Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
hold me tight to the bitter end
wrap a rope around my ankles till i’m in ur bed
hmm “hold me close” we’re the words she said
loving u is brutal, when the love is dead

gotta carry on
i don’t wanna love you; gotta move along
gotta walk it off
maybe in another life
in another time
maybe then you’ll change your mind
then you’ll change your mind, but then again you won’t
but then again you
wont
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t

please don’t leave me again
darling please stay
everyday i pray

monsters fill my room
they smell like her perfume
there stuck with me like glue
the image i have of you

move on by stezzyxl (remix)

lyrics:
when i draw my blood, is it good enough
i used to drink my pain, all thats left is dust
castle in the hill, i keep the doors locked shut
the moonlight kissed my wounds, the shadows had my trust

i slept for centuries, froze behind my stare
til she found me in the garden where the roses choke on air
she saw the cracks beneath my smile, and said i hope you know i care
for a moment i believed that love could live inside despair

so bury my in velvet, stake the roses through my chest
she whispers to the casket, now her lips are firmly pressed
now i rot with all her love inside my heart but its a mess
now she's married to a coffin, way i walk im living dead

dont know if you still see me, dressed in hope and quiet grace
but the mirror in the hallway still refused to show my face
the shadows called in whispers, soft as lace against my throat
they spoke in tongues of endings that i always somehow wrote

so bury my in velvet, stake the roses through my chest
she whispers to the casket, now her lips are firmly pressed
now i rot with all her love inside my heart but its a mess
now she's married to a coffin, way i walk im living dead

the way i walk, im living dead

Living Dead

Have I done right by you 
Cuz I know Ive never tried too hard 
Why do I lie to myself when I’m outta touch 
Cause I know I get lost sometimes 
Like I never felt your love 
Stay out girl ima lay in this bed 
Now the graves been dug 

In my bed with my knees up 
While in my head were on beach fronts
And you never left me 
with this hole in my heart
No woman could be her   

Draw the curtains I’m done with
just running 
from every problem I run into 
I fell in love and the drugs hit too 

I won’t be vague 
And give you chance to misunderstand what I’m saying 
I’ll stand in the flames to give you a chance to live on again in my name 
I’ve been thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I guess that our hours are up 

I just had to bring my cowardice with me from Outta the mud 
I don’t even see my own reflection 
I get why you fell outta love 
Say something 
Baby say something 
Still can’t explain why I changed up 
I taste the pain when I think back 
to the day that I left you decayed love 

Bleed out bleed out                                  
I know Ive never tried too hard 

See now see 
I cannot bleed no more

I won’t be vague 
And give you chance to misunderstand what I’m saying 
I’ll stand in the flames to give you a chance to live in again in my name 

I’ve been thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I thought that our hour were up 

I just had to bring my cowardice with me from Outta the mud 
I don’t even see my own reflection 
I get why you fell outta love 
 thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I guess that our hour are up 


VAGUE (prod. KZ10)

Music video on YouTube !!! Go show luv!<3 xoxo

Heavens cry (prod.metlast x luffy)

silence w/ BloodKitty (prod. by slndr)

Lyrics: Sent a text 
No response 
Too depressed 
Who gives a fuck 
I do not 
Want to try 
But Either way imma still try 
I don’t know why

(I don’t know why)

(I don’t know why)

Lie to my face 
It’s okay cause I know the truth 
Such a disgrace 
That I had to hear it all just from you 
Why are you like this?
Am I the reason you’re like this?…

So watch my cry 
Boost your ego 
I can’t lie 
You’re too evil 
When I die 
You won’t be home 
And when I fly 
You will be home 

This is all 
A result of my work 
Something you don’t deserve 
everytime that I bleed 
I promise It goes back into the earth 

My happy place is far away 
Not in bed Or in LA 
I noticed from what you say 
U don’t seem to care if I’m safe 
not okay 
Real blood lies 
While my mind keeps saying do not cry 
I don’t think you would visit my grave
While my girl said she would sleep right beside mine 

(she’d sleep beside mine)

(she would sleep beside mine)

blood lies (prod. yami’s sin) *ON ALL PLATFORMS*

(Lyrics)

Hello pretty angel what’s your name 
I think my empty mind could fill with grace 
What’s the use of breaking all your phones 
I’d rather sleep with you than be alone 

Oh no 
The feelings start again 
So damn dark again 
I’m cold and stuck with them 
Oh no the feelings start again 
So damn dark again 
In cold and stuck with them 

Why can’t we just let it go 
Why can’t we just let it go 
Just let me know 

FaceTime and bad names 
And she likes making fights bout anything 
When I look into the sky I see the pain 
When I look into the sky I see the rain 

FaceTime and bad names 
And she likes making fights bout anything
When I look into the sky I see the rain
When I look into the sky I see her pain 

She likes FaceTimes and bad names and she likes making fights bout anything 
When I look into the sky I see the rain 
When I look into her eyes I see the pain 
Faces times and bad names and she likes making fights bout anything 
When I look into the sky I see the rain 
When I look into her eyes I see the pain 
 
Vocals mixed by ottoXL
Beat (Dan darmawan) 
Written by Side$howbob

GORT

chevy

“Shattered Reflections” is an album built from broken memories, late-night thoughts, and the pieces of yourself you’re still trying to understand. Every track feels like looking into a cracked mirror — seeing your past, your pain, and the versions of you that never fully healed.

This project dives into heartbreak, trauma, self-doubt, and the battle between who you were and who you’re becoming. With haunting melodies and brutally honest lyrics, the album captures the feeling of trying to put yourself back together while still bleeding from the breaks.

It’s raw, vulnerable, and real — a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever felt like their soul was made of shattered glass.

#shatteredreflections #album #dark #emotional #raw #heartbreak #pain #real #depressing #mentalhealth

Dying in My Head

TrippyThaKid - ADAMS SONG blink 182 COVER (prod. swvde)

prod @93feetofsmoke
mix @93feetofsmoke & @polearm
master @polearm

"fruit"

Im off a pack
In the back
Tryina calm down
only flax
Only spin round
The block now
Lag from jet 
in my bed
Made a hideout
ghillie suit
imma sue
Head ass tap out
 
Imma psychic 
If you shoot
Imma nuisance 
To the loot
Death dot 
Under my boot
wont find me 
burning books in the streets
theres no pages no ink
i pray to god thru a screen

Wait
yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell 

Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 
 
taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell

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