man…. Idc what song it is, it can be “the god” and I’m still in a corner sobbing , hurting

Dog teeth

i fell in love again
september tends to be so cruel
he says my name and then
blah blah, so embarrassing 
but then he came and leaned in
and asks have i seen how it rains
in the plains
says he could take me there
he’s handsome as the day is long
all the while, inching his way in
like summer stumbling to a fall 
we sink into the carpet 
already wet with november’s rain 


i only bleed for him
mascara running like a champion
he says my name and then
i come so hard, i’d marry him
but then nirvana leaned in
and i lost myself again
to the rain
he asks not if but when 
blah blah, something meaningful
i don’t weave the thread
just run my hands along it
but if i did, then hell
i’d spar with death to skip your name


i can see the end
in the beginning of everything
so i just play pretend
like i don’t watch you leaving 
but you were never there
doctors blame the lead poisoning

Lead Poisoning

ethel cain - dust bowl (demo)

open mouthed, she bit you
“you can’t hurt me if i never loved you”
i was wrong when i met you
about who i thought would save who

chose to be alone 
and walk the whole way home
soaked to the bone
hid your face
said i don’t wanna play
but you were born game

bambi

Age Of Delilah

used to be on streaming services, then got taken down <\3

Ethel Cain - Bruises (Unreleased)

Ethel Cain - nettles

Two Children In A Motel (Demo) - Ethel Cain

4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

Miss Anhedönia - Kennedy Drive (Demo) [Better Quality]

Ethel Cain - Mondays

waco,texas by ethel cain

Ethel Cain-Truckers Chapel(extended prod.postumo)

waco, texas- ethel cain (demo)

got this from 

https://youtu.be/1dcM3DyJBA4?si=1edDaFfs1mP3GIF4 

#ethelcain

powerline valley - Ethel Cain demo high quality

https://youtu.be/mYhr7OadSbk?si=jvHYtayvA-LTqDfr

posted the lyrics on youtube❤️

𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 ~ 𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧

production/vocals/engineering by SUN$ET
On all plats 6/18

Lead Poisoning

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