I Like A Girl But Shes Such A Poser

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

wujek & pwnd - so there's this girl

@vluuu2 

bad mix #enjoy the sounds

theres no point in trying
i like u theres no denying it 
i cant resist
my hearts been coerced by the lies in my head
it was over since the first yea im better off dead
struggle thru this fuckin pain yea i dont got no meds 
put a smile on my face theres a gun to my head
forget my legacy inflame my deathbed 

reject my heart
make me hate life
it was over since the start
and now i wanna cry 
put my poker face on they cant know i wanna die
ive been hurting for so long my whole life's been a lie 

nd i look up to the sky
put faith inside the stars
i dont wanna fcking go 
theres no life in my soul
but she's so bright it gives me hope
i lied to myself yea i know 
i play these games just to cope
loves not for me
im a romance deadbeat 
they make love look so easy 
hikikomori
my life needs cleaning
my life needs meaning
i wanna b dreaming
till the end of time
u dont have to love me but dont hit my line
i'll b gone
replace me
i bet it wont b long
cz what am i good at 
y would i do that 
i wont look back
a broken heart is all i have

my heart's been crying for so long Prod odihu

https://open.spotify.com/album/0csHHr77GML7wexOsVd0un?si=FZe0tMm7RKyniHDBgMtjCQ
prod me
ft @bloodsekai

walking down 
on elm road street
no person here
just u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
i know you'll fucking do it
im gonna fucking lose it

ill carve my name
all on your knees
and watch u fall
and slowly bleed
i love you so
dont u love me?
if u wont fucking prove it 
ill watch u rot to ruins

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

im determind, so full of
all my macious thoughts and such
i can't bare to watch these muts
fucking running the world
im so fed up
all these people hate my guts
im not mad but its still dumb
why can't i just ever have fun
u can't do this
u can't fucking do this

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

don't do this to me (ft. bloodsekai)

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

femcels demo

merry christmas yay

https://open.spotify.com/track/6rnFI5QdFHM2FMrqOv5GZY?si=14625d2fde004aaa

prod me w/ @deathwish38

lyrics:
i thought i could get away
from everything and still be safe
well, that was a stupid mistake
so pardon me and my dumb brain

i just wanna hide my face, my face
150 miles to leave state, leave state
do i got plans? can't say, can't say
but i hope i wake up okay, okay

okay, okay, okay, okay

admiration, it contents me
i'm so abrasive and filled with envy
and depending on situations
my mind might struggle and complicate it  
sea of thoughts, too fatigued to float
but you saved me, you're my antidote
coming through the woods with a bright red coat
you take me out, make feel unlow

broken puppet with no strings
a fallen angel with no wings
ill never search for something new
cus all ive ever had was u
let me down im falling falling
by myself im calling calling
bathroom floor im bawling bawling
12am my head is throbbing

admiration, it contents me
i'm so abrasive and filled with envy
and depending on situations
my mind might struggle and complicate it  
sea of thoughts, too fatigued to float
but you saved me, you're my antidote
roaming through the woods with a bright red coat
you took me out, made feel unlow

red riding hood

red riding hood (ft. deathwish)

currently trying 2 be more creative

https://open.spotify.com/track/6qgm8FldgUlLAjO8x738dr?si=26ebe09da531426a

lyrics:

im tired of being a victim
all the time, all the time
can't let out screams
cuz if i could, i would otherwise
i am not being rude
my feelings r just undefined
it's hard to talk 2 ppl
when they listen with their eyes..

shatter me i'm fragile
scatter around my fractals
complicated puzzle
i can't go outside this bubble 
heart wrenching
i know
10 knives
at my throat
my guts spilled on 
the floor
i'd rather 
die than bore

nothing interests me anymore
nothing interests me anymore
nothing interests me anymore
im laying on the floor
wonder why the fuck im so sore
im fine, just close the door

(idk if i can be the judge of that actually cuz im - im actually pretty crazy)

im tired of being a victim
all the time, all the time
can't let out screams
cuz if i could, i would otherwise
i am not being rude
my feelings r just undefined
it's hard to talk 2 ppl
when they listen with their eyes..

caught by surprise
i feel demised
let out a sigh
heavier than the whole world

i must be cursed
or something along those lines
it always hurts
cant stand so i can't bare to fight
i must be cursed
i must be cursed
i must be cursed
by everyones eyes

judged around every corner

bloodsekai - how i've been feeling recently w/ lifeless

@bloodsekai beat

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood

nobody cares 
nothing is fair
i hate my hair
i hate my wear
they always stare 
i am aware
i am alone
im on my own

i know u wont
if u think dont
good intentions
just uncapable
i want to give
reasons to live
i want to live
lets coexist

breaking my heart
fate tears me apart
fate tears me apart
2x

i know u wont hold me close
u could go yea i just hope
dreams come true yea i'll b two
cuz being one gives me this mood
i want to say i love u i love u 

nothing feels right i dont know what i want anymore

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi