Peak II (ft. Grant.)

there’s so many more tracks i could’ve added lol but it’s whatever

wips/throwaways of 24’/25’ [updated]

400 folowers and so many plays on so many of my 2023 - 2024 Tracks. 
THANK YALL SO FUCKIN MUCH.

400 followers? - [Colorkids radio 001]

Overdue

collect calls pt. 3

Overcast

Ever since I was 13, I found a producer who made music that completely inspired me. Every day in school I would enjoy listening to their music hoping one day I would be able to Collab with them. I Joined their communities to connect with them in hopes to meet them. Trying everything I could to fit in, to act "cool". The more and more I would continue to participate in the servers the more I would change who really am. And suddenly forgot who I was in the process to fit in. Then finally being cool enough to get recognized, it was never enough. Doing things for them only to not receive anything back. Fell so deep into this rabbit hole that I thought that, this is what friends are. But now I realize that I was used for their purposes and gains only. And being let down by someone who you looked up to almost half your life. Now I must pick up my pieces and put them back together. And move forward...

Who am I anymore

Not in it no more

I have loved sza since 2014 when I first heard her EP, "Z". I started writing songs when I was in high school and would post them on this account just for the fun of it. I was more bothered with crushes and making the varsity basketball team than a career in music. Throughout high school, I struggled with the feeling of being the underdog/outcast. College was good, but I realized a lot of the ideas I had about certain things were from other people--even the ideas I had about myself. It has taken years to deconstruct and build my courage to allow myself to be. I didn't need to prove myself or overcompensate. I've learned a lot through my journey with doing music. When being an athlete was over and relationships ended, music was there. When I realized I didn't enjoy anything as much as music, forcing myself to believe teaching was my only way felt cruel. I say this all to say that, sza is a huge inspiration--not only musically, but in her personal growth. I respect her authenticity, vulnerability, and how she chooses to love and show up in this world even when it is not easy.

warm up

I’m Bad (Motown 1959 Version)

I have no arms and im deaf but i make beats in my spare time
#UNY #OTE
@SoundisLimitLess
https://pheeniks.beatstars.com To purchase beats
Email is Mpheeniksm@yahoo.com

Not in it no more

Pheeniks