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Catharsis: the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.


by LAMAR SAMURAI

CATHARSIS

Alone ($hine) | Prod. Kissa |

|Lyrics|

I was broke as fuck, broke as fuck, broke as just a joke, I had to get it up, get it up
I was all alone, I had to find myself, find myself, call up my god, I know I had some faith in him
He was tellin' shit I need to know, fuck, I lost some bros up on the road
These niggas fall, they toldin' me that they was just the one that stand up on they toes, they fuckin' tinny

I hate the way they switch on me, it's plenty, I'm makin' all this money, but they can't just fuckin' see me
I'm just that boy, I do this shit, I'm blind just like I'm Steve, I'm not the boy you seen, I see this shit just like it was a TV
Niggas actin' like they didn't understand, they didn't believe me, I'm the man up on the mission, tryna make it like I'm Ian
I just hate the way it go, I just hate the way they change on me, no, I just hate the way it go, I just hate the way they change on me, bro, I had to let it all go

A young nigga was just tryna get his dope, I hate it all, bro, that's why I never open up and get so close
Depression is the only thing that let me know I'm gone, depression is the only one that let me know I'm home
I hate the way it feel because I feel it in my skin, this shit is just like Eddie Brock with Venom back within
That's why I'm a lonely man, I kick it by my lonely cause I don't have homies, man, I can't rely on them, they lyin' to my men

This shit is just a treatment show, I'm gettin' out again, oh, hey
I can't go for that, I can't go for this shit no more, I can't go for that, I can't go for that bitch no more
Cause everyday I make my money, she be takin' those, and I don't know how I be and end up so fuckin' broke
But it's so close cause I do this for my family, and I remember days I wish my mom took Plan B

Cause she didn't plan me, I was a man B, but not so manly
I was broke as fuck, broke as fuck, broker than a junk, I had to get it up, run it up, split it with my bro
But then he trade on me, he trade on me, he turn for me, oh, I hate the way it go, the way it go, I always leave it close

GUTTER [prod.byzov]

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