feel like i might lose it

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

Lyrics;
(SpaceMan Zack)
How did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
crying all alone while im in my bed 
monsters talking to me think they might be friends
how did I end up like this again
how did I end up like this again
all these fucking voices talking in my head
telling me to jump when im at the edge
and you don't know anything do you
you don't know whats wrong with me
you don't have answers now do you
don't tell me its all in my head

(RiverKinn)


its all in my head (3x)
ive been so depressed 
wishin I could get you out of my head
let me know if you might feel the same
baby that would give me hope to live
I don't wanna die no I don't wanna die though
I been feeling too gone everything reminds me of what you said
your voice in my head 
its all in my head.

HowDidIEndUpLikeThis (Ft. RiverKinn) [Prod. Calcivver]

Devil Wanna Take Me(Prod. Imotape Productions)

Official Music Video

Crying Tonight (Prod. Masked Man)

Credits:
Artist - Sewerperson
Instagram - @Sewerperson
Link - https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/i-aint-havin-none-of-dis

Lyrics
I don't mind, girl
I don't mind
We won't die
You never leave me
I know why, girl
You know why
Your love tie me
You need to leave me

I gotta say, girl
I gotta say
I gotta say
You need a reason
We won't taste, yuh
We won't die
My heart dies,
When you tease me

Yeah

[Verse]
I might go away for a long time (long time)
I could disappear leavin' no sign (no sign)
Baby if you love me tell me now
I can wait no longer [?] 'cause you know [?]
'cause you know I'm light
I just took a couple pills, and I can't feel my left side
I wish all my enemies would always wish upon mine
Baby if you're friends with me the you would know exactly why
I don't wanna fuck around and leave you while you still cry

I don't mind

Yeah, I fucking know why
Always I could taste you like the way we speakin' last night
If I hate you dawg that would you still by
No one got a answer I will let you hide
Check me for my motto, so I know it for real, yeah
Check me for the hickies, I got nothing I could spill now
I don't wanna leave you, wanna question what you feel
I don't want second guessin', I'm just happy that you feel
We go some motions behind
I don't control you tonight
Broken, I'm glad we fight
Show me where you would light me (yeah)

[Chorus]
I don't mind, girl
I don't mind
We won't die
You never leave me
I know why, girl
You know why
Your love tie me
You need to leave me

I gotta say, girl
I gotta say
I gotta say
You need a reason
We won't taste, yuh
We won't die
My heart dies,
When you tease me.
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First time editing an audio, bass is kinda fucked, wear headphones, sorry its shit lol.

i aint havin none of dis (sewerperson) [REVERBED+EDITED]

Inspired by Brennan Savage's "Cold World" prod. by Hector Vae

STREAM

COLD DAY IN HELL

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It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

I'm still on empty with low health
still running from my
he's fallen in the well
help honey I'm in hell
this cage will not suffice
they're coming for my life
it's the perfect time to strike
I've lost my will to fight
I'm missing half the plot
we ignored it or forgot
never got my point across
never found my train of thought
where's the part where I grew up?
made it right and gave a fuck
found the diamond in the rough 
I am blind and losing touch

It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

My image fades to grey
I was forged from dirt and clay
disappearing every day
we all want to go away
they don't want to see you win
want to sink your ship again
you're a lead balloon in wind
Lucy let the demons in

HELP HONEY, I'M IN HELL!

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Soundcloud: @bornhero
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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Falling Harder Than Me

Falling Harder Than Me [Prod. Born Hero]

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i aint havin none of dis (sewerperson) [REVERBED+EDITED]

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