☠️💕

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locked inside my room again
thinking about u again
is this really how its gonna end 
i wish u'd b my girlfriend

i trust u never once worried
thought i was rushing things i didnt wanna hurry
u wanna keep me safe i dont want u to hurt me too 
but its impossible if i just really love u 

and i do
and i do 
i rlly do 
and i do
2x

im awaiting
will this go 
how im thinking

i have faith in god 
cuz this is no mistake
almost gave up but i had to stop
cuz i know my love isnt fake
just be urself please
i'll be pleased
i'd do it all for u 
to make u happy 
im not the dirty type 
but lets get zappy
i love ur selfies
and ur body 
its not over cuz i like u 
u could reject me its ok dont be scared to 

thought i lost then, i just didnt know
its not the end yea i have hope 
so stressed im sweating bury me in snow
clipping my nails with my teeth i wanna slit my throat

waitingwaiting Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6OE7QfoV1LqH91PDEetKvm?si=f4cd93c3405b47e4

do u feel it when i kiss the phone
all the butterflies
that are in my heart when u say u love me 
i dont like when u 
distance from me
can u put ur chest
on my body 

theres no more fish inside the river 
disappointed i head back to my pond 
luckily 
i have u
u stick out like a lonely swan 
lonely swan b my pawn 
make it to the end and gain my trust 
n b my queen 
lets get out of the scene
go m.i.a.
turn on dnd

dont hit my phone im in paradise
one glance at her and i melt like ice
told her i love her so much 
i wanna suffice 
she said she wants me to stay by her side
i said gladly i'll b ur knight 
b my lantern b my light 
guide me through the darkness
lets feed on each other 
no need to harvest 

i wanna ask how u think of me 
am i the boy u rlly need 
i've been broken before girls gave up on me 
am i all that u have i wanna believe 

am i the one u need
am i the only one that you'll ever see
ur the only one that i need
just prove one thing to me 
do u feel it when i kiss u thru the phone 
all the butterflies when i say i love u 
i know i've distanced from you
but i need u to trust me the way i trust u

lonely swan Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Ghgyt3POC3FJGjzQpWkW8?si=009b70bc5b2847b4

i've tried for too long with this 
i'm sick of being patient 

i "made up with her"
the void in my chest grew how's it gotten worse? 
i know that she's no good for me but i still want 
on purpose i stalk her looking for things that'll haunt 

hope is a hoax
hope is a curse 
n i shoulda known 

whatd u text me this time
whatd u text me this time
dont ask whats on my mind 
dont ask if i've been fine 
i dont wanna spill the truth 
cuz after all these desperate attempts i still miss u

i cant tell this to anyone Prod bloodsekai

prod @humanendeavour

nights like this
i dont want to exist
id rather rest in piss
im just a failure kid
2x

slit my wrist up
i miss ur kisses
and i miss ur wishes
need ur forgiveness
be my business
i'll add the mrs.
i guess satan listens
i wish god would fix this

morning noon and night
i just want to die
hit 17 real soon
i just hope i can bloom

nights like this

old song prod @bloodsekai

wish i knew what to say
u could b mines today
nothing comes to me
i must be dumb truly
my brain doesnt work
i question my worth
why do things just get worse
am i living with a curse

i feel so clueless
dont know how to live
im starting to drown
need therapy now
dreams of me put down
theres no joy in bound
i hate my sound
hate going out
i let love down
it took three rounds

i make the worst shit ever

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi