@weejk cover ft @bloodsekai
prodme (lot ofjhelp from sekai!!!)

@yukisasayaki:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

@bloodsekai:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

rain w/ bloodsekai (cover)

prod. zakuro
ur in the back of my car
i never knew life could get this hard
ur face on my phone i feel so alone
im stuck in my head again
i just had to
i cant trust u
i took it too far
u dont know what ive gone through
ur pictures on my wall again
i regret everything i did
and now i have to live with it
im so sorry but please dont tell
i really cant do this by myself
the days just dont go by the same
now that i never hear ur name
i just had to
i cant trust u
i took it too far
u dont know what ive gone through
ur pictures on my wall again
i regret everything i did
and im not gonna live with it..

end of the road

@bloodsekai

:speedwhyutryinnottolaugh:

maybe if i tried a little bit harder
id see results flow in like water
god i wish it was this easy
i just live and watch time beat me

last week i watched a long vid of social tips
i think me and u know i didnt benefit 
speaking out loud sucks it really makes me sweat
i hate being myself unless im around my friends

my lips are stapled shut
i wanna talk to you but i'd look dumb 
i wanna talk to you but i'd sound dumb

maybe i should try harder Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

prod @bloodsekai ft @foreverstained

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

@foreverstained:
i just cant do nothing by myself
i need u here to keep me well
i feel like i dont belong
i'll never get what i want
what i want is u
i wish ud want me to
my aggression grows
why would i let go

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

i kno u dont feel the same
but its racking up in my brain
n its causin all sorts of pain 
crack the picture n the frame
it wont ever be the same
what else have u got to gain?
i dont wanna play this game
i dont wanna play this game

right my wrongs w/ lifeless

@bloodsekai

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u
my final words have been due
ur someone i cant stick to
ur too attacthed just go away
i'll call wen i dont need space
gave u a ring and ate your face
im sorry for the waste

imperfect im like u
but u have a few screws
i need to get them loose
cuz you'll just hurt me

kiss me n kill me too
marry and leave me

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u

kiss marry k*ll you Prod bloodsekai

prod sekai

i paint and try 
i draw and cry
i wish u were mine
wish i could talk to u
how i vent into my mic
i want another wife
i want another wife

she took everything i knew
everything it feels so new
i dont wanna take things slow
i know that im doomed
give me sum convo starters
give me some branches to leech on
ur sick but wont even lead on 
u dont need me so i'll just be gone

not a real song not a real song not a real song

fnf sky mod cover :p (i wrote the lyrics)
prod me

wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive

i want u right now
i need u right now

ill take u to my house and we can kiss
we'll do it all night long cus
i love u i love u i love u baby
i love u i love u wanna be with u always 
x2

wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive

ill brainwash u till u love me
so dont leave or itll get pretty ugly baby 
i dont think that u can hurt me
cus if u do then ill kill myself and ill ruin u darling 
oooooooh
ooooooh

wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive
lala

wife forever (cover)

woke up on saturday
to a kick right in the face
i have to work in minimum wage
i shouldnt have to work today
because i wanna stay online
i know that i should really get a life
i wont

spend my days on the internet
i fell happy when im isolated

i wont go outside
ill just stay inside
i wont go outside
ill just stay inside

spending my days on the internet

broooooooooo 

found who i need
cant let her leave
dont want to bleed
just want to breath
get close to me

theres all the reason to stay
get rid of all my pain
so low u make me feel okay
make me feel okay
8x

found who i need
(make me feel okay)
cant let her leave
(make me feel okay)
dont want to bleed
(make me feel o)
just want to breath
(make me feel okay)
get close to me
(make me feel okay)

not a real song not a real song not a real song

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi