Do you think about me at all?
Am I the only one with withdrawals?
Talking to strangers to forget you, 
but I still can't let go

I've got no softness, there's just scars,
I know I can't run too far
Sorry I have no self-control
Can't erase the past, I can't let go

Ran away, you ran away, yet I
Always stayed, always stayed, 
Erase it all, the memories
I’m left bleeding out feelings ;(

Maybe, in another life you could
Save me, can't help but wait to die so I can
See you, when you Wish upon the stars
 upon the stars 
x2

Ohhhh
Ohhhh
Ohhhh
Ohhh

Cant Let Go (No Intro)

Prod.traumaticbonds

Lyrics :
Ça y est je suis à bout 
Mes larmes sur mes joues 
Tu me prends pour un fou 
Tu me manques beaucoup 

Couteau dans ma chaire
Je voulais juste te plaire 
Juste un goût amer 
Je meurs seul devant la mer 

La solitude me tue 
Dans le noir je fume 
Je regarde la lune 
J'ai que de la rancune 

Je cherche le bonheur 
Mais vivre sans son cœur 
C'est vivre dans la peur 
Je regrette mes erreurs.

Je regrette mes erreurs.

Je regrette mes erreurs

prod.traumaticbonds

Lyrics :
Tu restes bloqué dans ma tête 
T'as changé t'es plus la même 
J'ai pas envie de faire la fête
Ton regard me fait de la peine 
Je sais bien que t'es dévasté 
Au fond je peux pas t'oublier 
La mort va me rattraper
Dans ma vie j'ai tout raté 

♡︎DEVAST♡︎

Prod.makn 

Mix/voix/cover : xentenshi 

Lyrics : 

T'es si belle quand tu souris
J'ai besoin de toi dans ma vie 
Faut vite qu'on se casse d'ici
Mon cœur noir est tout pourri
Je veux qu'on reparte à zéro
Qu'on s'envole comme des oiseaux 
On a souffert comme des mazos
Tu restes gravé dans mon cerveau 

Tes yeux posés sur mon corps 
Ton regard valait de l'or 
J'en veux encore et encore 
Ce qui me stoppera c'est la mort 
T'étais la seule pour me guérir 
Juste d'un regard d'un sourire 
Mon ange gardien est parti
Ça y est ma vie est finie.

Migration Amoureuse

Lyrics:

Found out you were with another girl
My fault that we’re from different worlds
My strings don't wanna hold on 
I think it’s time to move on

Treated me special, and I’m over it
Never told me you’re done, so I had to guess
Tears dried stone cold when I threw fit
Barely here, and I was obsessed

Throw me in the ocean again
I never wished for me to regret
Reading letters I never sent
Drenched in wet cement

I’ll cry my Apache tears
My Apache tears

Apache Tears

4ck!tUP

Lyrics

Look to the stars, to write me the answers
3rd person is showing piles of dirt
Meteorites are shooting my texts 
I wish that I was format hypertext

The moon’s frowning at my expense
Tempted to cut off all the loose ends
I don’t think I can do this again

Tell me who I am 
If I have a say in the plan
Tell me who I am 
What am I meant for (What am I meant for?)

Wonder how I haven’t died
Feel like I'm losing out my time
Don't think I could ever rewind But I wanna rewind (rewind)

When I had dreams that were never mine
No point turning back in time
People can change their face 
But I can’t change mine, mine

Wanna be, everything I dream
But- but I’m convinced nothing will get me there
Now I see just a shell of me 
that- that I despair (despair)

Tell me who I am
If I have a say in the plan
Tell me who I am What am I meant for (What am I meant for?)

Who I am (what am i meant for? x2)
Who I am (what am i meant for? x2)
(what am i meant for? x2)
(tell me, what am I meant for?)
(who am I, what am I meant for?)

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What am I Meant For?

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What am I Meant For?

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