forgot to upload this lol

i had to disconnect it round for a reason 
i never thought the world would go my way
i couldn’t love that, all i looked for were the leisions
cause it never gets persuaded and you never gonna change… ok
never thought i see you again
i was fine with that i’ll dream about it when sleeping in and evaluating time that i wasted online
it’s kinda how i cope
i pretend I'm more interesting and make myself a god 
(I tried to disconnect your left hand side)
i think about the past where i tried to fight and lost
(Say you could just pretend)
why listen to your words to hear that everything still sucks
i made sure that the problem wouldn’t come to life again
i disregard your actions because i know i'm still a mess
i had to change my purpose, my identity's reset
say sorry when i'm dead
ok my name is Moto Jenn
the fuck? my name is Moto Jenn
sometimes its best to accept what you're given, i might never fall in love 
because i know that if i did, i'd most likely self destruct
they don’t have to be my shadow cause i know i’m super lush
and that tremble in that voice conveys you’re never getting touched
so i came up in a forest screaming, crowd is getting choked
and relationships got ruined, all i thought about were ghosts
and there’s not a point in asking, i don’t even know the answer
when i look into your eyes, all i think about is failure
i wake up every morning all i think about is failure
i wake up every morning all i think about is failure
when i think about forever debts 
so i think about forever debts 
of course i think about forever debts 
i couldn’t care if i’m lame, in the end it’s all ok
it’s ok
it’s ok
you can try to fill the void with alcohol and drugs
then you'll try to find the meaning in life but you won't find any love
you found that out the hard way
you found that out the hard way
(you found that out the hard way)
you found that out the hard way
(tried to disconnect this world like a thousand times)
life is not worth living if it's not what i'm doing
life is not worth living if it's not what i'm doing
life is not worth living if it's not what i'm doing
life is not worth living if it's not what i'm doing
i had to disconnect it round for a reason 
i never thought the world would go my way
i couldn’t love that, all i looked for were the leisions
cause it never gets persuaded and you never gonna change

Lush

overseas

prod omar duro

i think i luv it no one hmu
i think i luv u way too much
teenage suicide girl u should be by my side
tripple cs fentanyl nothing gets me high like you 
i turned her crazy cuz she wants me by her side 
i wear this like a chain but you’d look better in it 
tie my noose 
i see why no one call me
no one would find my body 
i think im almost dead but by the morning i’ll be sobbing 
nothing can make me happy idk what she sees in me 
addicted to blues addicted to almost everything 
addicted tragedy heroin xtc
take another i can’t breathe 
take another i can’t cuz these drugs are like my shadow they go everywhere i go 
i think i like the pain im so addicted chemicals 
they still talk to me if im morbid and im cold 
my flaws keep burning through my skin its always difficult

i turned her crazy

djbagelsituation

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R5sjOMGKa8Otv2FeUSNTe?si=TgpLI4hzRxuNNQGBVpDBjA

thx https://soundcloud.com/prodtxmg
with https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx
vocal mixing by me & oryx
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/1crystalash

let it go
let it go
feel ur body 2 the flow
vision blur, off adderall
keep going til u feel no more
the bass the speakers bout 2 blow
turn it up we are the show
acid laced w fentanyl
cant feel anything at all

oh, i know that this is wrong
but i love feeling gone
i just wna have fun, oh oh
i, i love turning up
i love feeling numb
it gets me so dumb

when im in the zone i just tweak on my phone
all in my head nd i feel so alone
think i might go cuz i wna go home :/
dont kno my life so i go w the flow

i love this feeling tht i get
when ur all stukup in my head
its somth tht i cant 4get
tie the knot & cherish it

i love it when we fucked up
i love it when we drunk
i love it when we fuck
i love the way we love
x2

https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx
posted up with dethkitty on this fkn track
i got skinny jeanz on what you know abt that
so fly and high, my dms are dry
got no friends
almost 5:00am and i cant fucking sleep
when i do i always got the weirdest fuckin dreams
cant lie, sometimes i wanna die and thats that
you run your way 2 my heart
and i knew it was love from the start
oh baby cant you see that youre the one for me
youre the one for me, i just want you to know
i fucking hate it everytime that you go, go, go, go
i dont even really fucking kno kno kno kno
(kno kno kno kno)

let it go
let it go
feel ur body 2 the flow
vision blur, off adderall
keep going til u feel no more
the bass the speakers bout 2 blow
turn it up we are the show
acid laced w fentanyl
cant feel anything at all

oh, i know that this is wrong
but i love feeling gone
i just wna have fun, oh oh
i, i love turning up
i love feeling numb
it gets me so dumb


i know u love when im a mess
& i love to mess all in ur bed
i will be urs until the end
cuz this a type of love u wont 4get
its like a drug Bro I'm addicted I fucking need that shit I'm feening
its all i got, nd once its gone then ill miss it
keep it close & promise u ill protect it
ill protect it

Ijust wana have fun

Ijust wana have fun :) w/ hateoryx

how do you wait for heaven?

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live set of mine on 8/10/24
picture by @_.6en._ on IG

live @ virtual reality 08/10/24

can we stay like this

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