state of solitude

#deep (redpriest)

https://soundcloud.com/keifermoon
[prod. blushh]

stressin // only :) off a bean  (ft. keifer moon) [original mix]

Constellations in da sky 
Constellations in my mind 
Ketamine has taken over my life 
Girl I need to get you out my mind 
Girl you really fucked up my life 
You Left me in a fucked up position
I wish I never met you 
I know u don’t believe in me 
U move on like we were never a thing 
U still text me when ur taken
I know u still think about me 
U treat me like I have no feelings 
U treat me like I never meant anything 
I know I was never the best
Thanks to u I have such a horrible image 
There’s so many false things bout what u said 
What about the things you’ve done u r not perfect 
U showed me I cannot trust nothing 
U showed me I cannot trust nobody 


Ketamine all on my desk 
We’re mixing drugs like experiments 
Ketamine coke and Molly 
We mix it all now we get to snorting 
We do fat lines that’s why our nose is always burning 
Ole girl heard I got coke that’s why she’s all up on me
I be so fucked up that’s why I’m barely talking 
She sat next to me when I was tripping lff the Molly 
This is not me this is the drugs talking 
I do not remember I be forgetting 
I have a drug problem I must admit 
I have a drug problem I’m addicted

get out of my mind [Dakota]

I don’t wanna go to sleep tonight 
All the bad dreams I’m having 
Is the universe tryna me something 
I wake up every morning feeling like I’m nothing 
I wish I was something 
I do not believe in coincidences 
Everything happens for a reason 
Self medication im searching for the truth 
No one really hits me up ive reach my state of solitude 
distancing myself cuz no one understands what im going thru 
 Off da dmt I saw the truth when I break thru 
I cannot believe what the fuck has happened to me I’ve made bad decisions that’s the true reality 
I refuse to walk around acting like I’m something cuz I know I’m Nothing

state of solitude [ang3lcry]

You changed my life 
I cannot deny 
What you did to me
You’re so deceiving
You act like you know everything but you don’t 
You want me to chase you but I don’t wanna chase a ghost
I did it for years and it got me nowhere 
I do miss you but it’s gonna get me nowhere 

It’s crazy how much of an impact you have on me
You left your mark on me now I’m damaged permanently
 I don’t think you want me to happy 
You show time after time misery loves company  You always try to paint a horrible image of me
You make me wanna run away from society
It makes it so much worse that I have so much anxiety 
Mental illness that is nothing new to me

I cannot spend my life like this no I can’t 
I’m getting tired of talking to people can no one can relate to me
The day I did 14 grams of shrooms I started my journey 
Idk how I’m still alive after all these drugs I’ve put in me 

Time after time I’ve tried taking my life 
Idk what’s out there but it won’t let die
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve made my family cry
Waking up from overdoses time after time
People wanna drug talk but they ain’t never live that life 
Nothing comes with it so don’t try to live this life 
I’m just tryna spread a message about life 
Over the last years I’ve seen the truth in this life

divine [threelane!]

prod. @hexedvstar

lyrics:

damn
i dropped racks
shipping bags to the doorstep
thought i cut the k out 
but i cut up more
keep playing games 
and you'll be laying in a morgue
oh yo bitch loyal?
why she actin like my whore?

you think you can touch this
i been high as fuck 
i'm on a planet near the sun bitch
you think you above this
you think you above fists
aint no one above us
6urbstomp on a rooftop
gorey but its gorgeous
tortured by the noises
crank the bass up so loud
look up and the sky's shaking
yeah and i just can't take it
damn

i dropped racks
shipping bags to the doorstep
thought i cut the k out 
but i cut up more
keep playing games 
and you'll be laying in a morgue
oh yo bitch loyal?
why she actin like my whore?

why she actin like my whore?
had her all up on the floor
she was begging for some more
so i gave a little more
now i'm walking out the door
left her on the floor
yeah i left her on the floor
i don't know what time to go
cause i really wanna stay
yeah i really wanna stay
but i really have to go

i dropped racks
shipping bags to the doorstep
thought i cut the k out 
but i cut up more
keep playing games 
and you'll be laying in a morgue
oh yo bitch loyal?
why she actin like my whore?

