Isn’t it strange how we just lose ourselves sometimes?
Sleeping through the pain to kill the light
Wishing I could close my eyes forever
(Just fade away)

I sleep
I break
I disappear
Where did all my power go?
I swear—I had it all

Now it’s only me again
Blue as the ocean, cold as the end
But I’m still breathing, barely alive
Watch me rise—
I’ll come back stronger this time

Mirror says I’m someone else today
Faking smiles to push the dark away
But I remember when I used to shine
(It’s not all gone)

I sleep
I break
I disappear
Where did all my power go?
I swear—I had it all

Now it’s only me again
Blue as the ocean, cold as the end
But I’m still breathing, barely alive
Watch me rise—
I’ll come back stronger this time

No savior, no script
Just fists and cracked lips
But I’ve still got a spark
Even when it’s pitch dark

Now it’s only me again
Blue as the ocean, but burning within
And I’m still breathing, screaming inside
Watch me rise—
I’m coming back stronger this time

Blue As The End

experimenting with metal, this might make album

Sometimes self aware uh
Never unaware huh
Looking in the mirror
I think I see theres somethin there yuh

Captain Underwear
Grab my whip I have no fears
If I crash no one will care
Cuz all we gots a couple years

A couple years
A couple years
A couple years

Until we're all outta here
Until we all disappear
Until we all disappear

Until it all dissappears
I thank the Lord for my tears
Cause when it all falls down
Cause when we all fall

I can say i was here
I can say i was here
I can say we were here
We were here

Wait where were you, day dreaming
Where where were you, just SCREAMING
Oh where were you, we were DREAMING
Where where were you, day dreaming
Where where were you, just SCREAMING
Hey where were you, DREAMING

In couple years - Somethings gonna happen
Something really dark - In a couple years
I will make it happen - If i don't depart
I will make it happen - Even from the stars
At least i can say that - I gave it all my heart
I will make it happen - I will make it happen
I will make it happen - In a couple years

I will make it happen - I will make it happen
I will make it happen - In a couple years
I will make it happen - I will make it happen
We will make it happen - In a couple years

A Couple Years, ft. rem angels

IAmWhat

I Don’t Know What This Is:

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing almost daily
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist
With this around
It’s hard to narrow it down
What you can’t persist
And I haven’t messed around in so long

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing ever so lately
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist

I don’t want a delay on an answer
When the questions are called
The search is all I have known
There’s nothing but shame that awakes when stored
I’ve got endless thoughts, what’s a real one
It’s intertwined with the space that is warped
In my multiplied private eye
Where it’s too hidden to realise
I wonder if the past has shaped me
It’s something that I wait for in time
It’s a marathon, and it’s draining
I’m blinded by my training

I don’t know what they see in me
Who they are, I don’t know
I paint on the cusp
Where I don’t always try
But I, wonder if it’s inside
But I, really don’t know why
This gift is shown through my eyes
Unclear if the words are in time

There’s something way too powerful in what it does
Hidden in haze, the truth is twisted when discussed

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing almost daily
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
But i’m failing ever so lately
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
But I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist

I Don't Know What This

I have some people in my life that I don't want to lose, but sometimes people leave. It keeps me up at night sometimes

Lyrics:

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

Some nights I’m feeling anxious, some nights I’m feeling down
Some nights I feel I’m over this, some nights I come around
Some nights I think of what went wrong, some nights I think of her
Some nights I think of all the songs that I wrote for her
Some nights I lie in bed, thinking of my past
Some nights I’m in my head, I’m thinking this won’t last

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep
Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

Some Nights (Prod. peril)

dronism.1

This song, inspired by Philip K. Dick’s "The Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch", draws on a poetic storytelling signature, introspective tone, and metaphor-rich lyrics, weaving together the existential loneliness, blurred realities, and spiritual longing central to both his work and Dick’s novel. The imagery and themes reflect the struggle for control, the seductive dangers of illusion, and the haunting presence of Palmer Eldritch, whose stigmata symbolize the inescapable invasion of self and reality

Stigmata in the Mirror

Why did you forge me from the infinite sky?
Neutron stars power my soul's cry
Under the stars I question the night
Guided by spheres and utopian light

Infinite Alien Sky

This track does not belong to me. This track belongs to @iAmJakeHill
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Jake Hill - 2 Months

This track does not belong to me. This track belongs to Jake Hill
@iAmJakeHill
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[waves crashing]
[sad music]
I swear everyday, it's something different
death and helplessness, feeling so empty
I trade my what-ifs for others like what if my illness were more than just wonders
I'm sick of being sick of me
I grit my teeth, weak in the knees
I can only run for so long befor I trip and see that I can't change my outcome
my mind constantly races, I wish I could live without one
I'm my own worst enemy and that's reality
i take the smallst thing and turn it into tragedy
A sip of coffee to wake up, the caffeine rattles my brain like i'm insane, but,
I guess that's just my makeup
I used to live carefree, but now I'm so scared, please just leave me the fuck alone
not anybody in general, but my own body, the temple
my insides like catacombs
fight my way through the dark to be back home,
the place I was taken from without consent
only to be returned, broken and bent
I can't even be comfortable when I'm at ease,
I create a storm from a gentle breze
why am I like this? where did it come from?
it's like most of me is in the ponundrum
I fight to feel the raise but I'm trapped in the overcast
I pray for clarity but I haven't prayed in ages
if i end up in hell, then it's probably better than what i face on a daily basis
i can't even escape it on vacations
i try to relax but only relapse into another attack
nothings intact
i can't hold it together
i'm slowly sinking on this endeavor
[birds tweet]
[waves crash]

Spectrum

Jake Hill - Anxiety

From static to solidarity: an ambient odyssey of love forging a new world.
A five-part speculative ambient journey where love shapes order from noise, guiding listeners through emergence, purpose, and collective transformation.

Of Chaos and Clay, We Shape the Dawn (full)

Welcome to an all-new episode of The Future Is Now radio show, hosted by North Skies. Episode 42 premiered on 16/05/2025.

This week: the world premier of my new track "Existential" which will be released on Area53 on the 23rd of May next week!

01. Pretty Pink – Backstage (Extended Mix) 00:00
02. FLOYD WEST22 – Ocean Part 2 (Extended Mix) 04:25
03. Papa Smurf – He Not In (Original Mix) 08:48
04. North Skies – Existential (Extended Mix) 13:53
05. Alesso, Becky Hill – Surrender (AYDEN LOYDE Extended Remix) 18:58
06. Senses Of Mind & Alexander Scott – Lost (Extended Mix) 24:00
07. Offer Nissim ft. Maya Simantov – Alone (Martin Magal Extended Remix) 28:41
08. Sikdope, Belle Sisoski – RATS (Extended Mix) 32:28
09. DIM3NSION – Metamorphosis (Extended Mix) 35:40
10. Going Deeper x Judgemxnt feat. CVKES – Holy Fire (Extended Mix) 39:51
11. Beatz from L.E – Shadows (Extended Mix) 43:33
12. Beatz from L.E – Learn To Fly (Extended Mix) 48:48
13. Armin van Buuren & BLR – Bach To The Future (Extended Mix) 54:01
14. Mazdem – Surrender (Extended Mix) 58:26

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The Future Is Now Ep. 042 - TFIN [Trance & Progressive] by North Skies - 16/05/2025

Released on the 11th of April 2025 on Hyssop & Victoria.

Debut album SPURIOUS FORMS out now!

Lyrics: 

Memento mori
Sometimes it's easy
Sometimes you can't see
What makes it worthwhile

Memento mori
In mind and body
In time and truly
Memento mori

It's easy to lose yourself to the blues 
The grass always is greener there
It's easy to choose when you've got nothing to lose
It never really is quite fair

We're all looking for meaning 
Imploring fate to yield 
Each disembodied cloud's silver lining

So memento mori 
Memento mori 
For every pulsing beam of light

Memento mori
Sometimes it's easy
Sometimes you can't see
What makes it worthwhile

Maybe the morning
Maybe the yearning
Maybe the feeling 
Of your hand in mine 

Maybe the moments
Only just fragments
The tilt of an instant
That changes a life

Maybe the kindness
Offered in earnest
The magnanimous 
That give with open hands 

Memento mori 
Like everybody
Like every clamouring throng of hearts

Memento mori

Still the Waves / I can swim

A remix of an already beautiful song by Rahbek and Valentin.

