Now the shadows linger long,
the ways of time and space are wrong.
Through the void I'm reaching out.
Aspiring hope, embodied doubt.

And what a wicked twist of fate, 
to fall for one so far away.
What's done is done, what's said is said, 
the things I feel I can't erase.

Please, tell me you feel my hands
running down your hair at night.
I sincerely hope you'll be alright,
go live your life away from me.

The stars will weep for what can't be.
Give me shelter, talk to me.

Is this reality settling in?
Or am I scared of what I think
you'll think when I say what I want.
Oh, deer, I'm so afraid to ask.

And what a wicked twist of fate,
to fall for one so far away.
What's done is done, what's said is said,
the things I feel I can't erase.

Please, tell me you feel my hands
running down your hair at night.
I sincerely hope you'll be alright,
go live your life away from me.

I will hope for what can't be.

Just because it's over doesn't mean it wasn't real.
In the afterglow, the embers left in me began to sing;
Of madness, loss and love.

Reaching Out And Letting Go

Someone has to dare love lightly, 
so here is all I am.
I'm holding nothing back, don't hurt me.
Oh dear, don't tear my heart.

I don't know than any less than all
will ever be enough.
Don't think you hear the bells I hear,
you haven't heed the call.

Don't teach my heart to fear the fall.
Help me to catch my flight.

I'm almost through the poison haze.
Oh, sanity is a double thing.
Won't help me make it through the night.
What will be left of me at dawn?

The ends dont justify the means, 
I must have slept for days in here.
It hasnt been an hourlong,
I might as well crawl up the walls.

Don't teach my heart to fear the fall.
Help me to catch my flight.

My lips got your name in them.
My tongue thinks it's really sweet.
My ears ring tired and bruised.

My lips got your name in them.
My tongue thinks it's really sweet.
My ears ring tired and bruised.

My lips got your name in them.
My tongue thinks it's really sweet.

Sweet

Wild Beast you,
and the storm that rages on.

The Wolves in me,
in league against the Lion
as my armor falls off.

I fed them lust,
desire unsatisfiable that burns in me.

Oh, Moon Deer.

I'm howling at the city lights, 
my cage is circumstance.
A mighty roar unanswered, 
a raging flare within the sun.

I'm burning ever higher,
would you like to see me dance?
Passionate self immolation, 
reckless and exciting.

When I'm done, pick up the ashes, 
smear them on your fur.
Draw figures on your thighs, 
draw the moon and draw the sun
reaching for what they can never have.

When we're back to... sort of normal?
This is how i think of us.  
Whispering, moaning at each other,
making blush the Sleeping Earth.

Oh, wild beast you.

Wild Beast You

It was raining yesterday, it took me back.
Now the sun is coming out, I see my scars,
all the scathing words, the fear that paralyzed me
and the day I took my place, among you, kind souls.

What they called me, you sewed and made our flag,
it was the banner that sometimes we would gathered around.
When they said it, it would cut and bleed me dry,
but with love and wit, from you it was just so much fun.

They despised this side of me,
you were kind enough to bring it out
with careful recognition for the one inside
You my friends, you were the thing that kept me up.

I tear up, with gratitude and joy
thinking of the things I could not say.
Isolating out with you, made me feel safe.

Our train would never move, but still they were
the happiest moments yet that I had ever lived.
You were giants, mighty creatures, I was small.
Looking back, I wish I had the words, back then.

I will reach to all of you, I will remind you
of your greatness, of your kindness, wit and strength.
You were dragons, mighty creatures, flying with majesty, 
and you were kind enough to fly with me, a little bird.

They despised this side of me,
you were kind enough to bring it out
with careful recognition for the one inside
You my friends, you were the thing that kept me up.

Mighty Creatures, Friends

I don't know what's wrong with me, 
it makes me tired
to behave like the other boys, 
I'm uninspired.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I was like you, a pretty flower.

"Let it bloom, 
it's trapped inside of you", you said,
"I know you're scared, 
but you can't hide your scent forever".

Now my body is turning  
into something I am not.
I'm terrified in here,
Will someone let me out?

I'm afraid to tell the ones who really matter.
I'm afraid to tell the ones who care the most.

I wish I was like you,
I wish I was like you, a pretty flower.

"Let it bloom,
it's trapped inside of you", you said,
"I know you're scared,
but you can't hide your scent forever".

I'll wait for just another day,
I'm not entirely sure it's going to be safe.
I'll just wait for ten more years,
I just hope by then its not too late for me.

I'm the weakest knight without this suit of armor.
I'm growing up inside this cage of steel to take its shape .
I'm scared of it, but I'm not brave enough to take it off,
the other boys are just a whole lot scarier.

Damselknight

In this garden I was blessed the day I found you,
love, care, friendship and the tender touch I craved.
By then, already I could see your pretty feathers.
I even grew some myself, under your wings.

You watered what's in me and let it grow.
You kept my secrets only to yourself.
You scared away the serpents from these grounds.
It was the first time I felt safe to tell the truth.

Sister Moon, I wish I had the courage, back then,
to relish in the gentle light you shone.
I promise, never again to hide within the darkness.
Thanks to you, now I can be my own self.

You saw straight through my disguise and still you loved me.
You held my hand and gently helped me step outside.
I would heavily tread and stumble in this armor,
so you covered me and helped me take it off.

Half the world across but next to me.
Every time the night gets dark I think of you.
Your voice lives in my heart, it's part of me,
you are always by my side, faithful and true.

Sister Moon, I wish I had the courage, back then ,
to relish in the gentle light you shone.
I promise, never again to hide within the darkness.
Thanks to you, now I can be my own self

When I was lost your counsel put me on my way
When the day is lightless you remind me of my dreams
 
And so I walk, and now I'm not afraid.
I know I'll crash and burn
but that's what happens to us all
when we're just ourselves.

You watered what's in me and let it grow.
You kept my secrets only to yourself.
You scared away the serpents from these grounds.
It was the first time I felt safe to tell the truth.  

And then you loved me more for what i am.
You loved both of us.
Thanks for all you've done for me.

when the sky falls down,
you wont leave me on my own.
When their shallow light
seeks to judge my soul.
You're my starry sky.
Distant, yet so beautifully bright,
and ever-present.

It took me thirty years,
a couple of bruises and broken bones.
Yelling prayers inside, wondering.
What am I supposed to be?
Why cant i just be me?

It took me thirty years,
a couple of bruises and broken bones.
Yelling prayers inside, wondering.
What am I supposed to be?
Why cant i just be me?
    
Sister Moon, I wish I had the courage, back then ,
to relish in the gentle light you shone.
I promise, never again to hide within the darkness.
Thanks to you, now I can be my own self


Sister

A musical landscape made during my teenage years that sought to express some of the things I felt; anxiety, yearning, confusion. Love.

Moonchild

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