misery

Created in 2023 [DEMO]

Took a hand of stranger who kissed her
A devil disguised as an angel who missed her
The chokehold crushes her neck till she’s broken
He rips out her backbone as his token

He knows she would risk her life
But she knows that she doesn’t wanna die
So she’ll leave and drive into night~ with her rear wheel drive

She’s with her demons on the highway
Whispers telling her to play
Swerve off the road and it’ll go away~

I’m yours
You’re mine
I’m yours
You’re mine

Heart beating out of her chest like a drum
He smiling razor sharp teeth coz he’s won
The sweet taste of addiction makes her do it again

She knows she would risk her life
But she knows that she doesn’t wanna die
So she’ll leave and drive into night~ with her rear wheel drive

She’s with her demons on the highway
Whispers telling her to play
Swerve off the road and it’ll go away~

I’m yours
Your mine
I’m yours
Your mine

She's with her demons on the highway
Wishing that she had never stayed
Instead, she's left to fade away...

Demons On The Highway

[DEMO]

Nightmares surround me on purpose,
I kinda like when I’m nervous,
Lie until my heart is hurting, </3
I’ll cry until my eyes are burning, TT

Pain wires all of my flashing signs,
Red lights, kissing in the backseat tired,
Head’s quiet, I feel like physical liar, (physical liar)

We drive, we-we recline
Call him mine, he knows I lie
We drive, we-we recline
Call him mine, he knows I lie

</3

We Drive [Prod. TNIA]

( I got rid of the panning ;P )


Heart's shaking, I'm listening
Feel my parts disintegrate 
Too many senses to hold on to
Hurts to touch, wish I felt nothing 

My heart beats up 
Rising me into a lock
Inside my house I'm stuck,
Melting into my distraught 
x2

I don’t think you understand
My health is getting out of hand
Wishing I was in the land
Sleeping in blankets of white sand

Look up at night searching for wishes
Cloudy skies, and dreams gone missing,
Losing myself, for fake gold -
If I owned stars, I would end it all ;[

Heart's shaking,
Feel my parts disintegrate 
Too many senses to hold on to 
Hurts to touch, wish I was nothing //

My heart beats up 
Rising me into a lock
Inside my house I'm stuck,
Melting into my distraught @@
x2

I’m done with it all now,
Wish that I could end it all now,
Don’t think I can hold on, weeping
Fuck, and I’m stuck with that feeling

Look up at night searching for wishes
Cloudy skies, and dreams gone missing,
Losing myself, for fake gold -
If I owned stars, I would end it all 

Hearts shaking, I'm listening
Feel my parts disintegrate
Too many senses to hold on to
Hurts to touch, wish I felt nothing 

My heart beats up 
Rising me into a lock
Inside my house I'm stuck,
Melting into my distraught ##

My heart beats up 
Rising me into a lock
Inside my house I'm stuck,
Melting into my distraught 

m-my distraught

Melting into my distraught

m-my distraught

Melting into my distraught

My Distraught v2

Do you think about me at all?
Am I the only one with withdrawals?
Talking to strangers to forget you, 
but I still can't let go

I've got no softness, there's just scars,
I know I can't run too far
Sorry I have no self-control
Can't erase the past, I can't let go

Ran away, you ran away, yet I
Always stayed, always stayed, 
Erase it all, the memories
I’m left bleeding out feelings ;(

Maybe, in another life you could
Save me, can't help but wait to die so I can
See you, when you Wish upon the stars
 upon the stars 
x2

Ohhhh
Ohhhh
Ohhhh
Ohhh

Cant Let Go (No Intro)

Lyrics:

Found out you were with another girl
My fault that we’re from different worlds
My strings don't wanna hold on 
I think it’s time to move on

Treated me special, and I’m over it
Never told me you’re done, so I had to guess
Tears dried stone cold when I threw fit
Barely here, and I was obsessed

Throw me in the ocean again
I never wished for me to regret
Reading letters I never sent
Drenched in wet cement

I’ll cry my Apache tears
My Apache tears

Apache Tears

4ck!tUP

Lyrics

Look to the stars, to write me the answers
3rd person is showing piles of dirt
Meteorites are shooting my texts 
I wish that I was format hypertext

The moon’s frowning at my expense
Tempted to cut off all the loose ends
I don’t think I can do this again

Tell me who I am 
If I have a say in the plan
Tell me who I am 
What am I meant for (What am I meant for?)

Wonder how I haven’t died
Feel like I'm losing out my time
Don't think I could ever rewind But I wanna rewind (rewind)

When I had dreams that were never mine
No point turning back in time
People can change their face 
But I can’t change mine, mine

Wanna be, everything I dream
But- but I’m convinced nothing will get me there
Now I see just a shell of me 
that- that I despair (despair)

Tell me who I am
If I have a say in the plan
Tell me who I am What am I meant for (What am I meant for?)

Who I am (what am i meant for? x2)
Who I am (what am i meant for? x2)
(what am i meant for? x2)
(tell me, what am I meant for?)
(who am I, what am I meant for?)

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