Elephant - Frederik Valentin & Loke Rahbek (medium Papa remix)

A modern new wave cry for validation—haunted alt-rock with punk edge. Featuring Raven. For fans of Djo, Bowie, and brutal honesty.


The Lies I Scream Inside My Head (feat Raven)

Паранойя — мрачный трек о внутреннем ребёнке, который больше не может молчать.
История о том, как человек теряет себя: взросление превращается в выживание, а тревога — в постоянный фон. Паранойя рождается из детской боли, загнанной внутрь, и прорывается наружу, когда всё остальное уже сломано.
Мрачный бит, откровенный текст, атмосфера внутренней войны.

Paranoia is a dark track about an inner child who can no longer remain silent.
A story about how a person loses himself: growing up turns into survival, and anxiety becomes a constant background. Paranoia is born from childhood pain, driven inside, and breaks out when everything else is already broken.
Dark beat, frank lyrics, an atmosphere of internal war.

Паранойя

We know the grind-filled sum of days
We know the time will come our way
We’re gonna be denied again
We’re gonna need to find our friends
We’ll ride the tide that lies ahead
Abide the sigh we know they’re dead
We know the lie that grows the dread
On high schism’s our only bread


Foment the fecund tension
The dissonance of the dissidents 
Secure the apprehension
The dissonance of the dissidents
Fructify (the) dissension
The dissonance of the dissidents


We know it’s long to take the day
We know the song to make our way
We’re gonna choose life again
We’re gonna be among our friends
We ride the engine it steams ahead
Elide the tension it screams you’re dead
We know the system it gleams with dread
Below the bloodsome nothing’s bread


Foment the fecund tension
The dissonance of the dissidents 
Secure the apprehension
The dissonance of the dissidents
Fructify (the) dissension
The dissonance of the dissidents


The world, the world is overcome
The bold, the bold will have their play

Just Say "No" to Tranquility

Villains Among Thieves
We don’t fit the genre. We break it.
Las Vegas, NV | Alt / Grunge / Industrial / Emo / ???

This isn’t just a band. It’s a creative engine, spinning out shape-shifting songs that live somewhere between breakdown and breakthrough.

Born in late-night sessions, layered with real guitars, bleeding vocals, and unfiltered emotion—every track starts human. Then we open the door to the machines. A.I. helps us twist the edges, bend the rules, and push production into new dimensions. It’s not replacement. It’s reimagination.

Our influences?
Nirvana. Tool. Nine Inch Nails. Ghost. Depeche Mode. Tears for Fears.
But don’t expect soundalikes—expect sideways echoes and strange evolutions.

We write what most people bury:
• Divine contradictions
• Unhealed shame
• Abandonment, obsession, and the craving to be seen

Sometimes it’s distorted and dirty.
Sometimes it’s melodic and fragile.
Sometimes it’s a bagpipe-fueled war hymn.
Every time—it’s honest.

Our latest album, Incredible Man-Made Machines, leans into emo and artifice, wrestling with what’s real and what’s just well-performed feeling.

We keep our names off it—not to be mysterious, but to keep the focus where it belongs:
on the music, the message, the noise.

No genre rules. No audience pandering. Just creation, in all its glorious mess.

This isn’t a brand.
It’s Villains Among Thieves.
Step into the distortion. Stay for the truth.

🔥 Want to hear music before anyone else?  
👉 patreon.com/MarolRecords

📩 For serious collabs or business only:  
marten_olofsson@hotmail.com

❌ No bots, fake labels or mass DMs. I work solo – and I answer myself.

All this shit is mine

https://t.me/yureibit

I’m a singer-songwriter exploring the space where philosophy meets feeling through music.

I count Søren Kierkegaard’s existentialism as an inspiration to my lyrics. My songs are a mix of my self reflections and intuitions—i’m drawn to quiet honesty and lyrical storytelling.

I’m based in copenhagen and born and raised in nyc, i’m interested in how music can be a gentle kind of truth-telling.

my songs are very homemade with love —written in notebooks, recorded in my apartment on my keyboard or guitar, and shared in hopes it finds the right ears.

