@bloodsekai

staring at each other in the back of class
who would've known that tryna love wld be so bad
so my wrists bleeding on the ground no one can go help
bc no one wants to help a lonely reject
i hate the words that i said
i feel so sick i regret that
im walking in on you two
who would've known that love is so cruel

i was so infatuated w ur smell
i don't know if u can tell
but im starting to get fed up aswell
there's no going back go n stop that
i don't want ur help u already know that
i wanna cut your head off
wanna cut ur head off

i said we had something special
now my hearts on the table
i swear to god didn't mean to do this
i have the gun and i had to shoot it
you were mine, i was sad
this schizophrenia can't be that bad
suffocating, medicating
the only thing that makes me

i feel okay
i am mad
you're so angry, im so mad
i think ill kill you again

classroom romance w/ lovecupid prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/3yTwJwQ1pc5OoZNYorbs1P?si=74f882d670e042c9

maybe if i tried a little bit harder
id see results flow in like water
god i wish it was this easy
i just live and watch time beat me

last week i watched a long vid of social tips
i think me and u know i didnt benefit 
speaking out loud sucks it really makes me sweat
i hate being myself unless im around my friends

my lips are stapled shut
i wanna talk to you but i'd look dumb 
i wanna talk to you but i'd sound dumb

maybe i should try harder Prod bloodsekai

xo willow loser cover

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

@bloodsekai beat

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood

nobody cares 
nothing is fair
i hate my hair
i hate my wear
they always stare 
i am aware
i am alone
im on my own

i know u wont
if u think dont
good intentions
just uncapable
i want to give
reasons to live
i want to live
lets coexist

breaking my heart
fate tears me apart
fate tears me apart
2x

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood
i want to say i love u i love u 

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

prod sekai

i paint and try 
i draw and cry
i wish u were mine
wish i could talk to u
how i vent into my mic
i want another wife
i want another wife

she took everything i knew
everything it feels so new
i dont wanna take things slow
i know that im doomed
give me sum convo starters
give me some branches to leech on
ur sick but wont even lead on 
u dont need me so i'll just be gone

not a real song not a real song not a real song

You were shirtless in his bed...

prod me

oh i guess
things are all over now
and i guess we'll go back
to the way things
used to be before

when i was counting on u
u just left me to the side
got me crying over u
i swear this happens
all the time
and when ur cutting
all alone again
like all the other times
i hope u think of me
and u fkn realize in time
that u miss me
so our memories
werent a waste of time
and when u kissed me
for hours
did u feel a thing or
its all just a lie?

its so over

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

kinda sick rn sry

prod me

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

im so sorry
i rlly dont know
cant express my feelings, i jus choke
cant talk to human beings, no words spoke
i dont have any meaning, my mind is cloaked

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

i cant clean up the mess i made
im too far gone my life is drained
i think sometimes i get afraid
that everyone i love's ashamed
x2

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke
x2

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi