collab with @6_years_1017

lyrics:
104 in Arizona
wearing black clothes in the summer
tried to go my, engines burning
fucked up but at least i’m learning

doomscroll til my eyes bleed
think you’re lost please don’t remind me
found a needle in a haystack
gotta go and get you paid back

sometimes i hate my memories
keep drowning but you’ll never see
fake smile findin a better me
but I won’t get this day back

don’t rush to letter me wrong
i wasted energy on
her favorite thrillers still run
long time since that was much fun

backstop, swing until I miss this, see through me
for just one night out
jump cut, lose her like a mistress don’t you see
i’m just not right now

pray you’ll be at home waitin
yeah i’ll be the one you hated
pay to leave for something heated
that’s some maybe, I’m just crazy
stop, I threw the last, I knew that, wait
crashin, yeah we’re too fast
rock me, tell me everything was fake
yeah maybe we’re just crazy

staring at the ceiling
Iim just trying to find the meaning
on this drifting, broken spaceship
and i’ll never make it home

so i let go of the sun it’s dusk
i’m Looking at a bloody mess
i’m spiraling and crashing
just tryin to feel young

doomscroll til my eyes bleed
think you’re lost please don’t remind me
found a needle in a haystack
gotta go and get you paid back

sometimes i hate my memories
keep drowning but you’ll never see
fake smile findin a better me
but i won’t get this day back


mostly cloudy x 6*years - doomscroll til my eyes bleed

mostly cloudy