I compile albums and post unreleased tracks.

Outsider sound artist, convenience store clerk, poet and lover.

Recently started making music again. First started recording in the mid to late 90s on a Fostex Fourtrack. Not great stuff but a lot of fun.

Now, I wouldn't claim to possess any remarkable musical gifts, save for a decent ear and a rather handy knack for picking things up. My musical education is nothing to write home about either – just the standard school curriculum, you see, plus a handful of piano lessons with a jazz fellow from Parma.

All the same, I've always had a soft spot for music, the whole kit and caboodle, and I can usually find something to appreciate, some spark of talent, in most genres (though I draw the line at trap, which, by its very definition, seems to thrive on a distinct lack of it).

I have a bit of a tinker on the piano, my guitar playing is frankly atrocious, and I can coax some vaguely agreeable sounds out of a saxophone. But now and then, if the mood takes me, particularly when faced with those black and white keys, something – a little idea, perhaps – manages to surface.

Of course, there's a world of difference between that and producing a proper tune, which demands proper talent, technique, instruments, know-how, and, crucially, a jolly good amount of time (technical note, mind you: synthesisers, digital instruments, sampling, and loopers are now part and parcel of the 'traditional method').

Perhaps one of my few genuine talents lies in a comfortable familiarity with all things technological, meaning I can generally get technology to do precisely what I jolly well want it to.

Nowadays, there are some truly astonishing tools about, based on this so-called GenAI and these 'AI agents' which, to put it simply, in a great many applications, take on (rather effectively, I might add) all the tedious, manual labour involved in proofreading a text, or generating a video, or producing music.

An artificial intelligence, whether used to create or to pilot sophisticated instruments, does our bidding if you feed it the right ideas, the right starting material, and the right questions (in other words: if you establish the correct context and the desired outcome).

My Monogatari project is intended to be a bit of a social experiment, really. Aside from finally bringing some long-held ideas of mine to fruition in a reasonable timeframe, I'm keen to understand the genuine impact of this technology on a distinctly creative and artistic field.

That is to say: is artificial intelligence merely a substitute, or is it simply an exceptionally advanced expressive tool?

The streaming platforms will deliver the verdict, I suppose.

Debut album SPURIOUS FORMS out now and available on vinyl!

Listen or buy: https://hypeddit.com/eleacalvet/spuriousforms

“an act that feels equal parts timely and timeless." - ​Louderthanwar

"She is an eclectic artist, and certainly one who does not hold back." - ​The Line Of Best Fit

“Vulnerable yet cynical, Elea Calvet is above all memorable.” - ​VENTS Magazine

“Elea Calvet taps into music’s emotive foundations with elements of Tom Waits & Patti Smith reminiscent in her lyrical style. Born in Canada & raised in India, Elea has since settled in UK and is set on becoming one of the most prolific alternative artists on the independent scene today.” - ​Music News

“Enviably young, Elea Calvet’s talent also ought to make you delighted and yet insanely jealous in equal measures. French-Canadian by birth, she’s firmly
Bristol-based, her urban grungy blues making her akin to a millennial Patti Smith” - ​Bristol Live Magazine

"Electrifying debut" - ​It's All Indie

"She has made her hallmark to a swamp-tarnished, banshee howl, like PJ Harvey or Patti Smith going gospel or the sound of yet another soul being sold at a midnight crossroads." - ​Dancing About Architecture

“Enthralling”​ - Indie Buddie

“this is just the type of empowering music that you should be listening to”​ - Afterdark

"It is elusive and evanescent yet ecstatic and emotionally universal" - ​The Swindonian

"It's a bold, confident and unique introduction to an artist who's destined for great things" (...) "Both haunting and nail-biting, Eléa doesn’t shy away in this spectacular effort, pushing her gripping vocal and blues rock guitar strings to new levels, forming a towering sound reminiscent of PJ Harvey and Feist." - ​Tap The Feed

  "The electrifying Elea Calvet will terrify and mesmerise in equal measure" - ​Songs of Praise

• Trance / Progressive / Melodic Techno

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