Name: hard times (demo) by 𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧
Duration: 5 min 28 s
Description: Instrumental recorded by Vvya Melinkolya on December 27th, 2021 as an early version of Hard Times.

this was recorded the day my mom died. woah. sounds exactly like it too

Literally this song got posted the day I gave birth, went through a lot of trauma and this helped me deal…. I will forever be thankful for Hayden and all she has given us in Music, IN EMOTIONAL CAPABILITY!!!!

thanks it just healed me, I hope you don't get bald💜

im singing the hard times lyrics rn and omg this is the most depressing thing ever

Antlers, Misuse Oh, August Underground, Dog Days vibe 🖤

made w michael ollin ♡

lyrics:

how do you do it all on your own
i want to be you, you always want to be alone 
starved for touch, you’re always off
i’ve been touched too much, now touch is all i’ve got
you keep a piece of everyone who’s died
so when you say you hurt, they can’t say you lied 
when you’re afraid, you put your fist through walls
you’ve got a hole for every time yesterday calls
cradle your face, ask is it worth it 
you say “i survived”, taping up your curtains 
“yeah it hurts but you wanna know what’s worse is 
they’ll all forget me on purpose”
i’m not like you, i’m more afraid 
spending every hour counting down my days
if i was you maybe i’d be taller
but you just rage til you get smaller
cause they don’t love you, rather what you give to them

i wish they knew you
how bad it threw you
talk about bad juju
but now you’re like them too
i loved you and i watched you
someone that i knew
you’re ruined and it’s cool
but i am not like you
i am not like you
i am not like you
you’re ruined and it’s cool
but i am not you

tentillforever

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

Instrumental recorded by Vvya Melinkolya on December 27th, 2021 as an early version of Hard Times.

hard times (demo)

open mouthed, she bit you
“you can’t hurt me if i never loved you”
i was wrong when i met you
about who i thought would save who

chose to be alone 
and walk the whole way home
soaked to the bone
hid your face
said i don’t wanna play
but you were born game

bambi

little cover of rangerover that salem and i did in 2020

Unreleased - EP

rangerover (porches cover)

wrestling in dirt pits - ethel cain

South Alabama (God's Country Demo) - Ethel Cain

lyrics:

No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
'Cause how much is too much to give you?
Well, I may never know, so I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah, I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give
No one told me how bad I'd need you (need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give, give, give
Until there's nothing else
Give my all
Until it all runs out
Give, give
And I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

give until theres nothing left - ethel cain

started writing this in february 2024, i think for perverts. 

lyrics:

i saw go before me, a great impossible thing
sensual and concrete
splitting me open
renders me obsolete

i’ve slain greater
and moved on

make room in hell
make room in hell
make room in hell

they cry, you don’t have to go
they cry, you don’t have to go
my love
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know


hard times (demo)

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