz that’s what dad 
Taught me 
To do
…
No I’m not bulletproof 
I’m just like you
You’re like me too 
-
I’m such a tool
I think it’s sad
Aint that 
The truth 
…
Come on 
Just sing along 
There’s nothing wrong
Everything’s gone 
-
I lost it all 
Putting my all 
Inside these songs 
…
Wake up 
You’re still in bed 
Im in my head 
I think I’m dead
-
You keep repeating 
All those hurtful words 
…
You said 
I can’t do this shit again 
I feel the blood rush out my veins 
I feel the knife rip out my neck 
Dripping red all on the letter 
That I never got to send 
It’s whatever guess it’s better 
Knew you’d always want me-

tool.

I fall apart

nothingsreal (prod. secre & heyrick)

I said again, I don’t wanna be a victim no more
You take your time, to make me weaker 
You see me bleed on the floor
It’s a miracle how I keep getting up for the same old shit
Think it’s time I dip 
Into the water again 
Water again
was there a subliminal message from all those voice notes you sent
Cus I can’t decipher guess this isn’t my sixth sense and I been
So lost for so long,
I’m bugged out 
And I 
Need a reason cause I’m flat out 
On my face again 

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid 

I’m just tired sitting in the corner again
I’m so tied up I can’t call none of my friends
I just wanna fade away till I don’t exist 
So I can’t complain 
I’ve been falling again 
Everyone they turning me down 
Like the grit and the gain 
Now they Spit in my face 
I’m left unfazed 
Pacing around 
Stuck inside a spiral or maze 

falling into the same trap
A thousand times
Tried to find my way out, 
But the guidance always lies
no need to go boast
Had me crawling like a roach
Think it’s time we made a toast
I’m forever as a ghost now

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid

Roach (feat. Vails Prod by. The Sound Clown and lvposeidon)

corbin - tell me (cover)

produced melon

hate the distance from home to my heart
going north, freezing cold, i can't stop
flood the shore, i need you now, you're my star
only you to guide me through the dark
i'll write your name in frost on the bark
the sun breaks through and it melts that spot
now i gotta remember, i love you too much

my love
do i waste our time?
well i wouldn't even mind it, at all
cause i want you forevermore

yeah, all my letters go to waste
it was just words anyways
keep writing more just in case
you would come back, back
every word now out of place
dissipate on soaked paper
dont dissapear, without a trace, yeah
i love you

no, i won't replace you
there's no one like you
i miss you
i miss you

hate the distance from home to my heart
going north, freezing cold, i can't stop
flood the shore, i need you now, you're my star
only you to guide me through the dark
i'll write your name in frost on the bark
the sun breaks through and it melts that spot
now i gotta remember, i love you too much

branches crack like sounds of my heart
didn't think the pines would carry your name, fuck, i fall apart
and everytime i think about it, i just lose another part of myself
no one could help, still on the realm, half past twelve
you feel special, is this really too much effort?
wrote some poems and some letters
i just tryna make it better
all i did has pushed us further away
from being together oh-oh

I fall apart

MOOKIGANG