i opened and got vulnerable
i thought it'd feel good, it feels horrible :/
just gotta talk, just gotta talk
ima ago to sleep
now i have to wake up to responsibility
silver on my necklace
aquamarine bracelet
a text that made me restless
a better explanation
i can tell ur upset
ima overthink that
wake up in the morning
i dont wanna check that
ima take u out to get u clothes
looking thru the goodwill bins
i never get sleep its like im never in my bed
pillow talk moment, u should talk at me instead
u should talk to me instead
swear i love to listen in
got a baggy full of something
that's best used for studying
study buddy shawty if u wanna turn up
think i know a guy, yea i think i got a plug
i opened and got vulnerable
i thought it'd feel good, it feels horrible
just gotta talk, just gotta talk
ima ago to sleep
now i have to wake up to responsibility
i let myself open up
horrible
baby i just think ur so
wonderful
i dont wanna fuck this up
vulnerable
ill be ur oasis baby
wonderwall
i let myself open up
horrible
baby i just think ur so
wonderful
i dont wanna fuck this up
vulnerable
ill be ur oasis baby
wonderwall
(all me, all u)

pillowtalkwonderwall (wayza)

@hcqueenxo

say what’s up to the moon
say what’s good to the stars
i’ll be with u everywhere
it doesn’t matter where u are
we could visit in a dream
u could see me in the dark
u can run from the past
but you’ll never get far

waste a wish on a comet
it was subpar
i was hoping to be better
but i always raise the bar
i’ve been practicing my gratitude
but some days it gets hard
there’s some space between us now 
and we keep growing apart
i don’t wanna live forever
but i’m scared of losing heart
i’ve been trynna work it out
but i still don’t know where to start 
feeling lost and alone
the beginning of an arc
i’ve been racing for the finish
they still haven’t set the mark

say what’s up to the moon
say what’s good to the stars
i’ll be with u everywhere
it doesn’t matter where we are
we could visit in a dream
u could see me in the dark
u can run from the past
but you’ll never get far

they up & left, but it’s my fault 
got no one to catch me when i fall
who’s left? there’s no one at all
ruined in a moment, can’t afford the cost

rest up, you’ll be back in a minute
got my head up, think it’s time for new beggings
either way i’m still the one who’s winning
working on a dream i’m not the only one who’s in it

say what’s up to the moon
say what’s good to the stars
i’ll be with u everywhere
it doesn’t matter where we are
we could visit in a dream
u could see me in the dark
u can run from the past
but you’ll never get far

the moon & the stars (homecomingqueen)

@hcqueenxo

she said my heart was cold like ice, i had to keep it froze
the way that life gone twist & turn had kept me on my toes
got my back against the wall but all i see is gold
even at my lowest, even in my deepest throes
they gone belittle me like uzi if i'm right or wrong
called me a liar but i tell the truth in all my songs
every word is hypocritical, it don't belong
if i kept fucking my head up wouldn't have made it long
back alley, burner, this shit gone make somebody lean ov'
tell it how it is, they don't understand just what i mean tho
seen my nightmares turn to reality like meek mill
drugs don't get me high, they make me forget how to be real
had to leave my home to chase the dream, i took the green pill
yea my money blue, but everything i see is green still
altered my reality, i ain't chasing no cheap thrills
in the game i'm hungry for this shit, i need the king's meal
reality gone actualize but i still feel i'm far from it
everything is falling into place, but i'm so far from it
everything could happen in a flash, am i far from it?
if we talking data and the likelihood, i'm far from it
had to leave my dreams in the past, yeah i'm far from it
m-0-t-h posted in the lab, tatted on my stomach
i can't keep it realer than reality, i'm not above it
watched my angels turn into my demons just like Lucy's plummet
7 years later, i'm still in it like i just started
major difference is this time around i'm in it wholehearted
had to face my fears and look within, i'm hitting all the targets
it takes a match to light a flame, so come and watch me spark it

417++

farfromit (homecomingqueen)

@hcqueenxo
@lilwetwet2001

lyrics:

m0th
i was stuck up in the house, yeah i got snowed in
took a ride thru the city, it was frozen
the wind was so chilly make yr nose drip
way i whip around a corner call it snow drift
got hit with a power outage, we had no heat
tip-toeing through the house like i got cold feet
shawty keep hitting my phone, i think she trynna leave
feeling like a snow angel bout to spread my wings
8 ball to the face, i give u tunnel vision
spirits pushing me around but i ain't superstitious
i got scars on my head from where they gave me stitches
doctor sewed me back together, that shit made me vicious 
8 figure check, that's been my whole conviction 
i got faded denim on me, that's a true religion
queen could make a scripture out this, i been truly spitting
i been working towards a dream & now it's time to live it

lil wet wet
i could reel around the time n tell u what it rlly is
i been praying to the pedestal defining what it is
falling from the sky & feeling lighter than a break
trying for the tangible and crying when i miss
it's so slimy when i slip
u can tie me to the list
water splashes in the pool
u can find me when it breaks
i made true religion cool then i went n left the state
i been putting in the proof 
it was destiny & fate
i been testing
ur assuming
it's attaching to a trait
we mismatched and it was gruelling
i been gasping at decay
i been maximizing moves and making habits out of pain
i been dreaming in the daytime showing up an hour late
she been mixing up my waistline i can be u over waste
i been feeling not myself attributing it to a phase
i been looking for reflection finding it inside ur gaze
yea braised
it was days

ezekiel

snowed in + lil wet wet (homecomingqueen)

@hcqueenxo

ion know why u lie, why u lied on me
is it cuz she die when she ride on me?
fighting for my life, would you fight for me?
called out on a dime, would you slide, homie?

2015 when I started, 2020 had to hate it
i got burn holes in my memories, 'round that time my mind was vacant
i was tracking down my ego, swore i thought i could replace it
psychic damage all i got, it took me 4 years just to face it
now i'm 23 and smiling, swear i'm done being complacent
i'll be friends with all my exes, gotta fake it 'til u make it!

i don't wanna be forgotten in my lifetime
i don't wanna make mistakes, but i have to
i don't wanna love, there isn't any passion
i don't wanna yearn if i can't ever have u
what's the point in moving on if there ain't anywhere to go?
what's the point in going fast if i wanna take it slow?

every night keeps getting darker
loving u got harder
(exes, exes, exes)
i keep running from the marker
turn me to a song that you turn on as we grow farther
held that girl inside my heart, i guess i couldn't guard her
i'm just a feature on a track
every word is an attack
i been talking to u, i know u heard me but won't talk back
is it something that i lack?
is it something that he has?
is it something that you wanted but never got in the past?

pass me the phone
all my exes keep on calling
i pick it up when i'm alone
all my exes keep on calling

exes (homecomingqueen)

music video:

produced by homecominqueen x dj k'd
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
recorded @ wwu

never scored (hcq x dj k’d) *video in description*

prod AT x Zuto
cover art by @ swagcidal on IG

frogs freestyle (@6prodbyat x @omgzuto)

out of bed just for 7eleven
everything said was true
after a night spent without you

out of bed just to never remember
any lesson learned to keep it down
n all i wanna say is

tough talk bitch, where’s your motion
it’s just a number on a screen
yea all you’ve ever been
is all you’ll ever be
just a soul no one could steer
from a fall that never leaves
in the rearview, it’s always closer than it seems

n i can’t stand what you stood for
n everything you said, fuck you
i’ll see you in hell, but i won’t be first

tough talk bitch, where’s your motion
it’s just a number on a screen
yea all you’ve ever been
is all you’ll ever be
just a soul no one could steer
from a fall that never leaves
in the rearview, it’s always closer than it seems

rearview

I hope ur memories of me get corrupted
I know that u know I didn't wanna do this
no ion wanna do this
no

shadows are lurking
I'm so nervous, stuck on my words and---

u dont even know
ur stuck in my walls
u won't ever go
u won't ever go

lets just pretend its worth it..
lets just not worry...

I hope ur memories of me get corrupted
I know that u know I didn't wanna do this
no ion wanna do this
no

pillowtalkwonderwall (wayza)

mou2e