Big Bang (Anthem)

my first collab with the amazing Magi©ian hes music always gets me and some amazing pieces,so hope you like my vocals and story telling of my chilhood in england and my magical place,every child has a place where there world is fantastic and a DREAMLAND,the reality is when you return,thats why such great kids fantasies ,harry potter,munsters,adams family,bewitched,i dream of jeanie the imagination of so many people bring us the stories close to our hearts,and fun a great place to be

Dreamland © Copyright (collab) music by Magi©ian ,lyrics and vocals Gary Hayward

Right One

#electronic #dark #uplifting  #downtempo #powerful #vibey #synthwave #nu-disco #experimental #instrumental #Japan #tokyo #110bpm

Lotus

Wow… just wow.
This one hits deep. The sax? It's not just a vibe it carries the entire track. Nostalgic, modern, raw… it’s all in there.
The lyrics come straight from my personal struggles, and I’m almost certain they’ll hit home for you too.
Only a handful of instruments were used. The drum group is the barest I’ve ever written but somehow, it just works.
And Lian’s vocals? Unreal. Like out-of-this-world FIRE.
This took about 4 weeks to fine-tune, word by word. Every line matters.
If you’ve ever doubted life, felt stuck, or just needed something to hold onto…
Still Breathing was made for you.
I genuinely believe this track deserves to be heard.

[Verse 1] 
I had a vision — not fame, just peace 
Just a beat-up car and a life on lease 
Couple friends, couple bills, maybe sleep that’s deep 
But the cracks came fast and the fall ran steep 
Lost my girl, lost hope, lost grip on the wheel 
Told myself lies just to not feel real 
Woke up cold with my back to the floor 
A note in my phone that I tried to ignore 

[Verse 2] 
People say "fight," like it’s some clean fight 
But they don’t see the dark, just the highlight lights 
They don’t feel the nights when the mind goes numb 
When you pray for a call, but nobody comes 
So I lied to my mom, said “I’m fine, don’t stress” 
While my chest caved in from the weight I repressed 
Yeah, I smiled in pics, but that wasn’t me 
That was someone who drowned trying not to be seen 

[Chorus] 
Still breathing — but barely, still bleeding 
Still reaching for meaning in days with no feeling 
Still waking up tired, still playing pretend 
Still chasing a start that feels like the end 
No hero, no win, no chorus that lifts 
Just a man in the fog, with clenched fists 
Getting up — not ‘cause I’m brave or I planned it 
Just ‘cause giving up never felt like 
I’d stand it 

[Verse 3] 
I wrote a letter to the me 
I lost Said, “You didn’t fail, you just paid the cost” 
Of caring too much in a world too cold 
Of dreaming out loud in a place that folds 
Now I walk with a limp where a heart once ran 
Still afraid of the dark but I face it like a man 
I don’t preach, don’t teach, don’t act like I know 
I just speak what I’ve seen from the eye of the low 

[Bridge] 
They want a comeback? This ain’t that tale 
It’s the sound of a soul that refused to bail 
No medals, no cheers, no love in the room 
Just me in the silence, outlasting the doom 

[Final Chorus] 
Still breathing — not healed, not clean 
Still caught in the gears of a silent machine 
Still rising, still cracked, still real, still wrecked 
Still choosing the fight they all told me to neglect 
Still breathing — but barely, still bleeding 
Still reaching for meaning in days with no feeling 
Still waking up tired, still playing pretend 
Still chasing a start that feels like the end 
No hero, no win, no chorus that lifts 
Just a man in the fog, with clenched fists 
Getting up — not ‘cause I’m brave or I planned it 
Just ‘cause giving up never felt like 
I’d stand it 


So if I fall again — let the record reflect: I got up every time Even with nothing left.

MOHAA & Vapor Loop-CTRL+Groove (Mellon Place Records)

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