Muse & Music

Verse 1:
Carrying the ocean in a paper cup
Going through the motions please don’t mess it up
Drinking bitter potions just to shake it up
Falling on my face again

Restitution comes in groups of two or three
Guarantee that problems get the best of me
Wonder if my vision really helps me see
Cause beginnings have to end

Pre-Chorus:
I just want to run away
Show me what it means to stay
Clicking my heels won’t fly away
I’m trapped in yesterday

Chorus:
Tell me why must I feel this way
Cause I don’t want to celebrate
My train was early I was late
Derailed my life again

Tell me why must I feel this way
I hailed a cab to Judgment Day
But I was broke and couldn’t pay
Somehow they snuck me in

Verse 2:
Lifting up the bridges with a rubber band
Storing gold and silver in an old tin can
Crawling through the ashes covered by the sand
Tied up hands will never wave

Hiding from the strangers who all know my name
Cheating for the sake of losing reindeer games
Trying to be different just to be the same
Will the rules ever behave

Pre-Chorus:
I just want to run away
Show me what it means to stay
Clicking my heels won’t fly away
I’m trapped in yesterday

Chorus:
Tell me why must I feel this way
Cause I don’t want to celebrate
My train was early I was late
Derailed my life again

Tell me why must I feel this way
I hailed a cab to Judgment Day
But I was broke and couldn’t pay
Somehow they snuck me in

Outro:
I just want to run away
I hailed a cab to Judgment Day

Why Must I Feel This Way?

Gold Leaf Gutter

Think Again

Deeper

Velvic Static

The Velvet Noose is a darkly sensual descent into the sweet suffocation of desire. It explores the quiet violence of control wrapped in silk — a love that doesn't bind by force, but by choice.

With hypnotic vocals and slow-burning soul textures, the track weaves between seduction and surrender, echoing the haunting elegance of artists like Sade, FKA twigs, and Portishead.

Drawn from the upcoming concept album Sinful Hours, this is a story whispered in shadow — of pleasure dressed as captivity, of surrender that feels like silk.

Soft. Slow. And far too beautiful to escape.

The Velvet Noose

(Verse 1)
You glide in like a hush of sin
Eyes like velvet, spiked with gin
I swore I’d never play this game
But your voice still calls my name

You touch like smoke, your voice is wine
Each word unwinds along my spine
I should’ve fled when skies turned grey
But your kiss made me choose to stay

(Pre-Chorus)
I feel the slip, I feel the snare
A velvet trap, too rich to bear


(Chorus)
This velvet noose, it wraps so tight
Soft as a kiss, sharp as a bite
I wear it like a lover’s mark
A ribbon tied around the dark
It doesn’t choke — it makes me choose
And still, I lean into the noose


(Verse 2)
You write your name beneath my skin
Not with ink, but with your sin
I dance to songs you never sang
In rooms where all the mirrors hang

You say I'm free — but not to leave
You leave the cage unlocked to tease
I linger where the danger blooms
Perfume and ropes in shadowed rooms

(Pre-Chorus)
It’s not a cage, it’s just a pose
A deadly gift in black and rose


(Chorus)
This velvet noose, it wraps so tight
Soft as a kiss, sharp as a bite
I wear it like a lover’s mark
A ribbon tied around the dark
It doesn’t choke — it makes me choose
And still, I lean into the noose


(Bridge)
I could scream, but I sigh
I could flee, but I lie
Still and warm against the blade
In the bed that you’ve unmade

(Final Chorus)
This velvet noose, you stitched with grace
It holds me close, it hides your face
I breathe you in, I lose my name
A willing pawn in your sweet game
And even when I see the truth—
I worship in the velvet noose


(Outro)
Soft... slow... surrender’s hue...
The noose I tied... was made by you.






