me when i'm one and tomorrow's my birthday:

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i was lying when i said i didn’t care at all
starting to get fucked up off this adderall
im choking (choking)
ur white dress getting soaked in all dis blood
can u stop it? ik u never gave a fuck
my bloods spoiled, i can feel it getting worse everyday. (everyday)
so ill get down and pray 4 better days (better days)
i looked into her eyes.. in that cold gaze

ill tip over in my seat
u were looking so fine, u were pretty and petite!
nothing lasts forever, u were down at his feet
ill js rot in my bed n play it all on repeat

(chorus)

bleeding

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

prod me ft @weejk (aka @revivle with new preset)

yeayeaeya pop the molly in theclubb pop the molly in the clubb

fuckin on dis girl n her new best friend
pop another molly yea the party never ends
i kno that u like me yea no need to play pretend
but i get so attached n ill always depend on u
when u dont want me to
spending every night staying up for u
cus thats my nature
get jealous grab my razor then
cut my skin like paper cus
i can not replace her

cryin on the club floor
like what the fuckk
i jus need like one more
n thats enough
x2

pop the molly in the club
gettin too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch im off of these drugs
woah im walkin dead

the party never ends w/ wujek

ppwc

all black everything yaa wen i pop out 
i cant hear a thing my headphones are so loud
my body moves with the beat 
close my eyes im in the club
asked her who she wants to be n she said my slut
said she has another man i said idgaf 
really love how u dance when ur off of the drug
maybe u could take my hand baby we could fall in love
said what do we do from here i said all of the above

for the night plz just trust me 
for the night plz just love me
for the night plz just touch me 
for the night plz just fuck me

who do u want to be prod 2broke #ppwc

@bloodsekai

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maybe if i tried a little bit harder
id see results flow in like water
god i wish it was this easy
i just live and watch time beat me

last week i watched a long vid of social tips
i think me and u know i didnt benefit 
speaking out loud sucks it really makes me sweat
i hate being myself unless im around my friends

my lips are stapled shut
i wanna talk to you but i'd look dumb 
i wanna talk to you but i'd sound dumb

maybe i should try harder Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

prod me
 @bloodsekai

oh dont u know
im a star
and ill pay for 
all of your things
cos i know
u cant!!!
u cant!!!
pay for shit!!

dont ya know
im a star
and ill pay
for ur things
cos i know
u cant!!!
u cant!!!
pay for shit!!

im sorry i take offense
the money that u use
is never well spent
u buy clothes u never wear
u play games u dont even care
u buy clothes u never wear
u play games u dont even care abt
in the first place
getting first place

dont ya know
i'm a star
and ill pay for ur things
(sekai: and you're a spoiled bitch!!!!)
cos i know
u cant!!!
u cant!!!
pay for shit!!

dont ya know
i'm a star
and ill pay for ur things
(sekai: and you're a spoiled bitch!!!!)
cos i know
u cant!!!
u cant!!!
pay for shit!!

you're a spoiled bitch! (ft. bloodsekai)

prod @bloodsekai ft @foreverstained

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

@foreverstained:
i just cant do nothing by myself
i need u here to keep me well
i feel like i dont belong
i'll never get what i want
what i want is u
i wish ud want me to
my aggression grows
why would i let go

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

i kno u dont feel the same
but its racking up in my brain
n its causin all sorts of pain 
crack the picture n the frame
it wont ever be the same
what else have u got to gain?
i dont wanna play this game
i dont wanna play this game

right my wrongs w/ lifeless

xowillow cover + @bloodsekai

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Im feeling super out of it
Next to you my heart starts to flip
Im super lame
Cant entertain
And when I try and talk to you
I always end up looking rude
I dont know why
I fail every time

I took some tips from guys online
Put on some lipstick then I'll find
A girl like you
You are so cool
Youre super punk
I super suck
You sucker punch my fucking guts
I cant be fine
I'm out of line

Dont wait for me
Delete your discord
Don't wait for me
I'm already gone

loser cover

@bloodsekai beat

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood

nobody cares 
nothing is fair
i hate my hair
i hate my wear
they always stare 
i am aware
i am alone
im on my own

i know u wont
if u think dont
good intentions
just uncapable
i want to give
reasons to live
i want to live
lets coexist

breaking my heart
fate tears me apart
fate tears me apart
2x

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood
i want to say i love u i love u 

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi

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