A poem I wrote

Many dreadful thoughts, I hope I hide them well
Eerie mental spaces, that I've been keeping to myself
Horrid ways to cope, only thing that's swell
Fighting off my urges, falling out of my shell

Mental fortitude of steel, heart will start to kneel
Learning brand new words, as I'm learning how I    feel
Teeth feel like they're rotting, brain in need of a peel
How will I continue when I feel like nothings real

Looking at my hands, still don't think they're mine
I'm a different me, I feel this all the time
Everywhere I go, it feels like there's a sign
It says, "Sit and Stare, watch him crack and shine!"

I can't pace myself, I can never win
In a brand new hell, freed by all of my kin
I won't show and tell, you would never hear the end  
Smiling everyday, while my thoughts start to descend

Thank you for listening.

Produced by Okami @okami200bpm, and Grace @s3r3n3gr4c3

Solace @Okami @Grace

How u feel (prod. commas)

Maximillian - Drunk Nights (prod. metlast)

RED DEAD REDEMPTION

RED DEAD REDEMPTION {PROD. stribz}

Finally Made It

Shawty

SHAWTY BY DOG Fea.Tay

WYA? (prod. James)

Pray for Me has Country/Rock soul with banjos and guitars used to tell the story inspired by the Music originated in the South of the United States in the 50s. 
     This song is about a man who lost his Soul, his Faith, and his Way in this World and decided to enlist in the military hoping that it would resolve his inner demons.  The song is his cry to his Family and Parents he left behind.  It's a call for Prayer from them because he has to go through this inner and outer struggle in order to survive in this new world but this isn't a goodbye. He'll find his way back.
     It was heavily inspired by my experiences while working on 68 Whiskey.



PRAY FOR ME LYRICS 

Verse 1 

 I have prayed so many nights to the God I don’t believe in 

I have wasted so much time pouring morphine into my tea 

And mama when I call let it go to busy tone 

I need to burn so I can be reborn 

Chorus 

Pray for me Pray for me when you see me rolling down the hill 

In my Humvee, bringing peace to the world I've failed in 

Pray for me Pray for me to come back in one piece 

Mama please, tell me when I have lost my wits and feels 

Post-Chorus 

Mama please don’t cry cause I’ve lost all my wits and all my feels 

Papa please don’t judge cause I need to learn through tears and my fears, fears 

Verse 2 

They say courage comes to those who take a mighty stand 

But the fears in my head cloud my judgment again and again 

So Papa push me out of my nest let me fall to death 

People like me need to fall to grow wings  

Chorus 

Pray for me Pray for me when you see me rolling down the hill 

In my Humvee, bringing peace to the world I've failed in 

Pray for me Pray for me to come back in one piece 

Mama please, tell me when I have lost my wits and feels 

Post-Chorus 

Mama please don’t cry cause I’ve lost all my wits and all my feels 

Papa please don’t judge cause I need to learn through tears and my fears, fears 

Bridge 

Pray for me, Pray for me when you hold my daughter’s hand 

Pray for me, Pray for me. I guess that’s all I have left 

Tell my girls don’t cry. This isn’t a goodbye 

Mom and dad, your son managed to stay alive 

Chorus 

Pray for me Pray for me when you see me rolling down the hill 

In my Humvee, bringing peace to the world I've failed in 

Pray for me Pray for me to come back in one piece 

Mama please, tell me when I have lost my wits and feels 

Post-Chorus 

Mama please don’t cry cause I’ve lost all my wits and all my feels 

Papa please don’t judge cause I need to learn through tears and my fears, fears 

 

Songwriters: Artur Benson, Danpaul Gallardo 

Producer: Dre Nanthan. #SCxiamOTHER

Pray for Me

Let Me Fall

Mistakes (Produced By. Curbs)
My second release talking about the issue of catching feelings too fast when the feeling just isn't mutual which always leads to hurt. Also looks at the regret I have from a past relationship, leading to the title of the song Mistakes.
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WYA? (prod. James)

Mr. Kool