estella x oma 1v1 songwars

overdose prod blair *all plats*

i will never reach eighteen

you’re always all up in my dreams

i don’t know what the fuck it means

 i never wanna go to sleep


every time 

you look at me

i start to float and feel so free 

i really thought you fucked with me

but that was just a fantasy 

feels like you’re my enemy 

you rockabye like anne marie


it’s simple like abc 

or maybe even 123

i love you more than my weed

and everyone i’ll ever meet 


bitch you took my soul from me 

you’re fucking up my self esteem

the only thing that helps is lean

or maybe some promethazine


everything felt like a scheme

or something from a movie scene


even when you’re in my dreams

you always drift away from me

i never wanna go to sleep

cus i will wake up and i’ll scream

dreams

kms wit a sythe

even when im feeling fine

you are all that’s on my mind

i try to sleep sometimes at night

but i wake up and i go blind

   i feel like i will never die

i shoot myself but i survive 

         talk to you but no reply

then i ball up and start to cry 

       say you didn’t but you lie

why’d you fuck that other guy

i miss you so much but i hate you go fuck yourself

there’s these voices in my head

and they all want me dead

every single word they said 

was about how i’m a mess

im a loser  im so stressed

but i know i’ll be the best 

(no you wont im not impressed)

there’s a whole inside my chest

and my hairline is recessed 

i am such a fucking mess 

wish i knew just what you meant

when you said you weren’t content

but i didn’t so you left 

i just wish i could accept

went to the roof and then i leapt



there’s these voices in my head

but yours is one i won’t forget

every time i go to bed

i wake up in a bloody mess

i know you just wanted sex

voices

i just know that i wanna be famous 

i don’t if i’ll ever get to taste it

i just know that i wanna see you naked 

i wan na see how long you can take this

i hope  that  i  never  get  hated

i just wanna chill out and get  faded

don’t think i wanna  end up in a grave yet

if i do i’m a mess on the pavement 

i don’t know if i’m ever gonna make it

i just know that im gonna get wasted

i’ll give you everything i have just take it

don’t think that i even know your name yet

why are you happy you're a loser

take me to the nether ft yora

i know you love me but

i do not feel the same 

all these thoughts up in 

my  little  tiny  brain

you know it’s so damn sad

it ended up this way

i don’t know what to say

but do you feel the pain


you make me feel so good

and i feel under stood

but then you grabbed your hood

and left me in the woods

i don’t what to do

when you’re in this mood

don’t know what to say

can you talk to me



you’re such a stupid bitch

and you make me  sick

go  jump  off  a  bridge

jus walk   to  the  ledge 

i know i love you but

you    need   to   quit

i’ll  jus  push  you  if 

youu   don’t     do  it



i know you love me but 

i do not feel the same

i  feel so damn good

when you’re not in my brain

it makes me so damn mad

it  had  to  end  this  way

there’s nothing wrong with me

there’s nothing wrong with me


just hear me out this time

there’s nothing wrong with me

i don’t know what to do 

you feel like 2 + 2

but i need something more

so i walk out the door

i’m sorry but i cant 

be with you no more


it tends to end this way 

and it’s fine with me

just carry on your day

did you love me or 

were you using me

was this all mistake

 ran up to the ledge 

then jumped in the lake




got kicked out so this is a demo i made in a park

what even is love

i’m not gay, and you are (wifiskeleton gay cover)

IM SO FUCKIN HAPPY (prod. xxtup1d)

i am debbie. you are debbie. we are all debbie.