this reminds me of that scene in x where pearl was dancing infront of the red lights

how it feels to be never be fully woman, even as afab

this is the yummiest thing i have ever heard

Perverts

Inbred

God's Country (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

every perfect summer is eating me alive until you’re gone

i bet on losing dogs (mitski cover)

Preacher’s Daughter

Family Tree (Intro)

Nymphs Finding The Head Of Orpheus

As we celebrate the birth of Christ, Christmas is canceled in his home of Bethlehem. Keep Palestine in your thoughts.

If You Were Born Today (Low cover)

lyrics:
my honey’s heart is blue and a second offbeat
always tugging at me like he’s running out of daylight
yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain’t right, ain’t right
only acting this cool when he’s walking with me
1998, forever and a day
i keep the pictures hanging where the world can see ‘em
i hope I die today
save me from another late night of red eyes
but then the morning comes
you were there looking for me but I
i was gone, turned my back for a moment and
you had fallen apart

they’ve been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
selling pages of the times we’ve been waiting on
now the weight’s too much and I can’t hold you anymore
how much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
not even the memories are immortal
terrified on this side of a conversation
a conversation we’ll never come back from
i’ll never live it down if I never get around it
cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
i liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and I tried alright
now I’ll wear these scars for life
i loved you when it hurt inside to
but in the low light
you know I’d do anything for you

you know I’d do anything for you
you know it’s true cause I’ve said it to you
held in my arms, I swore I’d be good to you
then sat and watched as you walked away from me

christ is cruel but you're so crueler

waco, texas (ethel cain cover)

Punish

Housofpsychoticwomn

Vacillator

Onanist

1 route 66 
2 legend
3 papeloa + @saig23 & @seanpotter
4 wayne's drunk piano interlude + @seanpotter
5 teddy bear #explore + @seanpotter
6 feet lover + @trackmeets
7 #liveyourlife outro + rihanna mdr

cover @yuk0o

Also wanna thank all the guys who r making this sound evolve, 
they maybe not on this but #youknowtheygotthis

deliverance pack+ saig, seanpotter & julian

6//6//2016 

LYRICS
do i talk too much or not enough can't control anything
i used to say, that you are on top, that you can move mountains
tried to pick locks when i was younger with hairpins, 
i am forgetting everything as soon as it happens, 
pained by everything that i need to let go, 
yknow theres safety in self destruction because at least you know where youre gonna go
very alone i will not reach out, 
please dont come to me i am panic attacks and nosebleeds 
in the girls toilets at school 
oh, i'm grateful 
bull in a china shop, im waiting at the bus stop
blue tiled swimming pools, y'know i used to suffer fools
shouting less than i thoughtand breaking stuff i bought 
I learnt a lot of patience but never wanna be complacent 
i was crying into my sleeve on the top floor of an apartment complex 
i was 8 years old 
lost in a cartoon estate, you know i really think that she is my soulmate 
sorry if this is weird
nearly half disappeared at 17 years i try to retrace, 
pinpoint and drawing maps try to figure out exactly what happened to me, very alone i do not reach out 
please come to me i am panic attacks and nosebleeds and these are not battlescars 
these are the echoes of a disorder 
messy taurus girl with blood caked under your finger nails 
i won't ask questions 
suffocating for years and drowning in all of your fears 
i am terribly afraid strangled by desperation 
she said "you mess of crooked teeth, what'd you bury underneath?" 
i used to watch videotapes in my mams bedroom when i was sick 
i always knew how i would die one day 
on my own terms always on my own terms
and she said "dear, you are not an island" 
drinking cranberry juice at night and spilling it on myself 
oh god i need to go 
there is a past and I remember it 
I need to float through the ceiling

the stuff you think about late at night and never tell anyone about

wow it feels so good to finally release this wtf

Punish

𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧

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