you think you can touch this
i been high as fuck 
i'm on a planet near the sun bitch
you think you above this
you think you above fists
aint no one above us
6urbstomp on a rooftop
gorey but its gorgeous
wanna see ur eyes pop
tortured by the noises
crank the bass up so loud
look up and the sky's shaking 
yeah and i just can't take it
damn

*_ @6urbstomp ^+ @ketamineboyz

i had a vision while on ketamine (vstar)

@mandemm
First single from farella & mandem album, 'Sprinter' 

Lyrics:
Why they be talkin' so crazy?
Countin' the money up daily (Grah)
Jump at the show, gotta pay me
Doin' it all for my baby
He pullin' up with a ray beam
Nobody else amaze me
Hop in that brand new Mercedes, I'm gone
I got a mask on my face, peace

I told 'em get out of my way
Cut off the roof and I'm switchin' the lanes
(Skrrt)
I just been makin' my way to the top
Countin' my money, my wallet don't flop
Hop in a Wraith and I'm pushin' it far
Strap on my shoulder, like soda, get popped
They don't understand what I'm sayin', Somebody say I ain't playin

I do this shit on my own
Don't give a fuck what they on
Wish they would leave me alone
Act like a dog, I'm throwin' a bone
I make a hit on my phone,
Fuck with me, you find out
They just be thinkin' I'm somethin' I'm not
Think he did somethin', it's nothin' at all

Count up the digits, I count up the 0s
Bae, don't switch no sides
I'm a popstar, shawty
I'm a popstar, shawty
I'm a popstar, shawty
All my cups are dirty

I'm a,- I'm a- I'm a popstar, shawty
I'm a popstar, shawty
I'm a popstar, shawty
All my cups are dirty

Countin' the money, I'm countin' it up
Coke on that bitch and I finish it up
Spitting that venom, I double my cup
I got racks in my pocket, I doubled it up

Hop in that car, watch it vroom fast
Diamonds my neck, and I flew back
Poppin' a pill in the bean truck
Selling that white like Selena

Countin' up my money in that bitch, drop it low
You can't fuck around with me 'cos I'm a popstar, drop it all
We been fucked up for some weeks and we ain't sippin' alcohol

(I'm a popstar yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Popstar, popstar)
(Yeah, yeah)

Why they be talkin' so crazy?
Countin' the money up daily (Grah)
Jump at the show, gotta pay me
Doin' it all for my baby
He pullin' up with a ray beam
Nobody else amaze me
Hop in that brand new Mercedes, I'm gone
Hop in that brand new Mercedes, I'm gone
I got a mask on my face, peace-

Why they be talking so crazy?

Why they be talking so crazy?

POPSTAR (Prod. mandem)

everybody's gonna leave (prod. 1ddva x lily forest)

photo creds to @quariiius
Original song: pure hex - still dark
Dont listen to my music if u don’t feel like ending ur shit

it’s always dark out

capoxxo - jwag snake song  + mayh3mp (prod. rotel)

Written by bbydemon.rx & ljp
Prod by xxnyck420xx

[Lyrics]
i dont know what i said
i dont know what i did
someone wake me up
i still feel like shit
keyblade on my wrist
baby i was so down
i dont wanna feel like this
baby i was so down yea
dont think u could have it
yea u know its tragic
it wont ever be the same
girl could u imagine

dont know what i said
dont know what i did
someone wake me up
i dont remember what i did
soemone wake me up
yea someone wake me up
i dont remember what i said
i dont remember what i did

nyck-
dont know why i said it
dont why i didnt
someone wake me up
i dont wanna regret it
cant make this shit up
i been sending you letters
i dont give a fuck
it dont make me feel better

i dont feel better when you tell me that it wont work
i never let her wear my sweater when its colder
this crazy weather need a shelter and it wont turn
i said whatever to the better part of both worlds

ljp-
dont know what i said
dont know what i did
someone wake me up
i dont remember what i did
soemone wake me up
yea someone wake me up
i dont remember what i said
i dont remember what i did

ljp2900 & xxnyck420xx - remember what i did

am i gona die [counter]

we the best 

prod Chloe stankowski 

we just cop3 out here 

i love you kitty 

state of solitude [ang3lcry]

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