The Velvet Noose

Love Me

[Verse]
The way you love me lights a fire inside
Like a spark in the dark where dreams collide
Every touch you give
It’s a wild embrace
You’ve got me spinning in this timeless space

[Verse 2]
Your laugh’s a melody that fills my soul
With every beat it makes me whole
Your eyes are stars that guide my way
Through the endless night to a brighter day

[Chorus]
The way you love me makes me feel alive
Like I’m soaring high in the open sky
With you by my side
I can’t deny
The way you love me makes me touch the sky

[Verse 3]
Your words are poetry
They heal my scars
You’ve turned my broken heart into shooting stars
Every step with you feels like a dance
In a rhythm of fate
A second chance

[Bridge]
Hold me closer
Don’t let go
We’ve got a love that steals the show
Through the highs and lows
We’ll thrive
The way you love me keeps me alive

[Chorus]
The way you love me makes me feel alive
Like I’m soaring high in the open sky
With you by my side
I can’t deny
The way you love me makes me touch the sky
Composed : May 25, 2025 at 4:37 PM

Love Me

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[Verse 1]  
Woke up late again, sunlight through the blinds  
Can’t remember when I last felt all right  
Scrollin’ through my phone, watchin' time slip away  
Smilin’ on the outside, but I’m not okay  

I laugh with my friends, but it doesn’t feel the same  
Try to chase peace, but I’m stuck in the rain  
People think I’ve got it all under control  
But I’m breaking down slow, losing parts of my soul  

[Pre-Chorus]  
And I don't wanna fake it anymore  
Tryna find the strength just to open the door  

[Chorus]  
It’s just day to day — I’m tryin' to make it through  
Pretendin’ I’m fine, but I’m missin' the truth  
Holdin’ my breath in a world that won’t wait  
Tryin’ to heal in a world that creates  
Scars on the heart that nobody sees  
But I’m still here, tryin’ to believe  
Maybe someday, it'll all be okay  
But for now, I’m livin’ day to day  

[Verse 2]  
I’ve been countin' stars, tryin’ to find a sign  
Wishin' on hope that ain’t really mine  
Old dreams in boxes under my bed  
I keep sayin’, “I’m fine,” just to mess with my head  

They say, “It gets better” — I hope that’s true  
But how do you win when the battle’s in you?  
I’m not tryin’ to be perfect, I just wanna breathe  
Not just exist, but actually *be*  

[Pre-Chorus]  
And I don’t need the world to understand  
Just need a reason to keep takin’ a stand  

[Chorus]  
It’s just day to day — I’m tryin' to make it through  
Pretendin’ I’m fine, but I’m missin' the truth  
Holdin’ my breath in a world that won’t wait  
Tryin’ to heal in a world that creates  
Scars on the heart that nobody sees  
But I’m still here, tryin’ to believe  
Maybe someday, it'll all be okay  
But for now, I’m livin’ day to day  

[Bridge]  
And maybe that’s brave — just stayin' alive  
When every part of you wants to hide  
I won’t give up, though the voices say, “Quit”  
I’m more than the pain, and I’m done with it  

[Final Chorus]  
It’s just day to day, but I’m finding my way  
Learnin’ to love the mess and the gray  
Every scar, every fall, made me who I became  
And I don’t need perfect — just need to stay sane  
So I’ll cry, I’ll laugh, I’ll stumble, I’ll pray  
But I’ll still be here, day to day  


Day To Day

Music is not just an art form for me—it's a lifeline, a form of therapy that sees me through the highs and lows of life. Each track I create is a piece of my soul, translated into sound. It's in the depths of melodies and rhythms that I find solace, pouring my emotions and experiences into each note as a way to heal and understand myself better. My music is a diary of my journey, a reflection of the inner workings of my mind and heart. When you notice an influx of new tracks, it's a signal that I'm navigating through tougher times, seeking refuge and expression through my music. This direct channel from my innermost thoughts to your ears is what makes my music raw, real, and resonant. So, as you listen, know that you're not just experiencing a song, but a chapter of my life, a moment of catharsis, and a piece of my path to healing. My hope is that it may offer you the same comfort and escape it provides me.

Gold Leaf Gutter

Mr.FLEN

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