me when i'm one and tomorrow's my birthday:

soul eater instrumental yeaa

original song - papermoon by tommy heavenly6

how many times i saw it thru
why did i forgive you
i failed again what do i do 
my hearts just like a papermoon 

so much im scared of so much im scared of
does it scare u does it scare u 

my love leads me to dark places 
i cant recognize these faces
how i hate it 
all my phases

throw me away 
take me to the abyss please
everything ive done
i just wanna go to sleep 
came to an agreement 
no ones gonna notice me
i'll be fine alone living in a fantasy
dont trust me i cant even trust myself
i always say i want love even tho it wont go well 
my mind hasn't landed from the hole where it fell 
i dont know why i cant keep things to myself

i tell everyone everything about my life 
i know they hate me i know they wish id die
why is he so loud why does he always smile
i wanna go for a while and just cry me a nile
and let my blood drip
let my blood drip to the tile
'i dont deserve this'
well ur in denial

papermoon remix

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

@oxwillow cover

bloodsekai + yuki - beta orbiter

prod me

ooooh
i dont wanna choose
yea my brains so fried
its turned into juice and
iiiiii dont wanna
think abt the past
cus lifes movin too fast

when ur goin? idk
but winters comin with the snow
n i wont have anyone to hold
when i get sad or i get cold
like icicles
ill pierce ur heart with love
until ur high above
my angel from the snow

ooooh
i dont wanna choose
yea my brains so fried
its turned into juice and
iiiiii dont wanna
think abt the past
cus lifes movin too fast
x2

snow angel

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

i know i can be dry
im jus too fuckin shy
the thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
but i swear i rlly try
i try n try n try
but i fail every time
and now i wanna die

i cant help but look down on myself
im my own biggest hater yea, got the trophy on my shelf
i wanna give u the world but i cant stay
id let u use my body as an ash tray

tell me that im worthless n u wanna see my dead
got me slicing my wrists open while im layin in my bed
n i dont wanna linger on all the things u said
but i know its all my fault cus im useless n ur the best

watchu want i got anythin u ask for
if i cant give u love then bury me in asphalt
watchu want i got anythin u ask for
if i cant give u love then baby pls jus beg more
i know i can be dry
im jus too fuckin shy
the thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
but i swear i rlly try
i try n try n try
but i fail every time
and now i wanna die

anything u ask for

@bloodsekai beat

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood

nobody cares 
nothing is fair
i hate my hair
i hate my wear
they always stare 
i am aware
i am alone
im on my own

i know u wont
if u think dont
good intentions
just uncapable
i want to give
reasons to live
i want to live
lets coexist

breaking my heart
fate tears me apart
fate tears me apart
2x

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood
i want to say i love u i love u 

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

prod. zakuro
dont waste ur time to look for me
theres so much that we'll never see
and i just hope u know im sorry
im sorry
ive never known who i can trust
this world wasn't made for those like us
just jump and try not to fuck it up
i wanna be strangers again
redo our lives we'll change the end
let's hope for the best to come
when we're reborn but now let's jump
(what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i)
we're on the tv, the screen says two dead bodies
that fell too far down
what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i

cyanide ft bloodsekai

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

lyrics:

cause you are the piece of me 
I wish I didn't need 
chasing relentlessly
still fight and I don't know why

if our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
if our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

if i die また消えて灰になる手の中
i promise u 君は夢で見た時、雨の中

it's all lie

all lies, all gone
all lies, I believed
all lies, every dream
all lies, just ashes

prod.rai4real

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi

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