Lyrics

I am my enemy
Pain self-afflicting
In my diary hide my key
To the inside personality
Goodbye my family
Cause I'm sick of the fuckin' sight of me
Fuck you and your philosophy
Cause I'm sick of the way you're treating me

I know what I'm becoming

I shoulda stopped
When I got the caution
But now I've cops
At my door with a warrant
Yeah
When will I be Free
Of this disease
I'm so afraid of me

I'm so afraid of me

If you cut me I won't bleed
Nothing left inside of me
I'm on the in between
Of normal and Insanity
Locked in a cell
Screaming' out I need help
See a shadow coming
Is it really there
I can't tell
I got a prisoner mental state
Fuckin' help me I got to escape

I know what I'm becoming

I shoulda stopped
When I got the caution
But now I've cops
At my door with a warrant
Yeah
When will I be Free
Of this disease
I'm so afraid of me

I shoulda stopped
When I got the caution
But now I've cops
At my door with a warrant
A warrant
When will I be Free
Of this disease
I'm so afraid of me

I'm so afraid of me
I'm so afraid of me
I'm so afraid of me

Afraid Of Me

Lyrics

I’m an alien
With an addiction
I’m insane can’t numb this pain
Yeah I
(Wanna die)
Smoke a cigarette
Have I cancer yet?
Losing weight I’m so afraid
Yeah I
(I don’t wanna die)

But I feel like
I’m a fuckin’ waste of space
I’m just a nuisance
Makin’ all these damn mistakes
Yeah and some days
I just wanna fade away
Save me please
Cause right now I’ve lost all
Hope I am tryna find my
Soul I have tried to find a little
Rope my goodbyes
Are written in stone
Cause I feel so low

Fuck the consequence
Followin’ my absence
I sleep all day drink the night away
Yeah I
(Wanna die)
Dress a different way
I feel like a girl some days
I’m afraid what will they say?
Yeah I
(I don’t wanna die)

But I feel like
I’m a fuckin’ waste of space
I’m just a nuisance
Makin’ all these damn mistakes
Yeah and some days
I just wanna fade away
Save me please
Cause right now I’ve lost all
Hope I am tryna find my
Soul I have tried to find a little
Rope my goodbyes
Are written in stone
Cause I feel so low

Feel so low
Feel so low
Feel so low
Feel
I’m fuckin’ lower than the catacombs

But I feel like
I’m a fuckin’ waste of space
I’m just a nuisance
Makin’ all these damn mistakes
Yeah and some days
I just wanna fade away
Save me please
Cause right now I’ve lost all
Hope I am tryna find my
Soul I have tried to find a little
Rope my goodbyes
Are written in stone
Cause I feel so low

Cause I feel so low

Because I feel so low

Low

Mourning Shadows